As it wasn't a big deal to him, almost like he was waiting for me to say that I wanted a divorce. He agreed so fast with no hesitation. I should be happy. Happy that I would be getting my life back. It all goes back to normal. The last two years, I have lost are finally coming back to me, but I wasn't. I don't know if it was because he agreed so fast or if I didn't know what normal was anymore without him in my life? I couldn't focus on anything right now, so I started cleaning. As much as I hate cleaning, I cleaned when I can't concentrate and if something was on my mind. I like to think of it as if I clean; I also clean my thoughts, making me focus and come up with an answer. "Why are you cleaning," Adam said, walking into the living room where I was scrubbing clean the tv stand. "Wh

