***CHRIS'S P.O.V***
I am hurt about why she says things and how she reacts to stuff. I came back to my house and then made my way to my room. I opened my wardrobe and saw her dress. I miss you Alena. I know that you don't want to be with me. You don't want to be an I of my life, but I want to make you a part of my life. I am sorry, Alena, but I love you. I just wish that you would have loved me the same way I love you.
"Chris, I am so sorry if I disturbed you. I am sorry for that." I looked at the voice and there was no one else other than Myra. What is she doing here? I just have no idea about it. I just don't do it here.
"No you didn't, by the way, what are you doing here?" I asked her.
"I am here to say sorry to you. I just learned what your dad told you and what rubbish they are thinking. Chris. I listen. I am sorry for that. I know that you still love Alena. Please just don't stress yourself about that Chris just didn't do that." She told me. I smiled at her. I knew that Myra would never think about me like I was. I am just so good that I don't have any idea what to say or what not to say about this, but I am happy that I didn't lose a friend.
"Thank you Myra, because of our friendship. It is that I know one thing very well. That is how my father is. He just only thinks about money, but you don't have to worry about it, we are friends and we are just going to be only that." I took only a only deeo I breath and hug her i am very happy that she is what a friend should be like i am just very very happy and glad that she dont think that i will marey her or by any chnace think that i am going to be with her
"Come, let's have some coffee. I know that you might also. We are stressed out. Come, let's go now." Then I went with her. We were both just enjoying our coffee when she looked at me and then she smiled at me.
"What is it, Mhra, what happened? Why are you smiling? Looking at me? Am I a joker? " she laughed at me. I also smiled.
"No, I was just thinking about how lucky Alena is that she has you. She is just actually blessed to have you in her life ". You smiled at her. I just dont know what to say and what not to say do, but the only thing that I know is that I love her and that is the truth. I don't know if we are both meant for each other or not.
"Yeah, I do and I accept it, but with that I accept this, also that there is just no chance that we are both gonna be together. No one wants us to be together. This is something that is just never gonna happen, so just forget about it." I told her. I mean, while I was just having my way of my drink, I smiled at her. I know for a fact that this is just not gonna be easy at all.
"I understand that I don't buy with me, Chris, I, but you should try to move on with someone. I will at least try to date someone. I am saying this as a friend, Chris, because you have to do this. You can't stop your life for her if you already know it she is, not gonna be with you, then just don't stress out on it OK, just relax and just make sure that you will learn that woman Chris, I staying alone for the rest of your life is just not gonna be a good thing you should try and move on its gonna be good thing." she said i just smiled at her i dont know what to say in this because i know that i just can't do anything in this even if i will say that i will do this or i will do that that's just not gonna happen so its just gonan be good and its just gonna be best if we will just let it all go and if we will just let it be
"I understand your point, Myra, but I just don't feel that I want to. I am just scared I will do the same." This is. The truth is that I know that I will not be able to. else I than Alena she is the world to me and that is clear
"I know for a fact that moving on is just not gonna be easy, but just don't take stress about it, Chris. I know that you will move on and, Honestly, you have to do that. I want that for Alsna too and I know her family will do it. That is what l.ice is about, Chris, you just have to move on with what you have right now or you will just start to hurt yourself."
I took a deep breathe and then just let it be "I know and i will be very happy if she will move on thats just honna be great after all wd both have just suffered with each other only if she can find love then it is just gonna be so good na by the way Myra what's your plan dont you wanna settle in your kife and what i siggest uou is that you should just settle soon so that my family will stop to tell me that i have to do this or that." i told her and then laughed at it i know for fact that this is just not funny as it seems to be this is just not a good idea i dont know how to say this or how not to say this but i just know one thing and that is clear, i am nlt gonna tell anything to Alena she is just not gonna understand it she will not understand that i love her and i wanna be with her she will choose her family prior to me which is just absolutely fine i am ok with that also i am ok with thst also but the only problem is that i don't wanna lose her it is just for saying that she will move on the day that will happen i will be the one who will be in so much pain i can't see that too happen
"So now I think that I should leave. Thank you so much Chris for this coffee, it is just so good. I am happy about this thing." Wait a second. What do you think is that is easy or is it gonna be good?
"Yeah Myra, see you soon bye." she left with a smile, but what she said is still going on in my head. I just dont know what it is that she is thinking and that she plans to do. I just have no idea about it.
