The Long Run

Chapter 12

Sophia's POV

I heard shouting the next morning and I groaned and buried my face in the back of the couch. I hear some people and then shout for Lance. I felt people around me but I ignored them. 

"Hey darling." I hear in my ear

"What?" I whine

"Come on you need to eat" Jack says

I sit up and rub my eyes and I see Lance glaring at me. I roll my eyes and stand and walk in the kitchen. I plug in my phone and start making breakfast for everyone. Sugar by Maroon 5 started playing and I smile and started singing and dancing a little. I feel a hand on my shoulder and I tense and stop moving. I shrug it off and I look over my shoulder. 

"No touching" I say 

"What's wrong?" Lance asks

"Nothing is wrong. I just don't want anyone touching me today." I snap

He backs away hands in the air and takes a seat. I turn back around and finish doing what I was doing. I open the cabinet and notice the platter I need is on the top shelf. 

"Jack" I call 

He comes in and I wave him over. I turn to my back to him and he lifts me up. I grab the platter and I step away from him. 

"Thanks" i mumble

"Of course Darling" He says

"Can you set the table?" I ask 

He nods and gets to work by time he was done I was done cooking. I walked to the end of the stairs and shouted up.

"Boys breakfast. Get your asses down here" I shout

I hear stomping feet and I walk into the dining room and take my seat and Jack fixes my plate. 

"I could have done it" I snap

"Ok darling. I'm sorry just wanted to help since you cooked for everyone" He says understanding

My eyes feel with tears and a stray tear falls down my face. 

"What did you do?" Lance shouts

"I'm sorry" I sob out

"Oh darling it's ok. I understand" He says

He moves over and wraps me in his huge arms. I sob into his chest and everyone just watches us. 

"Come on and eat before it gets cold" Jack says

He takes a seat by me and I sniffle and nod softly. 

"Boys it's alright. It's just the hormones" Jack says

Everyone nods and starts eating. I see Colby not eating so I stand and walk over to him. He looks up at me and I see something deeper behind his eyes. I offer him my hand and he takes it and we walk to a different room. We takes a seat and he sighs. 

"My parents starved me growing up. I was their mistake. My brother and sister were their prizes and I was the mistake. I had to work for what I did get to eat. I guess a woman cooking and feeding me kinda froze me" He tells her

"Colby I love to cook. And i'm a friend. I'm always here to talk whenever you need me no matter what time it is. Now come on and let's feed that tummy of yours" I tell him

"Thank you Sophia" He says 

"Of course. Can you take me out to Grey when we are done?" I ask

He nods and we walk back in and take our seats. I nod at him and he starts eating. Lance looks at me and I give him the look that says later. He nods and I finish eating. 

"Hey sweetie can I have hot tea?" I ask still eating

I look up when no one moves and everyone looks at me. 

"We don't know who you were talking to" Will says

"I don't care who does it as long as I get it" I tell him

He nods and stands and goes to make it. He comes back a few minutes later with it and hands it to me. I take a sip and moan. 

"Thank you" I tell him

He nods and kisses the top of my head and i smile behind my cup. Lance looks shocked and I stare at him.

"What?" I ask

"What was that?" He asks

"Lance if you start this s**t I promise you to day  I will strangle you with my bare hands.Would you rather them disrespect me like some of them have tried to do?" I ask him angrily

"NO. Ok I get it. I'm sorry" He says

"I cooked someone else is on dish duty and cleaning up. Colby and I have plans" I say standing

He nods and stands and wraps a arm around me. He leads me to the barn and when I walk in Grey was missing. I spin around and don't see him anywhere. 

"Go get lance and some of the boys" I tell him

He nods and runs off and they all come running back. I was breathing hard and Jack ran up to me. 

"Calm down darling. We will find him" He says

He walks me out of the barn and we walk through the field for a long time and still had no sign of him.

"What if I don't find him?" I whisper

"We will darling. I promise." He tells me

"I can't lose him J" I say

"You won't darling" He says

I bury my face in his chest and let the tears out and Jack chuckles. He turns me around and there stood Grey. I rushed to him and hugged him tight. 

"Hi buddy. What are you doing way out here?" I ask him

I sigh and feel my body relax. we slowly make out way back to the barn. And by time we got back I was exhausted. Lance sighed when he seen us walk up with Grey. 

