Common, Make me

Maybe a chance?

Common, Make me

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Pleasure

[WARNING: MATURE CONTENT AHEAD | R-18. BEWARE.]

The cold night breeze, the dancing curtain, the rain pouring . . . it feels nostalgic. It brings back memories that sometimes you wish that if you can turn back the time, you will change the fate. You will change everything to make it right, para wala kang pagsisisihan kung dumating man iyong panahon.

But, this is the reality, we can't turn back the time just like we wanted. We can't change the fate but atleast, if something happened from the past . . . we should learn to accept it. Yes, it is hard to move forward. It is hard to endure the pain . . . but, just try to think living with those memories. Hindi ba, malungkot? Nakakatakot?

Patawarin ang mga nagkasala sa atin at patawarin natin ang sarili, that's what Via needs too. Reason why she needs to forgive? Well, that's a question for now.

Via put the glass down as Arden can came out from the bathroom. And just like what she expected, he was handsome even if it's just a plain white shirt and a pants.

Arden smiled, but when he saw the glass agad niya itong napuna at kumunot iyong dalawang perpektong kilay nito, agad na nagtanong. "Why are you drinking? At this hour? What's up?" He asked, worried as he sat down on the chair in front of her.

Via just smiled at him and shake her head, trying to deceive him. "Nothing. I just feel like drinking."

Agad namang inagaw mula sa kaniya ni Arden iyong baso at isang lagukang ininom iyong laman no'n. Hindi kasi siya kombinsido sa sagot ng dalaga at alam niyang may hindi na naman ito masabi-sabi.

She's always like that. Hindi pa rin nagbabago...

Kahit noon pa man wayback when they're still young, whenever he tried to ask her if what's the problem ay agad nitong iniiba iyong usapan. Hindi talaga ito napipilit na magkuwento. Pinilit niyang intindihin iyong dalaga dahil nirerespeto niya ito pero, hindi naman kasi kailangan na sarilihin iyong problema. Nariyan naman siya, he is willing to help and listen to her.

Umikot iyong mata ni Via sa ginawa ni Arden. "Parang sira. God. I don't have a problem, Arden. Geez." She fake laugh. Liar. You're a freaking liar, Vianna.

Arden click his tongue and look Vianna suspiciously.

"Swear? You don't want to share it? Sige ka, hahalikan kita kapag hindi mo sasa—" Via scoffed.

"Fine. Fine. Gooddamnit."

Napangisi ro'n ang binata, "Uy, takot sa kiss—"

Sinipa naman ni Via iyong paa niya ngunit hindi naman ito umabot. Mas lalong natawa ang binata dahil para sa kaniya ay kay liit-liit nang biyas ng dalaga.

Pandak. Prttf!

He was about to tease her again when she eyed him with daggers. "Sige, try mong tawanan ako at paalisin na talaga kita at hahayaan na mabasa ulit sa labas." Pananakot pa nito. Pinigilan na lang ni Arden ang sarili.

Arden raised his hands in defeat, but still chuckling.

"Eto na po, love. Hindi na po tatawa," akma naman itong magpapa-cute. "Sorry na uw—"

"Ew! f*****g hell, ang sagwa!" medyo singhal ng dalaga at ngumiwi. Umusog na lang siya papalayo at nailing sa inasta ng binata.

What the hell!

"Just listen, Guevara. Huwag ka nang mag ano diyan! Hindi bagay sa'yo." That's all she said then she started talking about what those things that keeps her stressed and anxious.

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After they talked, Vianna was already drunk. Yes, talagang nilaklak nito ang ang ininom nito kani-kanina lang at kumuha pa nga ng isa. Arden protested but she blackmailed him. Wala siyang nagawa roon dahil ayaw naman niya itong magalit sa kaniya. He will just let her to be drunk, besides siya naman iyong kasama at nasa bahay lang.

Well, atleast he trusted himself because he knows that he will not do something anyway. Mas hindi pa siya makakapayag if ever na sa labas ito iinom at mayroong mga lalaki na kasama. Lalong-lalo na siguro kapag si Clark.

