Alpha & his future Luna

It all started when i was young after my mother died, my father blamed me, i was only 10 years old when i was cast aside for apparently getting my mum killed but i did nothing, my mother chose to kill herself and leave me behind but i was only a few months after that the beating started to come. Being close to 11 years old my father barged into my room in a fit of rage his eyes the colour of the darkness heaving his breath out, i leaped out of my skin and scrambled back up the the bed, banging my head of the back board. He run at me and griped me by my throat lifting me of my bed, i was dangling between his grip and clawing to try and get away while tears streamed down my face. he was squeezing so hard that my lungs could no longer suck any air in and that is when dancing dark spots surrounded my vision and in the moment i was swallowed up by the darkness and could no longer feel anything, but i felt this aura surround me and a voice spoke to me. "Its ok Bonnie im here" "Who are you?" The voice lets out a little chuckle. "My name is Missy May, i am your wolf" I freeze in place trying to decide if i should believe this voice. How is this possible, i shouldn't have a wolf until i turn 16?. "Bonnie i am your wolf if you like it or not, and  im going to help you, ok?" Before i had the chance to say anything i am jolted awake into an empty room, my room, my eyes flutter open as i look around for my father but he must have left when he noticed i was on the brink of death and just left me to rot.Feeling relieved i try to drag a breath of air into my lungs but my throat burned like hell fire and i coughed up blood, i try to drag my self to the little water that was left on the table just to see if it would ease the  burning in my throat but every muscle in my body is screaming for me to stop moving but i resist, and focus of the water just a few metres in front of me.  Once i react the water i take a sip and it eases the burning but only a little, i decided i have to get to my bed and rest instead of staying on the floor. I slowly try to pull myself up with the table and i nearly let out a scream. but i manage to keep quiet and stumble towards the bed and sling myself over the top of it. once i land i gently pull what little blanket i have left over me and cry my self to sleep. ------TIME SKIP------ I am now 15 years old and all i do is stay in my room but one day my father decided to let a maid come to me and sort me out every time he had released his anger on me, it was a little after midnight when my maid Jean snuck into my room, i blinked my eyes open when i noticed it wasn't my farther, i sat up and Jean plopped down beside me and asked for my hand. i gladly obliged because this woman was a mother figure to me, i knew she couldn't stop my father but i knew she will do anything for me to feel better after he had finished, she slipped something  into my hands. "Jean what is this?" "it is an iPod and it was once your mothers, she told me to give you this when ever i could get the chance but to keep your father from knowing." I look from this strange thing called an iPod and turn to Jean "what does it do?" She unravels the white cord and stuck the ends into my ears and took the small thing out of my hands "it plays music hun, all of your mothers favourite songs are on here." I chose not to say anything after that. when noise was suddenly blasted into my ears causing me to wince, Jean soon turned it down and passed me the little square iPod, pulling out cord from my ear. "Keep it hidden and never let your farther know that you have it" I knew she was serious so i responded with a nod and thats when she left me to listen to the music, i sat back on the bed quietly listening to the music and think of my mother singing and dancing to this lovely melody, it was close to 3am when i decided that i need to find a hiding place for this sweet sounding iPod. I turn it of and slip of the bed landing on the floor boards Realising that there is a lose floor board i slide if off and place the iPod underneath placing the floor board back into its place and hop into bed and close my eyes to sleep. --------TIME SKIP------- I am now 17 years old and my farther no longer beats me and don't understand why until Jean comes rushing into my room. "your farther has just attacked the Red Moon pack and killed their Luna!"  "what?!?!?!" "we need to run like NOW!" I instantly jump from my bed and gather what little things i have but Jean has already gone ahead to make sure the coast is clear, the moment i turn to the door i hear a loud growl and a bellowing shout and i knew instantly that it is my farther. "GET DOWN HERE NOW YOU LITTLE COW!" shit, i freeze in my spot scared to move until i hear a little whimper and i knew straight away that i was Jean. I run down the stairs when i freeze half way, he has her by her hair and tears are streaming down her cheeks. my heart instantly breaks. "WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING, BONNIE!!!!"  I lower my head not wanting to see the horrid scene in front of me slowly descending the steps till i hit the bottom. "LOOK AT ME YOU HORRID CHILD!" I lift my gaze a little and see Jean try to get away and crying more as my father grips her hair harder. Thats when i decided that enough is enough. I stand up straight and stair into the eyes of that monster. and brace myself for what is going to happen next. "LET HER GO!" tears start to stream down my face. "HAHAHAHA WHAT HAVE WE HERE, DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT WILL WORK YOU i***t, I WILL PUNISH YOU FOR THIS!" "BONNIE, RUN!" It takes me a few seconds to realise that it was Jean that shouted that but as she did my father plunged his hand into her chest and pulled out her heart letting her fall to the floor while blood pools around her. I begin to scream but i realise that i will be strapped here forever if i don't move my feet, and in that moment i chose to turn on my heels and sprint as my life depends on it, bursting through the doors and head straight for the woods....