Alone

Part 12: Sarah

Sarah

        I wore my black dress as i thought back to that wretched night. I still felt him in my dreams and I had so much to tell him. He left me alone on this cold forsaken world. I still had will to go on but I had no will to move on with my life. I knew that from the second I lost him that my wounds would never heal. 

        Jasmine stood by my side at the funeral. I felt a slow chill running up my spine as I saw his cold face. So peaceful yet so tragic. Still as handsome as the day we first met. When the funeral was finished I took out the piece of paper I wrote the night that he died. It was a letter to Ben and i placed it in his hands "This is for you". My tears fell over his body and  I knew nothing could bring him back to me.

        Jasmine was in as much pain as i was. She came up to me and hugged me. "I miss them" I cried, "I wish I could take back every word of hurt I said to Tom" Jasmine was mourning over Tom. I looked as her tears showering ontop of the unforgiven in front of us. " Its too late to go back and our tears will forever grow the grass creating life where my soul has died" I felt like I was corroding with a poison. I was a fallen angel damned to a planet of sorrow.

        "Do you think they can hear us" Jasmine asked. "I hope so" I looked at the sky and then walked over to Bens casket. I ran my hand along his face, "Goodbye my love".

                                                            I shut the casket