He sighed annoyingly but feel pity for her.

Naawa kasi siya dahil sa sitwasyon ni Via. He didn't know that her childhood is a very painful. Kaya pala ganoon kataas iyong pader nito sa kaniya at maging sa mga nasa paligid niya dahil sa karanasan nito. Atleast, she's now trusting him. Medyo gumaan na iyong loob niya at umasang nagkaroon nang lugar sa puso ng dalaga. Well indeed, our past makes us change. But, it is still up to us wether we chose to be good or to be bad.

Bata pa lang kasi si Via ay namatay na ang tatay nito. She was just ten back then when her king and her knight of her life left her. Sa naging saad pa ni Via, isang pinagkakatiwalaan na katiwala ng isang tinitingalang hacienda ang kaniyang ama. Malapit at halos ituring na ito na kapatid sa kaniyang amo na si Don Roberto na isang haciendero at doctor, ngunit, nagbago ang lahat noong nagkaroon nang aksidente sa hacienda at napunta sa alanganin ang anak nitong lalaki at ang papa niya.

Of course, the Don choose his son.

Vianna begged that time, lumuhod siya at nagmakaawa na sana ay sagipin ang papa niya pero, malungkot na umiling ang Don at iniwan siya. Nalaman na lang ni Via na mas sinagip pa nito ang kaniyang anak. Doctor Roberto choose to save his son and let his friend die.

Hinayaan nitong mawala ang pinaka-importanteng tao sa buhay ni Vianna.

It was very painful, iyong tipong kahit na matagal na ay nariyan pa rin iyong sakit mula sa nakaraan. Kung sana ay sinagip din ng lalaki iyong papa niya ay hindi sana siya namuhay sa lungkot ngayon. Hindi sana siya naging miserable.

Arden patted her back as she keeps on sobbing on his shoulder while burying herself on his neck. Tumingala na lang siya dahil nasasaktan din siyang makita na umiiyak ito and how painful she cried. He feels like his heart was been crumpled then tore into pieces.

"Hatid na kita sa kwarto mo para makapag-pahinga ka na. It's already late, don't worry about me . . . I can sleep here on the sofa naman." Aniya pa na pinapahid iyong mga takas na luha sa mata ng dalaga. Nakayakap pa rin ito sa kaniya o tamang sabihin na nakakandong at tahimik na nakasiksik sa kaniya.

Via just nod her hear at tumayo na ito.

She quietly walk towards her room while Arden was tailing her. Pasuray-suray pa ito dahil medyo marami iyong nainom nito, mabuti na lang talaga at maagap naman niya itong naalalayan.

"Careful."

Walang naging sagot doon si Via hanggang nakarating sila sa pintuan. She opened the door get inside, but, when Arden was about to walk away para bumalik sa sala ay agad siyang hinila ni Via papasok. And because it was too sudden, ay muntik pa silang masubsob dalawa sa sahig ng kwarto, buti na lang talaga at mabilis niyang nayakap si Via upang hindi matamaan iyong ulo nito sa matigas na sahig.

Tumayo naman ito at naglakad na parang hindi lasing. Balak sana niyang buksan iyong ilaw nang pinigilan agad siya ng dalaga.

"Stop. Don't turn the lights on." She demanded in a low voice.

"Uh, okay." He replied.

Maya-maya ay bumalik ito sa kaniya at hinila iyong kamay niya which made him startle a bit.

"Sit down, Doc."

Napa-amang na lang si Arden nang sabihin iyon ni Via. Hindi niya alam kung ano ba talaga ang nasa isip ng dalaga pero kailangan niyang sundin ito, bihira lang kasi ito mangyari.

Siguro ay dito siya nito patutulugin. He stick on that thought.

Umupo na lang siya sa upuan sa kwarto ng dalaga at inilibot iyong tingin sa paligid, it was dim and it is his first time na makapasok doon at hindi niya mapigilan na mamangha sa kwarto ng dalaga.

