You're my Mate?

He really wants me.

Everyone stood frozen until my mother, the brave soul, reached her hand towards me. Xander growled and, without thinking, I smacked his arm and gave him a look. His eyes showed amusement and annoyance but I didn't care. I wasn't going to let him growl at my mother. She wasn't doing anything wrong except reaching for her daughter. I had to look away from his eyes because I was still worried. I didn't want to get attached and have feelings grow when he might still reject me. I’m not your typical she-wolf and he might not want someone as challenging and stubborn as me. They say the pain from a rejection is so unbearable it can sometimes drive a wolf to take their own life. I didn't want to feel that. My mother finally spoke and while she did I forced myself out of Xanders arms.

"Alpha Xander why don't we head inside and talk about things in my husbands office?" She asked masking her emotions. I could tell she was worried for me but only because I know her so well.

"Fine by me." He replied. I could tell he was staring at me but I refused to look at him. I couldn't stop worrying. As we were walking Xander was on my right while my mother was on my left holding my hand trying to calm my nerves. It was helping a little but not enough. We were almost at the clearing when my mom let go of my hand and my dad pulled me into a tight hug and then guided me towards the house. The only people left at the party were a few Omegas that were cleaning up. I looked for my cake but couldn't find it.

"Amanda and Anna had them take it inside so you could get some. They are making sure everyone who came gets a piece." My dad stated when he notice me looking.

"I will have to thank them." I replied my voice cracking a little from worry and fighting back tears.

We finally neared the office and Chris was standing there talking with his dad. He smiled at me and started to head towards the stairs but not before turning around and speaking to me.

"I told you." He said looking at me with a huge grin and walked away. I knew he was referring to our conversation before we left for the mall. My father was confused but not Shawn. He looked like he was trying to hold back laughter. When the last person entered and closed the door he couldn't contain it any longer and erupted in a fit of laughter.

"What's so funny Shawn?" My dad asked in annoyance.

"Nothing Alpha, sorry." He replied his laughter quickly dying down. At this point I was already sitting down on the couch and Xander took the initiative to sit next to me and to start the meeting with my dad.

"I am sorry for how the party turned out Alpha Xander." My mother said with a sincere look on her face.

"Sorry for what? I found what I came here for. I don't see a problem."

"Well then lets get this over with." My father stated while looking at me. His eyes held sorrow and I knew he was thinking the same thing as me. Xander was going to reject me.

"Get what over with? I don't understand why the two of you are acting like this. You found your mate sweetie. Why aren't you happy? Isn't this what you wanted?" My mother asked confused.

"Elaine please not now."

"Yes Damien now. You two are acting like the world is ending and I want to know why!" She said trying not to yell.

I started to fiddle with my hands while they argued. I've never been able to handle when they argued. I don't know why but I usually left the room so they could sort it out but, with Xander next to me I thought it was best to say put. Finally he spoke to me and the room went quiet.

"Are you okay? You don't have to be afraid of me. I'm not going to hurt you."

"Are you going to reject me?" I asked in a whisper knowing everyone could hear me. He pulled me into his lap and cupped my face in his hands so I was looking into his eyes.

"I have been searching for six years for you. No beautiful I'm not going to reject you." His words were sincere and his eyes showed me he wasn't lying. In fact I could see it in his eyes. They say that our eyes are the windows to our heart and soul, but I was still having a hard time believing him. I couldn't help but let my tears fall. I buried my face in his chest as his scent was calming me. I finally stopped crying and my father told Shawn to take me to my room.

"I would like to take her and since I'm on the same floor I will also be heading to my room." Xander spoke before Shawn could which had my mom smiling. I, on the other hand, creased my brows because I was hoping he would want to be in my room. The fact that he still planned on sleeping in another room really didn't help the rejection fear either. My moms voice broke my train of thought.

"Could I ask you a question, Alpha Xander?"

"Of course Luna."

"Wouldn't you like to be in Mias room with her? You said you wouldn't reject her so I'm a little confused."

"I would love to but that's up to Mia. I accept her as my mate but I will not force anything on her. It's her choice if she wants me in her room." I smiled at how thoughtful he was being. Most men, especially Alphas, would demand to be in their mates room.

"Well then the two of you can be on your way upstairs. Damien it's time we head to bed ourselves."

"Absolutely Elaine. We will have our official pack meeting in the morning after everyone has rested." My father replied worry still in his eyes.