"I want cameras put out here and the security monitoring the barn at all time. someone let him out and if I find out who done it they will wish they were dead" I say

He nods at me and I put Grey up and feed him. 

"Now that he is ok. I'm going to check on Mar. One of you losers come help me upstairs" I say

Colby walks over and walks me back in the house and carries me upstairs. Once at the top he places me down. I make my way to Mar's room and I knock softly. Tom opens the door and steps back to let me in. The nurse was in there checking on her. I walked over and slid in bed by her. 

"Hey kitten. How are my girls doing?" She asks

"We are good. sleepy but good" I say yawning

"Come on and nap with me. It's that time. Tom has some things to do anyways" she says

"Sure. Let me go change and then I will be back" I tell her

She nods and I get up and walk to my room to change. When I was done was walking back to her room when I heard a squeak. I spun around in time to see someone. I was pushed and I fell down the stairs. 

Jack's POV

I heard a crash and looked out my door to see Sophia laying at the bottom of the stairs. 

"Lance" I shout

He comes running in time to see me picking up Sophia. I run her to the doctor and place her on the bed. He kicked everyone out and we sat outside for 4 hours waiting to hear something. When he opened the door he still wouldn't let us in. 

"Lance I need you to sit down" he tells him

Lance takes a seat and looks up with worry.

"Sophia is going to be fine. She was knocked out when she fell" he tells us

"And what about my daughter?" Lance asks

"I'm sorry but she didn't make it. Sophia gave birth to her about ten minutes ago" He says

My head falls down and hangs and then my head snaps up.

"Can we go in?" I ask

"Sure. She is not taking it to well right now" The doc says

i look at Lance and he just stares at me. 

"Lance?" I say

"Go on in. I just need a minute" He tells me

I nod and squeeze his shoulder and walk in. When I walked in Sophia was crying or anything she was just laying there. 

"Darling" I say 

She looks at me and raises her hand to me. I walk over and take it and sit down by her. 

"I lost her" Sophia says

"I know darling. i'm so sorry" I say

"I don't know what happened" She says

"What were you doing before?" I ask

"I seen Mar and was gonna go change and have a nap with her. I changed and was headed back when I heard a squeak. I turned around and there was someone there and they pushed me." She says

"Who?" I ask calmly trying my best to stay calm for her

"i don't know. I just seen a person" She whispers

"Male or female?" I ask

"male" She says

"Alright love that's enough for now just rest" I tell her

She nods and closes her eyes and I stand when she is asleep and walk out. 

TIME SKIP 2 WEEKS

It's been two weeks since the accident and sophia still hasn't cried. We were all worried about her but didn't bring up anything to upset her. I walked down to the living room to see her sitting on the couch with her eyes closed. When I sat down her eyes snapped open. She stood up and walked to her room and came back dressed in her assassin clothes. She made some phone calls and growled. 

"Where are you going?" lance asks

She ignores him and grabs her keys and walks out the door. We jump up and follow her and we can see her heading to another gangs territory. We gulp but still follow her. When she stops she steps out and walks to the front door. We run in behind her and she pushes open a door and Paul sat behind his desk. 

"paul now be a sweetheart and tell me where he is" Sophia says

"Who?" Paul says

Soph growls and stomps over to him and pins him to the wall by his neck. 

"Do not f**k with me. I will take you all out in seconds. Tell me" She roars

"Upstairs" He gasps

"I will get him and leave and no one gets hurt. Understand?" She says calmly

"Sure. Sorry" He says

She nods and stomps upstairs to find Corey in bed on top of a girl. she walks over and rips him off of the girl. When he looks up he is scared to death. She drags him out naked and ties him arms up. She takes him to the car and drives back to the house. When we get there she takes him to the back house and I get scared. We stay silent and she ties him to the wall. 

"Lance call all the boys." She says

I nod and everyone comes running out. 

"Boys we have a traitor" She says laughing

"seriously?" Lex says

"Yes. Corey has been working with Paul. corey here is who pushed me down the stairs" She says laughing

I step forward growling and Sohpia aims her gun at me and Jack holds me back. 

"Soph" I say

"this is my job. If you get in my way I will hurt you next" She snarls

I never seen her like this and we were all scared. She turns to face corey and she smiles sweetly at him. He goes pale and she picks up a knife. She stabs him in the stomach three times and smiles. 