It's was a room with full of books . . . law and psychology books. No wonder why she is smart, she was studying and feeding her brain with knowledge.

Damn, that's even more attractive.

"You're room is nice," he complimented but she didn't replied. Hindi na lang din niya pinansin iyon dahil hindi naman importante.

Nabigla na lamang siya nang biglang pinatay ng dalaga iyong ilaw na nagmula sa lamp shade at humarap ito sa kaniya, biglang tinanggal iyong pang-itaas na damit niya.

He was caught off guard and starts to panic because he didn't saw it coming. "Uhm, Via—"

"Shut the f**k up, Arden."

Awtomatikong napatahimik na lang siya. Her voice was serious and dominating, ayaw niyang magalit ito sa kaniya. He followed her kaya wala siyang katapatan na magreklamo. Sinunod niya lang ito even if he already feel the shiver.

Damn, her room is so cold—

"f**k!" isang mura ang kumawala sa labi niya at hindi niya mapigilan na napalunok nang maramdaman ang mainit na balat ng dalaga na ngayon ay nakakandong sa kaniya. He didn't know that she undressed herself earlier, kung hindi ito sumampa sa kaniya ay hindi niya malalaman.

"Via! What do you think you are doing? Lasing ka, dapat ka na matulog. No. You're just stressed, hindi kita papatulan — ah! f**k!"

"Language, doc." Biglang nag-iba iyong tuno nang pananalita nito, tila nang-aakit.

Oh, s**t. Mahirap na labanan ito gayong habang nakakandong pa lang ito kanina ay may nabubuhay na. He tried his best to control it, of course. Hindi naman kasi siya mapagsamantalang tao lalo na at lasing at nasa hindi maganda ang lagay nito.

He can feel it, he can tell that she doesn't have any clothes because she was bare and it was giving him a boner even more. Oo, ganoon kalakas ang epekto ni Via sa kaniya. Simpleng hawak, hipo at pagtatagpo ng kanilang balat lang ay buhay na buhay na agad siya.

"Via—"

"Sabi ko shut up, 'di ba? You're really hardheaded. I already told you that shut up. I'm not that drunk, I'm sobber, okay? Damn, kanina ko pa 'yan napapansin so better to shut up and let me handle that instead..." she lean a little. "I really want to punish you so bad," bulong nito at saka dahan-dahan na naglandas ang kamay nito mula sa adams apple niya pababa sa dibdib niya at hanggang umabot ito sa abs niya. Pasimpleng nilalaro ang kaniyang balat habang titig na titig sa kaniya.

"God, Arden. How does it feels kaya if that big còck of yours was inside of my—"

Arden hold her tightly but not hurting her either, stopping Via. "Via please, stop. Lasing ka at dapat ka ng matulog. Magdamit ka, makinig ka saakin. You need to rest, hindi ko hahayaan na magsisi ka kinaumagahan kasi sinamantala kita—"

Natigilan na lang siya.

Hindi napigilan ni Arden na mapasinghap nang dahan-dahan na inilihis ng dalaga ang kamay nito sa soot niyang pambaba at binuksan ang zipper nito nang hindi namamalayan kani-kanina lang. Medyo nalilito pa rin dahil ibang-iba ito sa Via na kilala niya kapag umaga.

Well, siguro ay ganito ito kapag lasing. Delikado pala kapag iba ang kasama nito.

He opened his mouth in protest . . . again.

"Via, please listen to me before I lost my — Ah!" He moaned as she grab his length with her soft bare hands. Ilang beses na lang siyang napalunok dahil doon hanggang sa nanuyo ang lalamunan niya. Napatingala na lang siya dahil nagsimula nang gumalaw ang maikspertong kamay ng dalaga sa loob.

Damn, ini-imagine ko lang 'to noon. Tapos — f**k! Ang lambot-lambot ng kamay, tangina. But, f*****g f**k! She was drunk!

He said in the back of his mind.

"Manahimik ka o puputulin ko 'to? Hayaan mo na kasi ako, Arden. I want you so bad. Ang init, sobrang init, I want to feel this big and monstrous thing of yours. Don't worry about me because I can still handle, just let me. Let me feel you, doc. Own me, love."

