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Oneirology and Google

A new day. A winter day. And it looks like it is going to snow. I hope it will. A new day means some new opportunities and some new space to express yourself in some other new ways. I am awake now. I have seen a bunch of dreams, wonderful dreams. But there is only one dream that I can perfectly remember. I need to find the meaning of my dream. I am obsessed with oneirology- the scientific study of dreams. That's what I saw in my last night dream.

Firstly the dream was about John. Because the most beautiful dream has him inside. Jon and I were in a relationship and we were going on a date. We were so in love with each other. Our date was in the park. It was a picnic date. It looked kinda real because both Jon and I like going to a picnic. We went to the park by bike. John rode the red bike we had and I was a passenger. When we went there, I saw a surprise. Jon had decorated the spot of our date with a lot of red hearts and lots of my favourite flowers, sunflowers. I was happy. We were happy. We had a good time. The dream was vivid. The most important thing about my dream was: Jon. Jon, my crush, my best friend, the person of my latest dream...he...he...Jon kissed me. His kiss delivered me on cloud nine. I went on cloud 9 for the second time. I am happy and I want to be a happy day today day. It said that 95% of all dreams are forgotten but I remembered more than 70% of the content of my dream. That is weird!

Now it's time to google. I need to google about being in the park, going out on a date, riding a bike, seeing lots of red hearts and being kissed or kissing someone, it is the same thing.

That was the best and the most unforgettable dream I have ever seen in my whole life. That nice dream sponsored me a day full of happiness, a day full of butterflies, a day full of smiley faces and a day full of positivity.

Being in a park

A park is associated with being relaxed in waking life. ... A park is a great symbol in the dream state. To walk through the park with a loved one represents good luck. There is a need to connect to all things spiritual such as meditation and spiritual focus.

My comment: So it means I am relaxed?! That's good! I was walking with a loved person in the park and that represents good luck. I am happy to hear that.

Going out on a date

If you dream that you are going out on a date with somebody, it generally means you have deep emotions that you need to be able to explore. If the date is particularly pleasant, it indicates that you are going to have a new adventure in a romantic relationship in the future.

My comment: Yes, I have. I have deep emotions that I need to explore and it looks like I am going to have a new adventure in a romantic relationship in the future. I'm so excited!

So, I need to explore some deep emotions!? I'll try!

Riding a bike

These dreams often reveal how well our life is balanced. Maybe such dreams mean that you are trying to find a way to balance your life or some parts of it. Riding a bike can also indicate having a backup plan about something. ... Dreams about riding a bike often indicate your need for independence and freedom.

My comment: Well, I am trying to find a way to balance some parts of my life. Jon is the key to my balanced life. Jon is my bike.

Seeing lots of red hearts

Heart – The heart represents love and trust. Dreaming about a heart usually indicates that a new relationship is a good fit for you at this stage of your life. ... The heart also represents vitality and life. Dreaming about it is a good omen for positive social experiences soon to come.

My comment: So a new relationship is a good fit for me at this stage of my life??? That is interesting! I'm kidding! It is thrilling. I am feeling lucky right now!

Being kissed by someone

Being kissed in a dream is rather a common dream to have. If your dream involves kissing somebody you know it can indicate romance or passion in regards to that relationship. Also, just that you appreciate that relationship.

My comment: Romance. Passion. Those words explain everything.

Kissing someone

To dream that you passionately kiss someone in the dream means that you have a life that cannot possibly make you happy. ... Kissing gives us a spiritual connection with another. In your dream, it could mean that you are kissing someone you know, someone you don't know, or even an animal or object.

My comment: I am having a spiritual connection with Jon. That's all that I thought.

After googling I had a small talk with the mirror. I was just practising for the day I will tell him that I like him. It sounds weird. I don't know how to say romantic stuff to him. So Google helped me again. Then I started talking to the mirror. I said:

"I CAN’T GIVE YOU THE WORLD – YOU DESERVE IT – BUT I CAN PROMISE TO GIVE YOU MY WORLD."

"I NEVER COULD PICTURE MYSELF GROWING OLD UNTIL I THOUGHT OF LIVING THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU."

"HAMSTERS RUN IN WHEELS ALL DAY, AND I RUN AFTER YOU."

"MY HEART STOPS EVERY TIME I SEE YOU."

"WHEN I THINK ABOUT YOU I END UP HAVING A STUPID GRIN ON MY FACE."

"SORRY, WAS I STARING? I JUST CAN’T GET ENOUGH OF YOUR CUTENESS."

When the day comes, I will say him one of these expressions.

LOVE YOU, JON!