Fall of the Luna (completed)

First Love

Kayla's POV

            Seeing that Leyton was joking about this, I realized that I might have overreacted. They were both away at the training school for future pack leaders for so many years, it’d have been impossible for them to not have friends or even one or two ex-girlfriends from that time. I had always wanted to save myself for my mate, and it pained me that I was deceived by Jake to give myself to him when he never had any intention to accept me as his mate and Luna. But I was not close-minded enough to expect everyone to do the same. We’re part wolves and that made the need to have s*x crazy at times and many wolves no longer wait to find their mates. Instead, many would start exploring their sexuality after their first shift at 16 or even earlier.

            A pang of jealousy hit me as I thought of how this Lynsie might have known Finn intimately the way that I knew him. My wolf growled and urged me to get rid of this she-wolf but reason ruled as I reminded her that we’re not only Finn’s mate but also the Luna of our pack. We can’t just kick out a guest for being a friend or ex-girlfriend of our mate before we’ve met our mate. I forced myself to smile, as I welcomed Lynsie to my party. Finn must have noticed my anxiety and he held me close, while reassuring me through his thoughts that whatever he had with Lynsie was in the past and I had nothing to worry about. His reassurances calmed me down but I could not help but feel a small worry building in the corner of my heart when I noticed how Lynsie was looking at Finn. I had to hold myself back from reading her thoughts and abusing my powers but I knew that it was not a coincidence that this she-wolf would suddenly show up again out of the blue. If she was a good friend, why had she not shown up earlier? Why now and that huge display of affection when she knew that I was Finn’s Luna?

            “Your Luna sure is a looker, Finn,” teased Lynsie as she winked at Finn. I blushed at the unexpected comment while Finn squeezed my waist affectionately. “Ok, please, we’re not discussing my sister like this,” Leyton protested. The old friends caught up about their teenage days and the crazy things that they did together. I was excited to learn more about Finn but it also made me feel left out, like I didn’t belong to their group, a familiar feeling while I was growing up. My wolf chided me gently to forget the old me and focus on the new me, and I tried my best to be a good host, taking part in the conversation as much as I could. When the party was over, many guests were led to their guestrooms to spend the night. I was handing out keys to the guests while Finn sent off those who didn’t plan to stay the night. To my surprise, Lynsie decided to stay the night because she said it was too late to travel now, and her pup was already asleep, pointing to a nanny holding a small child. “Don’t worry, Luna, we were young and curious, and even though we were each others’ first, it was nothing too serious. We were and are friends.” Lynsie winked as she grabbed a key from me before heading to her pup.

            I felt myself turning red, unsure if I was embarrassed by how I was reacting to all these or mad that Lynsie and Finn were each others’ first love, or rather first f**k? Shaking my head, I made my way back to our house and a pair of arms quickly embraced me from behind. “How’s my beautiful jealous mate doing?” teased Finn as he reached under my dress and caressed the soft spot between my thighs. A moan escaped my mouth as his familiar touch and scent got my juices flowing. I felt a growing need to have him inside of me but I also didn’t want to let him off so easily. I pretended to be annoyed and tried to push his hand away but he was not having any of it. Growling, he pushed me against the wall and pressed his hard c**k against my butt while his fingers parted my lips below. “Do you feel my need for you? My desire, my love? You’re all that matters to me Kayla. I’ve never felt like this about anything or anyone but you. Don’t deny me because of things I’ve done before I knew you,” he whispered in my ear. The warmth of his breath broke down my last defences and I gasped loudly as his c**k entered my p***y.

            After a long night of love making, we laid in each others’ arms and I finally got over my insecurities. “I love you, Finn, and I’m sorry that I was insecured. I guess I was just jealous that she was your first and you were hers too. It had to mean something special and it’s something we could never have together. And she gave you something that I couldn’t give you.” Tears rolled down my cheeks as I uttered the last sentence and I guess that was what I minded all along. I was jealous because I didn’t feel like I had the right to be jealous of Lynsie, when I can’t even offer Finn what she could.