Underneath it All

Chapter 3

"What the f**k is this Bullshit?"

Grabbing my pants I hurry up and pull myself together. Damn I thought she wasnt going to be home for another hour.

"I thought you said you had to stay late tonight why are you home so early?" "

"f**k all that s**t what the hell you doing Nate? Why is it I come home to you getting your d**k sucked on by our f*****g babysitter? And Rose I treated you like family why? Like why? I never thought in a million years that this have been going on behind my back and the funny thing about it is that no one has a answer to my question."

I have nothing to say to her, so I just stand there quietly waiting for her to finish so I can go. I really don't have time for her mouth today.

"The both of you looking stupid so tell you what, the both of you get the f**k out my house before s**t turns deadly in a real quick second."

I grab Rose and we both get in the car.

"Wow, that was pretty intense. I thought she was going to kill us both, but it would have been worth it because your d**k taste amazing. I think I might want more of it in my mouth"

I just have to make it to the checkpoint before the drop is made tomorrow.

"Dammit!"

"What's wrong daddy you want me to stop messing with your pants."

"I left the damn suitcase in the house. I have to go back and get it"

She starts to unbuckle my pants and run her hands down my leg grabbing my balls with her tongue while she run her hands up and down my p***s nice and slow. She wraps her tongue around the base of my d**k going up and down.

"Wait"

"oh no. She interrupted me before, but now it's just me and you now so shut up and let me please you master"

"I'm just trying to focus driving I don't want us to crash before we make it to a motel"

"I'm pretty sure you can multi-task. Just let God take the wheel if you have to."

She smiles up at me and then she put her lips on the top of my d**k sucking slow while her fingers are rubbing against my balls.

"oh s**t!"

Chuckling with d**k in her mouth she takes my groans as a invitation to go go faster than slow until I feel myself about to come.

"stop before I come In your mouth"

"Then come"

She keeps going, Her touch is soft and reminds me of Ray's touch when she use to cuddle next to me at night.

"Right there keep going"

I push it deeper in her throat until she starts to choke.

"Don't stop now"

"Trust me I want"

She goes faster. My d**k becomes soak and wet as I push myself deeper in her throat not paying attention to her choking I keep going.

"Yeah isn't this what you wanted? Take it all. "

She keeps going, I think about how my wife use to suck me like this. I remember her perfect body. Her innocence. I'm close I keep picturing my wife's naked body and I imagine me inside her mouth. I push Rose's head down deeper, faster I try to regain control of the car as I erupt in her mouth.

"f**k, hmm"

She swallows and sit back in her seat.

"well then, that settles that so now what?"

"well we about to go pay for this room and you will sit here until I come back with the case. Do you understand? No leaving this motel"

"ughhh why can't I go with you? I don't want to be in this dirty ass motel by myself."

"Well to bad because I'm about to pull in the parking lot now."

"Seriously! Ughhh I don't want to sit here while you go back to your stupid wife"

"Are you f*****g crazy Rose?! She just caught you sucking my d**k. She doesn't want any parts of me, so get your s**t together and let's go so we can get this over with."

We head into the plumber's motel

"hey I want to pay for a room for the night."

"would you want one bed or two?"

"Two"

"Really Nate? I just sucked your d**k and you don't even want to share a bed"

"here goes your key"

"thank you. I rather not cross any boundaries I'm not supposed to be crossing".

"A little to late for that."

I unlocked the door and start to head back to the car.

"Really?! You can't even come in to check the room for me"

"No time I will be back shower and go to bed we have a long day ahead of us tomorrow".

And with that I head back to a place I used to call home.

"I see your back so soon did you get the suitcase?"

"No, she didn't open the door. I will just give her some time and go back in a week or so, but that case must be found"

"What's in the case that's so damn important that we have to delay our pick up?"

"The truth"

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I somehow muster up the courage to knock on the door.

"Hey" "

What do you want?" "

"I just want to talk. I know your still upset about everything with Rose, but I swear I never meant to hurt you. Can I please just come in?"

"I think it's best if you say what you need to say out here because I'm going out tonight."

I need to get in the house and get the suitcase before she finds it. I don't want her to be involved in the mess I got myself into.

"I was thinking I could come in and we could go upstairs like we use to do." "

Are you serious right now? Nate we haven't had s*x in 6months now you talking about old times. Wow, I think your good out here."

"Look baby, I love you and our family and I never meant to hurt you. The thing with Rose was a one time thing and really she came on to me I didn't come on to her. I promise you baby if you just let me in we can sit and talk about everything and I promise this will never happen again let's just go upstairs like we use to because I miss holding you in my arms".

I can't read her face, have we really come to this? On opposite ends of each other. I love Ray at least I thought I did. At some point I did I had to because if I didn't then we wouldn't have ended up where we always end up. Her in my arms and me thinking about how much I love being next to her, but If I love her how come I can never show it. I try to be good to her, but she only see the bad I do never the good. Sadly, I still love this woman in front of me, but I have to get that case or hopes of this marriage working out will forever be lost.

"Stop, just stop because I have just wasted 10 good minutes of my time listening to the same s**t you been saying and the funny thing about it is that you will never change. All lies! Everything you just said was all a bunch of bullshit and you know what Nate I hate you and I want a divorce."

What! She wants a divorce no something in me just snapped.

"Really, your closet not clean either sweet heart! You think you can take my house my kids your dead wrong. Your my property you do what I say! Now get your ass back in that house and fix me something to eat."

I can't lose what I have worked so hard for all because of one mistake. The woman I fought so hard to get wants to leave me I just don't understand. I do everything she ask of and more and it's just never enough for her anymore. What happened to my best friend? She starts to yell and her little boy toy pulls up and she drives away. Also my chances of getting that case goes right with her. She changed the locks after I left.

"can't s**t ever go right!"

I head to the closet bar and take a sit.

"Hey Nate where you been I haven't seen you in a couple of weeks? "

" I been busy Doc"

"How is the wife? She looking kinda good tonight. I saw her and that friend of hers Rodney before you came in actually. I'm surprised you let her out the house with that outfit on"

"I wouldn't know, we separated, she wants a divorce."

"im sorry to hear that, hopefully you guys can work it out."

A few hours pass by and I'm on my tenth shot of the night.

"Let's call it a night Nate. I don't want you getting into any car accidents on my watch. "

" Sure thing Doc. I guess I go beg for my wife hand in marriage and we going to be happy you hear me doc we going to be happy."

"Yeah I hear Nate, you guys will be happy now let's go sit upstairs so you can sober up and go home to your wife. "

" No no no I'm good trust me I'm going home right now to kiss my wife all over"

I walk to my car and sit, but I go nowhere. What is wrong with me? The only word that is replaying in my head is divorce. How could she say that to me? After all she the one who always made me promise always and forever. Funny how forever came so soon. She doesn't understand what's going on, but it's ok because I refuse to let her go that easy when it cost me everything to get her in the first place. I start up the car and head back to the motel. I hope she doesn't find that suitcase because if she does then this would all be for nothing.