Taming Hudson

my dear Nina, I don't know where to start or how to tell you this. it's certain you might hate me after this but an apology is all I can offer, I'm so sorry.. I've been waiting for years to tell you this but the terrible mother that I am, I couldn't even tell you to your face. the truth to know all this while isn't the truth . I can't hide it anymore, the pain that this letter will cause you, I apologize.... Nina ,am not your real mother I didn't birth you and your brother Evans I was just a stand in . my life literally revolved around you two I'm so sorry for the deceit I'm aware you might want answers but I can't provide them . but there's someone who can. I wish i can tell you everything in details, but my cowardly self is running away from the truth. I just don't know how to face you, I'm so sorry You and Evans will be fine, I promise and I know. Alexander Hudson, you need to find him... I promise to visit one day and by then I'd be worthy of your forgiveness.. Take care Nina love, your foster mother