Stroking his length in a erotic and enticing way, Via continued to have all access into his body. Making him feel the pleasurable shiver. Napasiksik tukoy si Arden sa leeg ng dalaga habang habol ang hininga.

"Ang kamay mo, doc," aniya ng dalaga.

Agad naman niyang binawi sa pagkakahawak sa beywang ng dalaga at humingi ng tawad, hindi niya namalayan nakahawak na pala ito ro'n nang mariin.

"I'm sorry, I-I . . ." pahina at nagsimula na naman niyang habulin iyon hininga niya nang inilabas ng dalaga ang sandata niya sa boxer at itinaas-baba ito nang marahan.

"I-I . . ." Mariin muna siyang pumikit. "f**k! Tangina." Mura niya pa. Humawak na lang siya sa gilid ng upuan upang doon kumuha nang suporta, as of now Via is the boss and he was scared to violate it so he just behaved himself and let her do whatever she wants.

Via tsked and grab his calloused hands harshly and put it to her round and bouncy cherries. Then, Via whispered on him sexily, slightly hissing. "You should put it there, love. Hindi sa gilid o kung saan-saan. Ang slow mo naman." Saka niya iginaya ang kamay ng doctor. Holding it while tracing circles to her erected n*****s while looking at him, biting her lucious lips.

"Touch me there, Arden. It's all yours." She said, almost a whisper. Then, she put her hair to the side to give him a full view.

Tangina. . .

Arden didn't waste time and grab the back of her head harshly, naputol na iyong pagpipigil niya. He kissed her hungrily like a wild animal on heat as his hands starts to roam freely into Via's body. The room filled with kissing sound as they hungrily kiss each other with same ferocity.

"Hmm, Arden. s**t! Yes, right there love." She moaned when Arden touch him down there, teasing her folds. Just like what she did to him, he tease her folds, making it more wet for him. Kung paano niya inakit ang binata ay ganoon din ang ginawa nito sa kaniya.

A grin flashes into his lips as Via's body starts to respond. Mas lalo lang siyang ginanahan when she called him by their endearment.

Tangina talaga, binabaliw ako ng babaeng 'to.

He started to trace circle to her c**t while sucking Via's neck. Napasabunot lang iyong dalaga sa kaniya, it hurts but he didn't care about it.

"Ah! Ah! Deeper, Arden. s**t!"

Arden let go of her neck as he trail kisses lower. Agad naman niyang dinakma ang hinaharap nitong nakahain sa harap niya at pinagpiyestahan ito.

"f**k this t**s! Akin lang 'to."

He inserted one finger and started to thrust. "Ah, love! Hah! Ahh! Ah! s**t. Yes, right there! Hit me there — ah!" Hindi na magkamayaw iyong dalaga habang sinasalubong iyong kamay ng binata.

"Via..."

Siya naman ngayon ang napaungol dahil sa pagdiin ng dalaga sa kabuuan niya. She stroke him with full of hungy and need. Parang siya naman iyong mapuputulan ng hininga.

"f**k! Via! Ah, tangina!" Wala siyang ibang nagawa kung 'di ang magmura.

He continues to thrust his finger while she did the same. Agad na dinakma na lang ni Arden iyong naka-awang na bibig ni Via at taos puso niya itong hinalikan. She kissed her gently but still full of need.

"Hmm..." Tanging ungol na lang ang nagawa nila parehong. They both feel the tension in their stomach and anytime soon they will c*m together.

Nang nilabasan na ang dalaga ay agad itong tumayo na siyang ikinadismaya niya dahil hindi pa siya nilalabasan, akala niya ay maiiwan siyang hindi pa tapos pero hindi iyon nangyari. He kneel in front of him and smile wickedly.

Oh, f**k.

"Move your legs, Arden. Let me eat that monstrous c**k of yours."

