Come undone
2153 Words
Kala
Wow, wow, f*****g wow, I lay there motionless basking in the glow of the fiercest orgasm I’d ever experience, I’d never been touched by a man before and Ryker sure didn’t disappoint, he was a f*****g machine the way he played with my body, I was ecstatically in bliss.
Why was he staring at me like that?
Oh, s**t did I just tell him I loved him?
I did. Oh s**t. I didn’t mean to say that and now he looked liked he’d rather be anywhere else than here with me.
What could I say to make this right?
Think, Kala, think!
But the words never came, still bound I just laid there trying to figure out his next move, he looked positively frightened.
“Is that it?”
What the f**k? Is that it? Why did I say is that it? I was panicking, I should just not speak ever, every sound that came out of my mouth dug me a deeper hole into the s**t I’d shovelled myself into.
“For today little one, yes”
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to say that” I blurted out maybe a little too fast.
“What didn’t you mean to say?” He eyed me with a cheeky grin.
“You know, uh, that what I said”
“I mean - “
“Relax, your cute when you get all flustered”
I could breathe again.
So, we were really going to pretend I didn’t just profess my love to him? Deep down I was utterly heart broken, we should have spoken about it, but we didn’t, was we really going to sweep it under the carpet and throw it away like it was as a distant memory even though it had happened only moments ago.
“Breathe baby girl”
I smiled, his little pet name for me warmed my heart, he had touched my soul in places I didn’t even know existed, he had completely consumed me and taken all of me, like he was mine and I was his, but he wasn’t mine and I didn’t know how to get the pieces he had touched back together again, he had left a stain on my heart that only he could touch, he had completely and utterly ruined me for anyone else and if I wasn’t his I didn’t know how to come back from that whole as Kala.
Ryker leant over me and finally released me from the chains that bound me, I made a move to sit up, what I was really going to do is run away back to the safety of my apartment, maybe scream into a pillow at my sheer stupidity, everything was perfect up until the point I’d opened my mouth, but I didn’t get to even sit up, Ryker laid me back down and curled up at the side of me, stroking my hair, oh s**t, now I was in trouble.
“Where do you think you’re running off to little one” he whispered into my hair.
“I thought - “
I didn’t finish my sentence, I could already feel a lump forming in my already dry throat, tears threatened to spill down my face, I couldn’t cry, not here, not like this, not in front of him, I’d never felt so vulnerable as I did now, I tried to keep them at bay, I tried my best to stop the tears from falling but I failed miserably, and they silently fell down my face.
“What’s wrong Kala?” He looked worried and that made me feel worse.
“Nothing” I stuttered through tear-stained eyes.
“Little one did I hurt you?” Oh s**t, he thought it was because of what we had done, he was perfect, he had given me an experience that I’d remember forever, touched me in a way I could never have hoped for not even in my wildest dreams.
“No, you were perfect”
“Why are you sad then?”
“I just - “
“Yes?”
“That wasn’t a moment of weakness, in the throes of passion, I meant it, I love you, I really do, I don’t expect you to love me back, I just don’t want you to disappear because it’s one sided, I still want more” I blurted out. Great now he would run, why couldn’t I have made something up, lied, anything but that, s**t.
Ryker
Oh f**k. No. Why did she have to say that this is not how this works, why did she have to f*****g cry, I felt so annoyed with myself, I’d caused that, this was all my fault. Why did she think I would disappear? I couldn’t disappear didn’t she see that? I couldn’t stay away from her then, what made her think I could do it now? Now that I’d tasted her, I needed more, so f*****g much more.
I stroked her beautiful tear-stained face and saw the sadness in her eyes, leaning down I pressed my lips to hers, softly taking her mouth in mine, listening to her cute little gasps that escaped her lips.
“I’m not going anywhere little one” finally she smiled.
Her tongue trailed across my bottom lip as she teased my bottom lip between her teeth, a low growl erupted from the back of my throat.
“Keep that up and you won’t be going anywhere either”
“That’s the plan” She smiled.
“You need rest little one”
“I tend to disagree”
“Oh, is that so?”
“Yes, you played an unfair game tonight”
“Unfair?” Unfair I’d sucked her dry until she came harder than she’d ever come before, what was unfair about my selfless act?
She moved swiftly like a cat and climbed on top of me with her legs resting at my waist, running her fingers through my hair, I leaned into her touch, blissfully unaware of her dominance.
“You see - “She whispered in my ear as her hand travelled down the length of my stomach.
“You didn’t play fair - “
She repositioned that sexy arse on top of my strained c**k once more and the feeling was all too familiar.
“I was very fair Kala”
She shook her head as she brought my finger to her mouth, she kissed the tip of my finger lightly.
