My Ex-wife is My CEO

MEMORY LANE

***CHRIS'S P.O.V***

I am so frustrated right now with what he says and how he just acts. I don't know what Alena might be going through. I just have no idea. I just hope that things will just be good and nothing bad will happen. I took a deep breath and then I was sure that things would just not get screwed. I looked at him and then said, "Look at me and just know one thing. What happens or however it happens, just know that this is just not gonna. I want. I just want you not to interfere in my business and the way you are being here is just not good. I will go away and do one more thing. Don't you come to my place and insult Akena like that. OK, I am clear with you because, honestly, I just can't tolerate this. I am not OK with this."

I just told him what I was feeling. I just hope that he will not exaggerate it. I know how he is. "Listen to me, Chris, even if you are saying that I should leave and everything and I am doing that. I just know this thing, that I am your father and I just know what I am doing OK, so just make sure that you will just not do it all up again in your life or I will also be hurt to see my son in pain."

I nodded at him and then he just left. Should I go and talk to Alena? No I should not. I should wait for time. What she might be or what she might be thinking? I just don't get it. I just have no idea about how she is gonna react to it. How things are gonna be. Damn it. I just hope that things will just be OK between us. The same way this all happened is making me scared.

I was just thinking about it when Blair came into the room and he smiled at me. I knew that he might be thinking about something. I took a deep breath and then made sure that I would just not screw it all up.

"Blair, can you do one thing for me? Please just go and talk to her. I know that whatever I am saying is not correct. But please just do that. I am scared of how she is right now and what she might be going through.". Why at me and then sat in front of me. I dont get. What is wrong with him? Why doesn't he get what I am trying to say to him? Damn it, what is wrong with him?

"What is it, Blair? I just told you to go away and this is what you are doing. What rubbish is this that has happened to you?" He started to laugh and then said,

"Relax, OK OK, she is OK and OK, know that she would love it if you went and just talk to her because she can for sure use your time. She loves you and you also know that and one more thing, she is a little bit affected even if she says that she is fine. "I nodded my head but didn't get up to meet her. I just don't have the strength to just go there and go. I just have no... idea how things are gonna work and how I will be able to make that happen. I just wish that she would understand it all.

"What happened, why are you not going to just go and meet her and just talk to her about it, go Chris." Blair told me but, I didn't go there, which made him feel weird. He was telling me to go, but I just didn't have any option or any way of saying it all. I just don't know anything about it. I just have no idea how to make it all work out.

"I can't. I just have no idea what to say to him and how to talk to her. It just makes me feel that if I do something wrong, I just don't want to do it. This is the only reason my father has already screwed it all up now. I just don't want it badly." I told him, I know that whatever I say, that he is my no one and everything, but he is my father and every single time I have to accept it, that she just does this. I just force things up like me and she is just very good at it and I just have no idea how to make it all work.

"I am just going, Chris. I do know that the only I I will be able to handle it all is gonna be you I am just. and one more I think don't think about all this stupid thing ok she loves yoy and you alos know that when you love someone eventually you jusy be with them you just choose to be with them that is what is sge is doing just vo and talk to her shw needs you ok and don't worry nothing is just gonna be weird nothing is gonna be like this is not good this is not correct everything is just gonna be fine so just go." i nod at him and then stood up from my chair i made my way to her i knocked on ger cabin this is the first time i am doing this i just don't know why i am even doing this i just wish that things will just get better that is all that i wish i took a deep breathe as she told me to come in

"Come in." as she looked at me she smiled. I just don't know what it is that makes her smile so much just by looking at me, but I am happy that at least she is smiling.

"Hi, I hope that I have not disturbed you. I know that you are not okay with what happened and I am sorry for that." I just said it. She smiled at me and then said

"No you have not disturbed me and actually I am amazed by this thing that Chris came here to do. That is just so shocking. I mean, this is just not what I thought was gonna be and what will happen, but OK even if it happens. I am glad that you are here now and don't worry about what happened. I just hope that you are not hurt by his words. We all know how he is, so just don't get hurt by it." I smiled at that as she said it. She is just the best. I just don't know what I would have done without her if she had not supported me. She is just great when she can actually be angry. She just chooses not to be. She can be so good and have such a big heart.

"No, that is just absolutely fine, Alena. I am good, it's just that he is all about money. The only thing that he sees is money and you are also well aware of how he is and how he sees things. That is the only reason why we both shouted. He honestly Alena he is at mad he thinks that he can control me but he just can't control me he can't do that actually no one can do that." she smiled at me and than said that

"Actually, no one should control you, you are as good as you are and is everything OK or is it really serious?" she asked, and for that reason I wanted to tell her that he wanted me to marry Myra. I just dont wanna do that. This is just not what I want.

"He wants me to marry Myra and he thinks that I will be happy, but the truth is that he just wants it for you and I know that very well and that is just not good. I am not gonna do it all. I don't even love her. How can I do this? How can I make things like this? How can I act like I am in love with her when I am not? I am just so done with him he came because I said no to mom. I just know that I love money." I could see that the smile just faded away from Alena's face. The spark and smiled Alena said something just I that I can't be with her because you want to eb with me because you want to soens the rest of your with me just say it Alena just say i was just waiting for her answer when she said i was shocked..

