Gregory
I am awake even before the first sunrays peek through my window. It does not matter that I am laying on the most comfortable bed I had in years. My mind would not shut down.
This would have been easier if anyone other than Theo killed my family. I went to him for sanctuary for my family and in answer, he killed them. I do not care if it was an accident. They are dead and he did it. I cannot help to think that if I did not go to him and told him that I am his son, they would have been alive today. And that makes it worse. I have been on a seesaw the entire night between blaming myself and blaming Theo.
I want to get up and march to the clinic to kill him. But what will that help? He is unconscious and weak. He would not even know that I am aware of his doings and killing him.
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