"Corey here has been working with Paul. He killed my baby and almost killed me. He almost ruined my relationship and he has been raping women" She says

"What?" I say

Sophia's POV

"yeah i had him watched ever since he lied." I say smiling to myself

I step forward and started carving names into his body. I listened to his screams and I could see the guys flinch every now and then. I ignored them and took my time torturing this bastard in front of me. I had him crying and begging for his life and I turned my back to him and I spun around pulling out my gun and shooting him right between the eyes. I put my safety back on and slipped back in my holster and looked at all the guys. they were all stunned and I finally spoke.

"Clean it up" I say and walk out

I walk in the house and go to mine and Lance's room. I walked in the bathroom and stripped and stepped in the shower and washed all the blood off me. Once I was clean I stepped out and wrapped a towel around me. I dried off and slipped on my slid on my silk nightie and then slipped on my silk robe and walked back out the door. I passed the nursery and stopped and pushed the door open. I stepped inside and looked around. I look down and my round tummy was gone and it finally hit me. I walked over and picked up the hippo Lance bought her and I slid to the floor and finally let it all out. the tears flood fast and I sobbed my heart out. I felt hands touch me and pull me into their chest and I cried harder. 

"It's ok baby let it out" Lance whispers

I cried til I was choking and couldn't breathe. 

"Breathe Darling" Jack says

It wasn't his normal voice and I knew he was trying to hold it in. I grabbed his hand and squeezed til I couldn't squeeze anymore. I felt more people come in and I looked up to see all the guys sitting around holding something in the baby room. Lex didn't care he was crying and so was Lance. I reached out for lex and he came forward and sat down and I held his hand. I cried and all my guys surrounded me and finally cried with me. It was a sad moment for all of us. 

"I need to go" Jack says

"Don't leave" I whisper

"I just need to go for a walk darling." He says

"Ok" I whisper

He kisses my forehead and walks out. the guys scoot closer and we all sniffle. I lift up the hippo and just stare at it. I fell asleep not to much later and when I woke up I was in bed. I got up and walked downstairs to find my family. Milly went to hug me and I held up my hand and shook my head. She nodded understanding and squeezed my hand. 

"Where?" I ask

"With Buck's parents. I didn't think you would wanna be around kids right now and I didn't want them asking questions right now" She tells me

I nod not looking at her. Annabelle walks in and comes straight to me. 

"You wanna go talk?" She asks

I shake my head and I look around for Jack.

"Has anyone seen Jack?" I ask my voice sounding awful

"Not since he left" Lex says

"alright. Can I have some hot tea?" I ask

All the guys jump up and Milly shakes her head and goes in the kitchen. I walk over and sit in Greg's lap. I curl up and he wraps a blanket around me. he doesn't say anything he just holds me tight. Milly comes back and hands me my mug and I sip on it. I quickly I quickly finish my tea and I sit my mug down. I lean back and snuggle into Greg. the front door opens and Jack walks in. He scans the room and walks over to me. He offers me his hand and I take it. He motions for everyone to follow him. We walk out the front door and around the house. We walk a ways away from the house and then I see it. I stop in my tracks and Jack tugs me forward. we stop near the doc and he turns to face me. He steps up to me and lays the little bundle in my arms. I slowly pull back the blanket and I see my sleeping baby girl. The tears start and I start sobbing. My legs give out and Lance catches me. He wraps me in his arms and just let's me cry. We spend a hour just holding our daughter and then it's time to let go. I hand her back over to the doctor and he lays her in the tiny casket. I walk over and lean over and kiss her forehead. I pull back and remove my ring from my finger and lay it on her tiny hands. I step back and the doc closes and locks the casket. Soon enough my baby was buried and I walked away from everyone. Jack goes to follow me and I hold up my hand and stop him shaking my head. I run in the house and pack my bag and grab my phone and keys. I manage to leave before anyone can even see me. I drove to the airport and took a plane to the one place no one would look for me. When I arrive I went and bought a house and started making a new life for myself. 

2 year time skip

I was currently on a mission and it lead me back to the states. I had just finished the job and was about to leave again when I literally ran into Jack.

"Sophia" He says

"jack" I say 

I turn around and walk away from him. I feel him grab my arm and spin me around. I yank my arm from him and glare at him.