Sinunod niya iyong sinabi ng dalaga. He slowly move his legs as Via is starting to hold his length again, stroking in a slow phase while looking at him seductively. Ilang lunok naman iyong nagawa niya nang hinalikan nito ang tuktok ng ulo ng kaniyang p*********i. Mariin na naman siyang napapikit.

"You're torturing me, love," saad niya na siyang ikinahagikhik ng dalaga. She was pleased to see him fully erected and it's pointing on her. Saluting.

Magsasalita na ulit sana si Arden nang sinubo na nang buo ni Via ang kaniyang naghuhumigting na p*********i. She go deeper and deeper, pero dahil masyadong malaki si Arden ay hindi talaga niya iyo nasubo nang buo. She used her hands instead. Up. Down. Up. Down. Tongue twirling. Deeper and deeper until she gagged.

"s**t! s**t! Ah, tangina! Via! f**k!" he moaned as he grabbed her head, guiding her.

"Ahhh! Love! f**k! f**k!"

"Tangina, Via!"

"s**t! I'm c*****g! I'm c*****g—"

Dahan-dahan na tumayo ang dalaga at nginisihan siya nang ubod ng tamis, nabitin na naman siya. "Love naman." Asik pa niya. Kumagat lang ito sa pang-ibabang labi.

Kumadong na naman ito sa kaniya at dahan-dahan nitong iginaya ang kaniyang naghuhumigting at galit na galit na kabuoan. She slumbed herself and hold onto Arden's shoulder.

"Ahhh! Arden!"

"f**k, Via!"

"Haaah! Ahhh! Aahh..."

"Tangina ang sikip mo, love. s**t! This feels heaven. Damn it!" naging saad pa ni Arden habang habol ang paghinga. Gigil na gigil kay Via habang mabilis na umuulos.

He bang her hard. Pinanggigilan talaga niya ito dahil napaka-sexy nito sa paningin niya lalo na at pulang-pula iyong pisngi nito habang nakatitig sa kaniya. Mas lalo lang siyang ginaganahan.

The next thing they knew was that one round wasn't enough. They bang each other until dawn, both satisfied and tired.

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"Hoy! Mukhang iguana, gising." Agad na napamulagat si Arden nang marinig niya iyon. Dali-dali siyang bumangon na tila ba ay nagising siya sa isang napakagandang panaginip habang bumalikwas sa kama ni Via.

Hold on...

"Oh? Why are you looking at me like that?" She asked, frowning. Clueless. Brows knitted together.

So, it was just a f*****g dream?! What the hell!

Napapikit na lang siya dahil ang malas nga naman. Akala niya kasi ay totoo na talaga iyon. "Ah, damn it. It was just a freaking dream." mura niya ng mahina.

But, in the corner which Via is standing, she clearly heard it. Umikot na lang iyong mata niya.

Tanga naman neto.

"You're not dreaming, you idiot. We f**k each other last night," she grimace as he eyed him annoyingly. "Now, happy?" singhal niya.

Agad lumingon si Arden. Gulat pa ito at agad na napangiti, parang bata lang dahil kay bilis na nagbago iyong ekspresyon nito. He was like a baby na nabigyan lang ng candy. Indeed, he's easy to please. The softy side of Arden.

"Talaga?" He asked her, hopeful.

Hindi na lang umimik si Via at mas lalong bumusangot palabas ng kwarto. Ayaw niyang ma-buwesit dahil sobrang aga pa para ro'n. Masakit pa iyong gitnang bahagi niya at masakit iyong ulo niya. Kung wala nga lang siyang trabaho ay hindi na sana siya nag-abala pa na bumangon.

"Via..."

"Hurry up. Maligo ka na at ihatid mo na ako sa hospital, Guevara." She said that makes his smiled grew even wider.

Letting him think that she's slowly opening herself to him.

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Loving is a process. It simply means that there are many challenges and hindrances along the way so you better prepared for it. Don't enter a relationship if you're not ready yet, because it will hurt the both of you. And also, don't hope too much because it sucks to assume. Save your heart, loves. Love is the most beautiful feeling but the most traitor one.

-Dawndistinctmind