"I understand it, Chris, but Myra is a nice girl. You both know each other from school, so I think that maybe your father is right. She will be a good choice for you," she would say with a smile on her face, which was a fake smile. How can she say it how? She might think that I would do it. I will never choose someone who is not Alena. That will never happen. I will never do that. I will never choose anyone else other than her. She is just the only one who is gonna be in my life and who will be a part of my life.

"But I just don't think about it that way, Alena, I think that we should just be with the one whom you want to be with. That is all that I wanna say. That is one more thing Alena doesn't think that I can just marry someone whom I don't love.", to which she said

"You should, Chris. Eventually, you will get someone who will love you and you will also start to love them. What else do you want, Chris? Just have that, just give it a try?" How can she?

"If I wanted this, then I would just do it. I can not wait for your permission. Alena is OK and one more thing. I don't think that you can make it all work OK. Just know that you have to be quiet and you yourself. I don't do things like that, don't act like my mom." when I had just made my way to my cabin how can she just say this? Why can't she say that she just loves me and she wants to be with me? What is her problem? Why? Why not just accept her? Why, why does she have to be so tough?

"What happened, Chris? Did you talk to her about how she is now? Is she good and is she OK?" I just wanted to let my anger go and because of that I just punched the wall hard. I am so unhappy with this. I just have no idea what's gonna be. What is it? I just know one thing, that it is not what it's gonna be.

"Chris. Dude. What happened? What did she say that made you so angry at me? Everything is alright. I will talk to her. Just relax. I know that she is rude, but she loves you. Chris just sits OK, she is just frustrated with what happened. That is it Chris, so just relax OK." Blair told me, then I looked at myself and then I told him.

"How can I be OK with what she said? She wants me to marry Myra. She is OK with it. Here I am struggling to tell her the truth that I still love her and here that is what she is doing. I just have no idea. I just don't know what to say. I just have no idea what to say and how to say it. I just don't want this to happen.

". I Chdis. I don't know why she said it, but I think it's OK with you. I just don't think about it.. Everything is gonna be fine. She might just be upset by what happened. That is why she just said. Just don't think about it. Just don't. It affects you OK, it is alright. Just let it be and. It relaxes." I just said to him, I just have no idea how to do it. I just dont know how to make it all work. I just want to know whether she even loves me or not. What does she think about me? Does she even love me or not or is she just not? I have to control my anger. I can't be so angry. I just have to control it. It's her choice wants me or wants

"Look at me dear. Just look at me, Chris. Don't think it is right when your anger is gone. Then just talk to her once. I believe that things will just be fine and everything is gonna be very good, and I know that it will for sure happen and one more thing, don't let it spoil anything. Just relax and just be with her. She loves you too and you have seen it in her eyes." believe believe and whom to not, who just has no idea about what I should think about it or not, because this is not how things are happening right now. That is just not how I want it all to be.

"OK, I accept I am good. Don't worry about it. OK, I am OK. Just go and do your work, Blair. You just got this. Don't waste your time on me. Just go, Blair." I said to him," I don't want to discuss this with anyone, if she thinks it that way, I am just great. I can just not say anything because I just have no words. I just don't know I should be saying what I should not be saying. I just know that this time I will not be vulnerable because of her.

I made my way home. On my way back, I just stopped at the place where Alens comes and usually comes. I got out of my car and then went there. It is just so beautiful. I just can't describe this feeling. I just have no words for this. I just don't know what to say and what not to say,

I still remember how we were not used to coming here and spending hours with each other, how we both used to love each others company and how much we both were happy with each other. I am just glad.

FLASHBACK

"Chris, why do you think that we will always be like this or we will change after years? Huh, what do you think?" I smiled at her and then went to her. I pulled her from her waist and then said

"I love you and this thing. No one can just change. You know what Alena, you are just very special to me, so I am just happy that you are a part of it and you just want this. I just want to say that. It relax. As you can see, these water tibis are endless. The same is my love for you. It is endless and it is gonna be endless. I am always gonna love you even after I die." she placed her hand on my lips. She was upset with me about what I said. I smiled at her, then she said

"Don't say that we will always be together and nothing will happen to you Chris, just nothing OK and I love you. I am the one who is mad who just said this stupid thing. I am sorry Chris. I didn't mean to hurt you. That was not my intention, I, Chris." I planted a kiss on her cheek and then looked at her. I know that she just loves me. She just wants to be with me and wants to be honest. I also just want this. I also want to be with her.

"By the way, Alena, how great it is and this river just flows and never stops. It is just nonstop and it will never end. I am more and more in love with this place. I just don't know why, I just feel that this place is just great and this is just so nice and beautiful as you are." she looked at me and then planted a kiss on my lips.

FLASHBACK OVER

Alena, I miss this place. How it was. Our love was endless for both of us. It was just enough for both of us. I just have no words and no idea how to describe and say it all. I just love you. I am so stupid that I let you go. In the first place, I would not have let that happen. I am the one who is stupid. I am the one who just has no idea how things are gonna be. I am the one who is the fool. I just don't know why I just gave you the. to I when i would have stopped you

If she was angry, then I would have stopped her from going, but I just let her go. What kind of man? I am such a bad person as I am. I would have saved my marriage, but I didn't do that. I am the one who is responsible for it all but this will not happen again. I will not let this happen again and this is my promise to you. I will let that happen. I will make sure that she will choose me and she will see my love for her, that she will just not give up on me. I will make sure of that this time.

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