my unfolding life

there he was

I take the drink from the table and as I turn to rose I see him standing by the fire, those bright blue eyes are focused on me and I just freeze.

rose notices and says stef whats wrong if I do not respond, she pulls a little on my arm I shake my head and turn towards rose. uh nothing i dit not hear you why I say. rose looks at me questioning but let it be. then she says do you have seen that new boy everyone is talking about . it's really a typical badboy the girls can't stop talking about him. I uh yes believe I ran into him this afternoon in the cemetery. he was a bit distant. yes I heard that too rose said.I heard gossip about girls trying to talk to him but he doesn't seem to be interested in anyone around him. he even turned Laura down. she asked him to go on a date with her and he turned without saying a word and walked away.

I secretly looked his way again. I immediately regretted it I saw the two bright blue eyes that were still focused on me.

I heard my phone ring in my bag with difficulty turned in my face towards my bag and picked up my phone with a text message I clicked it it was daisy (hey baby just a text message to check how you are doing? don't forget to be home in time big kiss)

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BRIAN

what's wrong with me why am I standing here listening to the conversation of two insignificant girls. not that it takes me much effort I have extraordinary hearing I would actually hear crumb fall to the floor

but why don't I feel her feelings thats a bit strange. that's my kind of gift if you want to call it that all vampires have extraordinary hearing but i can feel the feelings and emotions of people animals and mystical creatures around me.

that friend of her now feels confusion how crazy. what is going on ohw she looks at me oops I was just too concentrated I didn't notice . they are talking about me now why am I distant I just have nothing to do with all those people around me. people die people cause complications. excuse me for avoiding things anyway. someone is looking at me and comes closer. when I look I feel her l**t even though it is a small brunette with a much too charming smile she keeps getting closer. what is wrong with all those girls before they can say anything I turn around and quickly walk towards the snacks and drinks table if I can move inconspicuously closer to them I can better focus on their conversations and feelings without it being noticed .

Fortunately she is busy with the phone so she does not see me. I take an unobtrusive place and concentrate on their feelings. I still don't feel any feelings from her. she puts her phone away and I see her looking at the place where I just stood by the fire she is looking for me. all of a sudden she turns around quickly and looks me straight in my eyes i get a crazy warm feeling while i look into her eyes I get this weird feeling that I suppose to protect her that I want to be whit her . what is going on with me this is not me. I do not have those feelings ever in my life .I mean I feel everyone's feelings and I've had these feelings too, the feelings that you just want to guard someone's life and protect them from all the evil that comes their way. warm feelings when you look at someone when someone enters a room. but all those feelings belonged to someone else. I have never had those feelings of myself and I can separate the feelings and emotions of someone else and myself well and these feelings I have right now come from within myself. i think i'm slowly going crazy.

i have to go and well now i turn around and walk away towards the exit .as soon as I get to the exit I scan the area well, to see if nobody is looking. with an unknown speed, I shoot around the garden into a large oak tree covered with leaves. well from here no one sees me. i want to go home but a nagging feeling in me want to stay here looking at her. from the moment I saw her in the cemetery I can't get her out of my mind and I don't understand why she is a boring normal human.

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STEFFI

I reply to the text message from daisy (I'm fine, don't worry, I'm back home on time, big kiss) I press send and while I put my phone away I think about him I look at the fire he is not there uh he was just still there .where he would be all of a sudden I get a strange feeling as if someone is looking at me I turn around and look straight into those bright blue eyes I am frightened he looks at me and turns in one movement and walks away to the exit . I watch him walk out the door he is gone why do I feel so annoyed there I don't even know him. there is the feeling again as if someone keeps me in the gate I look around and see nothing strange no one is looking and he is gone but I just can't shake the feeling off. what's the matter with me today.

I decide to ignore all those strange feelings and enjoy this evening with rose. I really need distraction because I really don't understand myself at all.

rose pulls on my arm, let's go dancing, she says okay, this was the distraction I could use. I am absorbing the cheerful energy of rose, this could be a fun evening after all.