I just went to my room after having dinner and just fell asleep. I got up the next morning and then made my way to the office as soon as I got ready. When I reached there, I was very early today. I saw that Akena was still not there. Like, who cares? I then took a deep breath and then just let it be. I just dont care about it, I should care like she cares before saying anything.
"Hey bro, you are early today." Blair looked at me and said that I smiled at him, then he looked at me and then at Alena's cabin.
"What she will come in a while just dekax you are just so earky that you ususally dont come that's why you can't see her here right now." i looked at him with anger i am nkt angry i am just frustated
"I was not looking for her. I don't have any job to just search for her. I do have a lot of work to do and I am gonna just do that only and my piece of advice is that you should also do that only understood." i then make my way to my cabin i am so frustated right now does she even care about me no she doesnot other wise zhe would have atkeast said that she is soddy for what she said yesterday but she is not sorry for that and why she will be sorry this iz how Akena has been
"Stop this Chris, this childish attitude. You also know how much you love her and yesterday I talked to her and you loved her, she also loved you. Now, what else do you want? Huh, tell me you also love her, right? Then just be with her. Chris doesn't just do this and talk to her. Yuk bkh will be together again. I know that, by the way, I heard that Myra came to your place yesterday." I looked at him like me.
"If she does, then why does she have to be so rude to me? I have I have done. I. I I. I. I haven't done anything wrong to hurt her, but still, if she thinks that I have done that, then just let it be, let me tell you that I am not interested in talking to her. I just don't know." I said to him what I would tell Blair because Alena didn't make it evident to him, loved that she loved me. He didn't say that I know for a fact that she loves me. My heart says that, but for a fact, I do know that I am not a seat where I let myself get hurt. How much does she want to do that? I just could not let that happen. I am sorry, I am so sorry for that.
"By the way, what did Myra say, why did she come to your place?" he asked me, and then I put my guitar down and said,
"She came to say sorry that because of her, her whole family and my family are forcing me to marry her, but the truth is that I know that my whole family and her family are just forcing her to do that. For a fact, I just got scared and started to think that she loved me byt that it was not true. She is not in love with me and I am glad that she is just not in love with me." I told him with a laugh, but I didn't see that laugh on his face, know do I know. Why am I not happy with that?
"What happened, Chris, do you really think that Myra doesn't love you because, as far as I can see, she loves you and whatever or what she said was just a lie, that's it." I smiled at him. I don't know what to say and what to say. It's this. I just know for a fact that it's just not going to be good, it is just not how it's gonna be.
"Listen to me and look at me, Blair. That is not the case. We are just friends and she told me that she knows that I love Akena so much and she is happy every moment I accept that I love Alena. I am happy that she understands me." as I said it, he laughed at it.
"What is it why you are laughing? Will you tell me, Blair, it is that you are laughing at?" I just took a deep breath and then just let it be.
"Chris, then let me tell you one thing, that she is head over heels for you and there is no way that she is not gonna be with you. So just know that this is not what is gonna happen. OK Chris, just trust me. If you want, then I will write a piece about your life and if you want to be with Alena, then stay away from Myra, OK." I don't know what it is that he thinks this can never be the case. Myra, don't I me, and that is why I know that very well.
Then we both talked for a while. For a fact. I just know that this is not how it is gonna be. I just know for a fact that this is how it is gonna be.
"Look at me and just hear that let us not discuss this stupid thing, it is just really rubbish. OK, so just let it be, let us just not do this and just do what we want to do. Let's go to the studio for work." so I went to the studio with him. I went there and then sat in my chair.
I gave my thumbs up to the cameraman and then was about to start the show. When I saw her. She came. I smiled at her. I am happy about that. This is her. She didn't come in the first one, but now she is here. I am happy. Then I started to say
"How it started right, my father came and then gave her the best student award and thought that he just insulted the most that he could, but that thing definitely did wondered to me. It made me meet the women whom I feel for, who taught me what I love and care about." he said, looking at me, which about me to the flashback.
FLASHBACK
"So everyone let me just present Akena in front of all of you students in the history of this college who got a 100% scholarship to be here. I am just so proud of you." My father came in to give the award and trust me. I am so bored. I am barely interested in it, but then not just the award. He wanted to talk about me also.
"I hope that you will help my son in his education. Also just a little help. Maybe he will be able to get away with that." I just dont know what he gets while insulting me. I am not his son, because I just dont feel that way. I took a deep I and. then control my anger how can he tell about everything and insult me in front of everyone
"Hello good morning nerd." I was angry at first, but then I realized it, then I just had to get over it, so I decided that I would talk to Alena. I want her to teach me. I tried to do that.