Xander helped me off his lap and we left the office. We headed towards the stairs and when we reached them without thinking I let out a groan. My feet had finally let the pain from the new shoes sink in and I honestly didn't want to walk anymore. I wasn't thinking when I ran off. I should have removed my heels. 'You should have never ran to begin with. I know your afraid but trust me when I say he really does want us.' I had stopped in front of the stairs while Kylie spoke to me which, in turn, had stopped Xander.

"Is something wrong?" He asked confused.

"I'm wearing new shoes and with the events of tonight my feet are sore." I whispered feeling embarrassed. He let out a small laugh and then picked me up bridal style.

"How about I carry you?" He was so gentle with me that it was hard to believe the rumors that made him out to be so ruthless. I nodded and knew I was blushing like an i***t. He headed up the stairs and stopped in front of my door long enough to open it. He shut the door with his foot and headed towards my bed. He set me on the edge of the bed facing him and proceeded to take off my shoes. I couldn't stop watching him. I was shocked at how sexy he was. I can't believe that the Moon Goddess gave me a sexy mate. When he was finished I thanked him and he kissed my forehead. As he walked out of my room I felt hurt and but understood. I fell asleep shortly after laying my head down on my pillow. The worry of rejection still weighed on me. He may say he wants me now but he could always change his mind.

I woke up having to use the bathroom. I realized that I will still in my dress and decided to change. After doing my business I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror and damn did I look awful. I pulled my hair out and brushed it. Then I removed my make-up and headed to my closet to get pajamas, a pair of shorts and a t-shirt. After changing, my stomach reminded me that I hadn't ate in awhile so I decided to head downstairs to get some food. I quietly walked downstairs so I didn't wake anyone and decided to get some cake. I turned on the light for the kitchen and opened the fridge to find my sweets. I found a plate wrapped with two pieces of cake and a note that said MIAS DO NOT TOUCH!!! I knew it was Anna who wrote this because of the handwriting and of course no one disobeyed any of her notes for fear she might do something to their food. She wouldn't because she was too shy and sweet, but I would never tell them that. I grabbed the plate, a bowl for ice cream, and a fork and spoon. I turned to leave and saw Xander standing there watching me. He had an amused look on his face. Probably from watching me jump and almost drop my food due to how quiet he was.

"Midnight snack?" He asked when I looked at back at him. He lost his smile and his eyes showed he was serious now. I didn't understand why.

"Why are your eyes blood shot? Have you been crying?" His tone more serious now. Damn I forgot about my eyes.

"I fell asleep with make-up on." I told him, which wasn't a complete lie.

"Please don't ever lie to me. My mother used that line when her and my father would fight. So please tell me the truth."

"I fell asleep crying." I replied quietly.

"Why?" He asked moving closer to me. The concern in his eyes reminded me of the reason why and also why it was a stupid reason.

"Because I understand that you say now you won’t reject me but I’m not like other girls. Also I was hurt that you didn’t stay in my room. But now that I think about it I shouldn’t have felt that way when you were waiting on me to ask.” I felt like an i***t as I was saying it but his face and eyes softened as he laughed a genuine laugh, something I don't think he did very often. I didn't find it amusing but I couldn't be angry with him either.

"I came here knowing exactly who you are and what you are like. Nothing is going to change my mind on accepting you as my mate and Luna. Now would you like me to stay in your room with you?" He said when he finished laughing. He cupped my face so I could look into his eyes as he waited for my answer.

"Only if you want to." I said quietly as a blush creeped around my face.

"I would love nothing more then to be with you right now." And with that he grabbed my plate from my hands and let me leave first. He shut the light off and we headed upstairs. When we got to my room I turned the light on. We sat on the bed and played 20 questions to get to know each other better while we shared my cake and ice cream. When we finished I put the dishes on my stand and we laid down on our sides so we were facing each other.

"I'm sorry I ran from you. I was afraid you would reject me."

"And here I thought it was my reputation that made you run."

"No and that doesn't bother me either." I replied making a face. I don't care how he is with everyone else as long as he is good to me.

"Well I'm glad. My pack and I have been waiting for you." He said with a sincere look on his face. I smiled at him and leaned forward to kiss him. He tasted amazing and when his tongue wanted entrance I didn't fight it. The kiss was better then our first and when we parted I was breathless. He pulled me into his chest and as we fell asleep cuddling I fell asleep with a smile on my face.