"Do not f*****g touch me "I snarled at him

"Just stop and talk to me" He says

"I have nothing to say. Now if you don't mind I need to get back to my finace" I snap

He steps back and lets go of me. I get in my car and drive to the airport. when I arrive home I walk in and was surprised to dinner. I walk to our room and push the door open to find Jason arguing with a woman. They don't see me that just argue.

"Jason come on. She will never know" The girl says

"No. I love sohpia and I will marry her. Get out" He shouts

"I won't find out what?" I say 

the girl jumps back surprised and I smirk I walk over to Jason and kiss him.

"Honey who is this?" I ask

"Brittany this is my fiance Sophia" Jason says smirking

"Why don't you stay for dinner?" I say to her

She smirks at Jason and nods. I kiss Jason and walk in the closet changing into one of my sexy outfits. I come back out and Jason smiles at me. 

"Ready" I say

He nods and offers me his arms and we walk down and take our seats. We eat and chat and Brittany keeps touching Jason. 

"So Brittany what is it you do?" I ask

"I'm working to be a lawyer" She says smirking

"Oh that's great. I'm a lawyer myself. Have been for about 4 years now." I say smiling

"Really who do you work for?" She asks

"Oh I don't work for anyone" I say

"So your not employed. Come on Jason she isn't even working" Brittany says

"i didn't say  I wasn't working. I don't work for anyone cause I am the Boss. I'm Sophia Hudson" I say grinning

She chokes on her wine and I get up and walk around the table. 

"Get the f**k out of my house and if you ever come near my man again you will not like what happens." I snarl in her ear

She gets up and runs out scared and I smirk and sit back down finishing my wine. there is a knock on my front door and I get up and walk over opening it. Lance and all the guys were standing there and I sigh. I open the door and let them in. 

"Sophia" Lance says hugging me

I push him off and step away from him and Jason walks in. I step over to him and he wraps his arm around my waist. 

"What are you doing here?" I ask

"Jack seen you and followed you and here we are" Lance says

"well you seen me so you can leave" I snarl at him

"We need to talk" Lance says 

"I have nothing to say. What is done is done. My life is here and I won't be leaving. we are in the middle of planning our wedding" i say

Lance looks down and notices the rock on my finger and Jason kisses my temple. 

"Does he know?" Lance says smirking

"Yes. Jason knows about Ariel. I hide nothing from him. He knows all about my past. He knows all about you and the boys as well" I say smirking

His smirk drops and frowns. 

"I'm just glad your ok" Jack says

I can see how tense he is and I walk over and hug him and he relaxes. I give him a good squeeze and I step back and lift his shirt up and my jaw drops. 

"What the hell have you been doing? who the hell is feeding you? Jack where are they?" I snap

"I kinda haven't been going to the gym" he says

"go now. Come on out" I say pushing him to the door

He chuckles and stop and kisses the top of my head. 

I turn and see Lex and I eye him. I walk over and look him over and I see he hasn't been sleeping. I raise my hand and run my fingers under his eyes. 

"Come on yall can stay with us. we have the room. Go on up to the second floor and pick a room and nap you need it" I say 

he nods and kisses my forehead and walks on up. I see Colby and I walk over and hug him and he sighs. 

"I missed you" he says

"I missed you too. have you been eating" I whisper

He shakes his head and my head snaps up.

"Lydia" I call

"Ma'am" She says walking in

"fix the boys a bite to eat. And then get the guest room ready with Alison." I say

"Right away Miss" She says

"Lydia how many times do I have to tell you" I tell her

She laughs and walks out smiling. 

I walk over to Jason and snuggle into him and he kisses the top of my head. I yawn and Jason holds onto my tighter. 

"Why don't you go shower and lay down. I know you had a long week" Jason says

"Yeah I think I will do that. Boys i'll see you in the morning" I say smiling at them

I walk up stairs and strip and step in the shower. I wash up quickly and then I step out and dry off slipping on Jason's jersey from college and I slid in bed. I close my eyes and I was out like a light. I don't know how long I slept but when I woke up Jason wasn't in bed. I get up and walk down to his office and hear him on the phone. 

"Honey I will be home soon. the wedding is soon and then the company will be mine. I just need you to be patient. yeah she really thinks I love her" he says laughing

i step back and walk up the stairs and find the room Jack is in. I walk in and walk ove and slide in bed with him and he rolls over and wraps his arms around me. I smile and lay my head on his chest. 

