Wrecked Love

More shock

So far I've been sat on the couch with my mum for two hours. They discharged her at 5pm, and I am still cycling between being pissed and pitying her.

Dad is keeping his distance for now. He approached mom when I stepped out of the room and our car ride was silent. I hope mom don't fine anything suspicious, acting is the last thing I want to do now.

Anger bubbles its way out of heartbreak is a different breed of anger. I feel it in my whole body when I see him acting caring with my mom.

I excused myself to my room. The old sweaty dress is clinging to me giving me foul smell.

I step into the bathroom and strip off my dress. The girl who is looking at me in the mirror is the one who lost her dad. The blood shot eyes shed its last tear for its lost father. 

Cheating isn't something you can forgive a person for. Once a cheat he tends to cheat more. If comes a time that mom knows his true nature and decides to stay with him, I'll support her but I lost my Dad in the Starbucks driveway.

The memories of him playing with me, giving me advices, dropping me to school and chilling seemed like a faded memories. I feel them leaving my mind. Was he ever sincere with us? 

Cause after finding he cheated I can barely believe his words. 

I am in the middle of making dinner when dad walked into the kitchen with his eyes fixed on ground. I pretend to not see him and make the work going.

"Bella", he mumbles. I stop the stirring and turned to look at him with folded hands before my chest.

"I'm sorry", he chokes making my heart break all over again. My life flipped over a night. The face that wanted to see every morning is the one that I want to avoid.

I stand there with a blank face and a wrecked heart. 

"I am gonna make this alright. I truly regret my actions. I never should've done that. I'll stop everything I am doing. I swear those words aren't even good enough to describe it but I'll make it right"

I chuckled at his words. He spoke them like a responsible one, who shouldn't have done that in the first place. He made the word 'love' scary to me.

"Does it even matter?", I accusingly raise my eyebrows at him.

I can see him take a big gulp. "I am sorry, bella. I truly I am"

Useless words.

I turn towards the stove and resumed my cooking. "I am not gonna tell mom, anything. I don't care if you come clean or decide to hide everything and pretend like a f*****g loyal husband but if there is anything that happen to her because of you, I am your death. Trust me, I can easily kill you without a single remorse. I am staying quiet for mom. I don't have anything for you and I expect you to expect the same from me."

Silence followed and I can see him at the kitchen entrance at the side of my eyes. 

"Before you go, delete all the stuff you did from your phone", his body went freeze and he looked at me with those wide eyes.

I gave him a disgusting snarl, "I can't believe my mom trusted you and never checked your phone once. We would've moved past you if she had just once looked through your s*x videos with various women. Lucky you. Tell me this, was it fun playing hide and seek with mom?"

He stood still with hurt in his eyes. He don't even know what it is like on a receiving end.

When we came home, suddenly my bells rang. My instinct or something told me that there was something fishy about his phone. I took his phone and ran to my room. The fact that he kept my mom's birthdate as his password and our family as his background wanted me to kick him in the face. Not wasting anymore time I went to his gallery.

Wow, my mind just blew. My hands were trembling and traitorous tears were flowing for that cheap bastard. He had about 30 videos of him naked with another women and about 50 pictures with them in the bed. The latest one was the girl I saw in the driveway.

My brain was scarred. Even if I try to wash it, it will not forget the images who took with those women as if he did not have a daughter and a wife waiting for him at home.

"I can explain", he steps forwards. I stop him before he take any further step towards me.

"One more step, I will slap you. If you think you can explain the photos and videos you took with naked women, f**k off you asshole. You are sick. Oh let me guess your explanation, you took them for hobby, right?"

"Where did my mom lack for you? Weren't you happy with us? What made you leave this family like this? s*x? That's it?", my voice broke at the end.

"Bella"

"You know what? Don't open your f*****g mouth and spew anymore lies. Mom never deserved you and never speak to me. My Dad died that day and trust me, I am yearning for him. You are a stranger to me."

I see him crying and turn around to leave the room. I officially cut ties with him.