I was happy when I was admitted to university,I wasn't happy with the course I was offered but anything that could make me leave that house was my only dream at that time.
my mom was soo happy she shared the new with my stepdad thinking he would be happy.
he told my mom not to let me because I was too young and he would prefer me to wait for his daughter so we can move in together i was soo annoyed that I couldn't hold it in and gave him a bad look so he could know I was annoyed.
he didn't mind me he told my mom he knows I would wish to spend some time with him before moving so he could lecture me some does and don't in the university.
we waited for months she wasn't admitted that's when he showed his true face to my mother he said my mom bribed some people so I could be admitted claiming his daughter is more intelligent than me in so many ways i know what caused it she has been dating one of her father's apprentice they have been f*****g themselves night and day she was soo relaxed and doesn't know it would affect her
the day I knew they were dating it came as a surprise to me I couldn't believe she could stoop so low to date him if I told my mom she was bad at keeping secrets, she would tell him and it would stop my new found peace . she have stop taunting me since she knows I know her secrets.
she used to taunt me that sometimes she would take my favorite clothes and wear it without letting me know I won't be able to talk mom would try to calm me down or bribed me sometimes and I love saving money she would monitor me and know where i kept the money before coming back to steal it sometimes it's my favorite shoe it happened so many times that am now getting used to it but mercy shine on me the day I caught her having s*x with wale
she begged me and promised me not to disturb me again so you knew what you were doing to was bad . I was happy and we make a deal too
so when her father started accusing me I opened up I started telling him how his daughter is having s*x with her lover everyday, telling him about it makes him more angry and started beating me telling me am a bad person that am older than her and am supposed to look out for her thing got out of hand which leads to both of them exchanging words which led to huge fight
I was happy but the matter was settle later in the night by both parties
I tried telling my mom but I know she is bad at keeping secret so I let go as a normal thing the relationship was soo hot that I used to imagine having someone like that
I moved to my hostel that week it was like a dream coming through he didn't came with us he called my mom and asked how things was going, I know he's just showing my mom his true face, but I didn't utter any word because i don't want to upset my mom she's going through a lot at that time
she traveled back after staying with me for some days it was my new found freedom.i was soo busy with studies and lectures I hardly eat at home am always in lecture room so I noticed my mom tone changed when she called me for some weeks I didn't count it as a serious matter not until the day I called my mom and she isn't picking up ,I called for Almost an hour nobody picked it up i was worried that i traveled back home and met my mom in her room receiving treatment and her hand is bandaged her body is full of marks our neighbors told me what happened and how he turned my mother to punching machine always beating her since she returned i was furious and angry i called my mom friend mummy toyin she said the only help she can render is taking me to human right so he can be punished and she did I wrote a statement and explained how it all happened and two officers followed me home for proof
when we came back he was home waiting for me he didn't know my move .
he was surprised when he saw two officers followed me in.he was arrogant at first but he later gave in when the officers was not taking it easy on him,I saw it in my mom's face she was proud of me her she shed some tears while they were questioning her . he was given a latter to report to the station after (48)hours
we moved out of the house that day with some few belongings we stayed at my mom's friend house before moving to our own some months after.leaving my mom broke that she can't afford to sponsed my education
she was broke to the extent that I have to look for job and I later found an ushering job to help me for my upkeep there I met a guy olaitan he was so handsome that I always pray he should notice me and he answered my prayers the day olaitan walk up to me asking for my number I was happy that I Rush to our dressing room to jump and dance.
we chatted for months living in a fantasy and fairytale life he would buy me food clothes sometimes or take me out for shopping and swimming.i didn't notice I was falling in my test and practical I was soo In love that I always look forward to leave lecture room anytime he called
it was time to get my results and I failed four carry over in my first year I couldn't go back home with the results knowing my mom was facing a lot then I don't want to bring her more pain.
that was how it happened I was called by him early one morning to come over to his place I don't count it as a bad thing since it's not his first time visiting me in my hostel and I was thought it was safe not knowing am I about to face the most painful day of my life
I got there around the evening time I was offered a juice and snacks and I slept off when I woke up
the deed has been done I was raped by him
I bust into tears I started beating and slapping him he claimed he was scared of losing me that is the reason he behaved that way I was ashamed of myself.but I gave in to his lies my mom thought it was due to the stress of work is the reason I wasn't picking up her calls claiming I was tired not knowing it was something else
we continued our life and fantasy I fell more deeper in love with him that I always stayed at his house five days in a week
my mom called me and asked me about how I have been coping with my studies and feeding and I was forced to tell her that I have a boyfriend that have been taking care of me she wasn't happy but I introduced him to her they talked chatted about an hour and thanking him for taking care of me.
I was relieved a bit but I'm still worried about my results hoping to be free .
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