"Listen, I have not done any and I have not even said anything, so it would be better if you would apply to understand that, because just let me tell you if you understand what I am here to do, what. It would just be great if you would just wouldn't." I just have no idea why she doesn't want to talk to me.
"I am not here to trouble you or to say you anything but to make a deal with you." I told her clearly that I wanted to have a deal with her, but then she looked at me with questions. At I just have no idea I just dont know what you do and how to convince her
"I wanna tell you that I am not interested in any of it. I don't want to make any deal with you. I am good as I am, so just leave now. What is it that is making her think that way? I just have an idea. I just don't get what the problem is with her, and what is wrong with her. Why is she not saying anything and saying she just rejected me when she said damn it?
Then we planned to send Blair to attach a microphone to his shirt so that we could hear the conversation for a fact. I just knew that this was not gonna be what she wanted, but if she wanted it, then it would be great.
"Hello Alena, how are you?"
"Yes Blair." What is it, what the hell is it? I just have no idea what to say or talk about the main topic. Blair
"I am sorry if I disturbed you with your studies. I was just here to talk about something."
"No, it is OK. I am good no wirries by the way if you are here to talk about Chris that how i behaved with bim tben ket me just tell gou that he is not my friend and i am not interested to make him my friend how good he will be he will never be good for me we will everytime have a cold vibe with each other so just wanna tell you this only by the way is anything ekse other than him." she is just against me damn it
"Akena, I know that you have some sort of image set of his in your head, but let me tell you that this is not how it is OK. I tell you to just talk to him once you want, you will realise that he is not. He is a great man."
"Bkair, I'm sorry, but I think differently about him and what I can think because we both are different individuals." now I know where I am. I just know for a fact what is right and what is not. I just have no idea what to say and what not to say. I followed her and then I saw her struggling with the violin, then I helped her.
"Let me help you with that." I tried to help her, but then she just refused it. I just don't get the point.
"No, I am good. I don't need your help." She doesn't want my help, but it is OK. Just let it be. Let me not stress out. I want her to do this because she needs this scholarship.
"Alena, you know that you need this to get a 100% scholarship and I totally understand that what I wanna tell you is that you just worry about everything. OK, I am here for you. I will teach you how to do this because I learn that studies are just not enough for the scholarship, so I will help you with this."
"I don't need you, Chris, I will do it on my own. I will learn a way to do that. Just relax, OK."
"You know what, as you're an expert in studies, I am at this music. I just love it. Alena, this is everything. I just love it that you will get that scholarship because you deserve that scholarship and I believe that you will just get that."
"I am ready to learn it from you, but why do you want to help me? What is the reason, Chris?"
"I wanted to get something in return at first, but now I just don't want that, so just let it be and will manage with studies, but I want you to get what you deserve."
"I will help you in this way. I will help you with this. I want to let you know that I will help you with my studies. My, I do have a condition and that is that you have to listen to everything that I tell you without any complaints."
"Cool tban deak then."
So we just cracked the deal. We just did it. I am so happy about it. I am so glad I know that this is just great. She will help with my studies and I will help her with piano. Then I went back to my room and then Blair and Myra came to me. "So what is it did that nerd said no to you, right forget it, Chris, we have so much money. We can have a great teacher for you who will teach you OK."
Myra said, but then I smiled at her. I know for a fact that she doesn't like Alena, but now comes the lover, Blair. "Dont worry about it. Just relax, OK I will. She will understand you OK, so don't worry about it Chrid.", told you
"She said yes to help me. She was ready to do that."
END OF FLASHBACK
Then I went to the other side with a smile on my face to Blair and I talked for a while and then we were just talking when we saw Alena and Blair started to talk to her and then he suddenly said that he wanted to have food in Alena's mom's hand and I am I was I am. glad
And she agreed to it, looking.. ay me what is it. I just don't get it. I just have no idea. I just wanna say that I am happy. I am very happy that I will be going to Alena's place. She is giving signals that she loves me.
They both sat in another car and Akena sat in her car. "Great man, look, she called you herself."
And then we just reached there and then we reached there. As we reached there, we saw all the dark. What it is I just have no idea. I just dont know what it is. is "Why there is no light."
"Maybe Alena has not paid the electricity bill. That might be the case," Blair said. Then we laughed but the light just blew up and then I saw it was all decorated. What is it for and? Then I saw the guy, a man. A was kneeling down as he came in front of Alena. What the hell is going on? Is this some sort of joke?
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