“You owe me”
“What?”
She guided my finger into her hot, wet mouth and slowly started suckling on my finger as she swirled her tongue around it, f**k, jolts of electricity swept through me sending waves of excitement straight to my now pulsing c**k.
“Kala - “I was breathless. Me? f*****g breathless. She was going to ruin me, and I was going to let her.
“So, you see sir - “f**k, she did it with one word, f*****g consumed me once more.
“You got to taste me and now it’s my turn”
“Kala no you don’t - “
She reached her hands into my pants, and I felt my throbbing c**k pulse in her hand, oh f**k, she felt good, one touch and I had melted into her, one touch and she had complete control over my body, f**k it, let her have it, it was hers, she felt so f*****g good, I wanted her touch, I needed her touch, I’d have f*****g gave her the world, in one touch I had irrevocably come undone, I was hers.
She ran her slender hand up and down my length, f**k it felt so good, easing myself out of my clothes, I let her touch me, I let her consume me, on her knees staring down at my pulsing c**k, I could see the hunger in her eyes, she brushed her thumb across my pre-c*m that had already started to form and f**k, now it was my turn, I writhed underneath her touch, gasping for more.
The way she encircled her tongue around my balls and sucked them in and out of her mouth, had me gasping for breath, I couldn’t breathe, I could hear nothing but the sound of her sweet suckling, she drew me in with that, plump sexy mouth of hers and I was spent, completely and utterly hers, the way she lashed her tongue over my already swollen balls was an art, the attention and care she gave them was astonishing, most women I’d been with often forgot the balls but she paid them extra attention bringing them in and out of her mouth delicately with a smile on her dirty face, f**k, she looked dirty, where had she been all my life? When she slid her tongue up my length, I moaned, sliding that sexy, wet slick tongue of hers over my tip, she moaned, f**k, she was enjoying this as much as I was, the lashes of her wet tongue sent jolts to my already, pulsing c**k, with each lash she gave the pleasure built up, she ran her tongue up and down, faster and faster and stopped with her face hovering over the top of my swollen c**k that begged for her to take me, swallow me whole, consume me, own me, because I was all hers.
She slowly moved her tongue all the way up my length once more and stopped.
“Who does this belong to?”
“f**k, Kala- “I was breathless with need, I couldn’t even finish that sentence.
“I said who does this belong to?”
“f**k Kala, you it belongs to you, it’s all yours” I meant it, it had been hers since the first day I laid eyes on her, she had been the only thing I’d ever wanted, so if she wanted it, it was all f*****g hers, she could have it all.
“Good boy”
Fuck, why did that turn me on, it was a strange feeling, I was always in control, but when she uttered those words, I surrendered to her completely, I let out a low growl, she didn’t let me finish what I was going to say, in one swift movement, her lips came down hard across my length, going deeper and deeper as her tongue massaged me into oblivion, f**k, it felt so good, the bursts of pleasure came hard and fast, I gripped hold of her hair as her tongue picked up speed, her tongue lashed at my throbbing c**k with every movement.
“Oh yes, Kala”
“f**k, oh yes” I screamed out repeatedly.
The build up was coming hard and fast, I could feel her pushing me over the brink, with each stroke of her tongue, my c**k pulsed around her pretty little mouth, I wasn’t going to last much longer, she tightened her mouth around my c**k as her head bobbed up and down, she swallowed me whole, I screamed out one last time, my whole body shook with ecstasy as my hot liquid poured freely into her mouth, she moaned at my final release and finally I got what I’d been missing for six months, I finally had the release I’d been needing and it was all for her.
I knew when I saw her, I was in trouble, I told myself repeatedly I was protecting her and that’s why I stayed away but that was bullshit, she scared me, she scared me with how much control she had over my body, she had consumed me mind, body and soul and she had irrevocably took me and made me whole again.
I pulled her up and cradled her in my arms, holding on to her like I didn’t want to let go, I didn’t, I wanted to bask in the after glow of the most intense orgasm of my life, I wanted her, I needed her, she had completely took control and took ownership of me, I was all hers, so I hugged her close to my chest, hearing her fast heart beating close to my chest, I knew, I f*****g knew I’d never be able to let her go, not now, not ever, she had crash landed into my life and turned my world upside down, I watched as she fell softly to sleep in my arms with a small smile on her face and for the first time I was at peace, relaxed and drifted off to sleep with the scent of her flowing through all of my senses, finally I knew what it felt like to come home, finally I had found what I’d been looking for in her, I had been lost and found myself, in her I could see the whole universe and I never wanted to let her go, not ever, she was mine!
- Writer