"What is it?" He asks

"I need you to do something for me" I tell him

"Ok" he says

"Don't say anything to anyone else. But Jason who isn't who you think he is. I don't love him. He has been trying to steal my company so I pretended with all us this. He thinks I'm going to marry him. He has a wife and house somewhere else. tomorrow i want you to go get his wife and bring her here" I tell him

"Alright. Now sleep darling" He says

I nod and snuggle into him and fall into a deep sleep. The next morning I could hear voices but I didn't move. 

"I was wondering where she went." Someone says

I felt pressure on my tummy and a arm around my legs. 

"Should we wake them?" Someone says

"If you wake her up I will kill you myself" Jack says

I peek a eye open a little and Jack's head was on my bare tummy. He nuzzled me and I smiled slightly. he kissed my hip bone and sat up and covered me. 

"Don't bother i've been awake since they walked in" I say with my eyes closed

"How do you do that?" Jason asks

"Never let you guard down" I say

I get up and stretch and some of the guys groan and I look down and shrug and walk out of the room. I get dressed and start on breakfast. Once it was done I hollered up to the boys. they all come running in and fixed a plate and kissed the top of my head as they passed.

"Oh I have missed you" Jack says stuffing his face

"Slow down J" I tell him sipping my tea

he grumbles and I stand and walk around and bend down to his ear.

"Slow down and i'll get you something else to eat later" I whisper in his ear

He chokes on his food and looks at me wide eyed.

"Sophia" He says coughing

"What? I was serious" I say shrugging

I walk awake and leave him shocked. my phone rings and I answer it. 

"hello" I say

"Sophia" Someone says

"Yes" I say

"I would like to hire you" The person says

"Meet me at The Grand Hotel at the bar at 7 tonight" I say

"Seen you then" They say and hang up

I walk back in the kitchen to see the boys doing the dishes. I smile and I feel a hand on my shoulder and I tense.

"What?" I say

"Can we talk?" Lance says

I nod and we walk in the living room and I take a seat. 

"Don't ask why I left cause you know why. don't say you want to work things out cause we can't. I have a great life here and I have no intentions of going back to Texas" I say

"Soph you can't run away" He says

"Lance i am not running away. I'm leaving the terrible memories behind me and moving on with my life. After all the s**t i've been through I think I deserve to move on with my life. After what happened with Ariel it made me not want kids. I want to be married and be happy." I snap at him

"Alright" He says defeated

He kneels in front of me and reaches in his pocket and pulls out a small box. He opens it and pulls out a ring and picks up my right hand and slides a ring on my finger. 

"I had it made for when I was going to ask. I think you should still have it. I had Ariel's birth stone put in it for you. You know most days I wanted to hate you for leaving like you did but Jack made me understand why you left. I will never forgive myself for letting you get hurt. I'm so sorry baby." he says laying his head in my lap

I sigh and run my fingers though his short hair and he hums. 

"Lance me getting hurt was not your fault. We should have been more careful and in the end our daughter paid the price. I will love you til the day I die for the sake of our daughter but Lance I haven't been in love with you for almost 2 years. It may not be what you want to hear but I need you to move on" I tell him

He nods in my lap and I can here Jack shooing the guys away from our moment. Someone clears their throat and I look up to see jack.

"I'm going to do that thing" He says

"alright. Make it quick. I have a appointment at 7" I tell him

"Sure." he says

"Send Lex and Colby to me" I say

He nods and walks out and the boys walk in.

"Lance can you give me a minute?" I ask

He nods and sits back and I stand and the boys follow me. I walk in my office and close the door. 

"Boys while Jason is out I need you to pack his stuff" i tell them

"Soph" lex says

"don't ask just do it quick please" I say

they nod and I kiss both their cheeks and then walk out and I walk back to the living room to see Lance struggling to stay awake. I walk over to him and run my fingers through his hair. His eyes snap open and he looks at me. 

"Go up and take a nap" I tell him

he nods and stands and walks upstairs. I sit down and place my head in my hands and sigh. Lex comes in and sits down beside me and pulls me into his arms. 

