it happened unexpectedly
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I was always worried about my results I tried my best but I need more focus and to study harder. and am scared of losing him thinking if I didn't go to his place he would date someone else I was scared of loosing him , which led to me falling another semester I cried my eyes out I don't know what to do I was confused I don't know who to open up to.i can't face my mom with this result I was lonely I told him about my results he said I shouldn't worry if education is not working I can stop schooling and face another thing like working and opening a shop for myself.i kept it as a secret for my mom she didn't know but she's always calling to Know how it's going buh I lied.
I noticed my period was late I told him I was about it he said there's a medicine that works for late periods he contact one of his friends and it was delivered to him, Iwas scared but he assured me it's nothing including his friends I took the drugs and slept I couldn't trust him because of my first experience with him taking advantage of me.son hid the drug at the back of my tongue .I pretend snoring like I have slept off but am wide awake listening to his discussion with him friends they were questioning how he became careless with me .he said he didn't know then one of his friends said he should leave me to travel back home became the medicine will start working the next day.i was shocked I couldn't believe my ears after all the promises he made not to repeat the last mistake he did to me seeing his true face make me more determined to keep it if I am pregnant.
early the next morning I woke up early and told me I wish to visit my mom and stay with her for some days he didn't disapprove unlike before he would have question my reasons for going anywhere,he gave me some cash to buy some things for my mom and clothes for myself he asked about my body hope am feeling alright I lied to him not knowing when he left to escort his friends I have spit the medicine out and drink water to clean my mouth.he felt relieved when I told him I feeling a little weak he said I would be fine not knowing my plan for him. i left his place and went straight to hospital to check my body and it was confirmed that I was two weeks pregnant I was sad but I have make up my mind not to abort any pregnancy because am the only one my mother have i don't want to waste my life after almost she's been through because of me .I dressed up and went shopping to buy some groceries for my mom i don't know how to tell her the news .
I got home late in the evening I don't bother going to her shop I went straight home clean and stuff the provisions I brought inside the fridge I prepare some food and waited for her arrival , she was surprised when she saw me I rushed her and hugged her burst out crying, she doesn't know what wrong she calmed me down and ask me if I can explain my reason for crying .Ii can't lie anymore it's time for truth,I explained how it all happened.she was sad and hurt she didn't speak to me till the next morning . she started asking me about his financial and his education, and to be candid I don't know i never asked him I was in love so I didn't mind all that.
he was called the next day to report to our house he was surprised at first he told my mom he would come visiting the next day I was so worried and didn't know what would happen the next day I couldn't sleep till the next morning he tried calling me to know what's happening I didn't pick up his calls I gave it to my mom to speak to him
the next morning my mom friend and my new stepdad came visiting I know things would go out of hand if I didn't explained it better
he came early my mom welcome him and he came inside he met the people that came for him inside and greet.he was welcome by everyone except me I was afraid to look up.iwas called aside by my mom to ask if if he's the one that got me pregnant and I answered affirm he's the one .he was introduced to my family seated and was asked if he knew me he was reluctant at first to answer he look at me and answered yes
he was asked if he knew I was pregnant he was surprised and tried to deny it but I stood up and asked him why did he try giving me that medicine the last day at his house he was Short of words know I knew his secret he confess how and what he did
he promised to do the necessities and take role of being a father to our unborn childi was happy thinking I have hit a jackpot but things changed
on the night of our marriage he told me not to stop dreaming and face reality that am not his choice he just marry me to avoid my family to spoil his image I was just looking not knowing what to say I asked him he didn't love me from the start of our relationship he said yes he wants to use and dump me that he noticed how I used to look at him before he approached me that's the reason he walk up to me, that I should stop thinking I would be forever with him he would taunt me for the rest of my life if I didn't behave myself I bust into tears and felt betrayed and hurt I pleaded that he should consider our unborn child he look at me with a disgusting look saying am the one that wants the pregnancy not him I should face it myself if not he would leave the house for me and runaway.i tried holding his leg so he can know am sorry he kicked me and started beating me till I fainted.i woke up in the hospital after some days I was discharged he didn't call my parents he told me inside the car that anytime he beat me and e faint again he's going to leave me to my fate.
my phone rang it's my mom she was worried.calling my phone when am not picking she tried calling olaitan too he's not picking also I tried to calmly telling her am fine but my tone is betraying my words she was told me to come visiting when we are back.when we got back to our hotel he told me to lay on the bed he needs s*x if I don't want him to beat again,I lay down and waited for it to passi was lost in thought and regret I didn't notice how he was abusing me sexually he hit me saying am not making any moves nor moan ,I was crying he wasn't even looking at me he just stood up clean himself and tell me to leave the bed and clean the room,i stood up and go to the bathroom and cleaned myself after a while i lay on the floor and started crying regretting my decision am choice.i destroyed my future blindly following a man who doesn't love me and my future
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