8 KARA There hasn’t been a time in my life when I’ve dreaded waking up in the morning until now. For the first time ever, I don’t have control. I don’t know what’s going to happen anymore. All I know is the past two weeks have been t*****e, not only physically but mentally. I feel like I’m at a breaking point, but there’s nothing I can do. If I go on the attack, I’ll lose. When I get back to normal, Sierra will be the first person I go after. I’ve never been so humiliated or degraded in my life by another female. There is still a slight bruise on my cheek from where I fell on my face after she tripped me. Did I want to kill her after that? More than anything, but I brushed myself off and got back to work. Over and over in my mind, I’ve repeated the words, Bide your time. Being in Califor