"How you holding up cupcake?"he asks

"It's hard and I miss her but I can't bring her back." I whisper

"I know it's hard. I know it's not the same but it hit us hard as well. We were looking forward to being in her life. Calley and I bought you something. I understand if you don't want to wear it but.." He says pulling out a box

He handed it to me and I opened it to find a locket. I opened it and there was a picture of me pregnant and another one of me holding her. Tears well up in my eyes and I sniffle. 

"thank you. It's beautiful. Can you?" I ask

He nods and takes it and clasps it around my neck. He kisses my forehead and I lean into him.

"Don't give up cupcake. Be happy. Fall in love have babies just don't give up" He tells me

I nod and hug him tight. Jack walks in holding a blonde over his shoulder knocked out. 

"basement. tie her up and gag her"I tell him

He nods and walks away and comes back sitting down. I pick up my phone and call Jason to come home. He comes home and I smile at him.

"Guard the door" I whisper in Lex's ear

He nods and I wink at him. I walk down to the basement and I get ready. I pick up a knife and stood behind the blonde. Jack walked down with Jason and he froze when he seen me. I smiled at him and he gulped. 

"So Jason I met your lovely wife. I know you have been trying to steal my company. But what I didn't tell you was that the company has to passed to an heir of mine. It can't go to my husband" I say smirking

"let her go" He says

"Now that's not gonna happen. So this is what is going to happen. you both are going to confess to trying to steal my company. then afterwards you are going to divorce her and never speak to her again. If I find out your back together I will turn the evidence into the police and you both will rot" I say smiling 

"I will confess just please let her go" He says

Jack pulls out the recorder and Jason confesses. I ungag the blonde and she starts cussing at me. I backhand her and she screams. 

"Keep talking slut. I know you have been cheating on him. I also know your pregnant with the other mans baby" I say smirking at Jason's shocked face

She gulps and confesses and i untie her.

 "I expect the divorce to be settled by the end of the week." I tell them

"Fine" Jason says

"Now Jack do your worst" i say and I walk out

About a hour later Jason walks out limping and the blonde walks out crying and I smile and wave at them. Jack comes over and sits by me and I throw my legs over his lap. I turn the tv on and NCIS was playing so I smiled and leaned back and watched it. I felt Jack start drawing patterns on my thigh and I jump a little and I see him smirk. I ignore it and continue watching my show when a groggy Lance walks in. 

"Let's go out tonight" Jack says

"I'm down. I got that meeting at 7 but after that i'm free" i say

"love it's 6" He says

"Oh s**t" I say

i get up and run up stairs and get dressed. I grab my keys and run out driving to the hotel. When I get there I find who I'm looking for and the meeting only last 30 minutes and I'm out of there and on my way back to the house. when I get there I go up stairs and jump in the shower. Once done I step out and dry off and I slip on some lace panties and a bra. Once done I got back in the bathroom and dry my hair and curl it and then I do my make up. I walk back in my room and into the closet and I slip on a corset after taking off the bra and then I lip on skin tight ripped jeans and then I step into my hooker heels. I grab my leather jacket and I shove money and my idea in my boob and I walk down stairs. I can see Jack tense and his eyes roam my body and I smirk. 

"Well is everyone ready?" I ask

everyone nods and we walk out to the cars and I drive towards my favorite bar.  Once we arrive the bouncer hugs me and I head inside. I go straight to the bar and lean over and kiss Logan on the cheek. 

"Send my fav over to my section" I yell over the musci

He nods and I walk over to my section and the boys take a seat. Soon enough my favorite waitress comes over with my drinks and the boys order and I sit there drinking a bit. I watch Jack drink his beer and finish it off. I stood up and grabbed his hand and pulled him to the dance floor with me. I spun around and placed my back against his front and I started moving against him. he moved with me and I grinned at him over my shoulder. His huge hands clamped down on my hips and he squeezed. I pushed my ass into his harder and I felt him grow hard instantly. The song changed to a slow one and he wrapped his arms around me and I swayed with him. I closed my eyes and laid my head back on his shoulder and just moved with him. 

"it's not nice to tease me darling" he says in my ear

"I wasn't teasing" I say 

"Don't play with fire. I've been on short for 3 years" he says

"Do me a favor" I tell him

"What?" he asks

"be rough" I say grinding into him

He growls and bites down on my neck hard and I moan loudly. 

"let's go" He says

i nod and I look at everyone and they aren't even watching us. I had my things so I pulled his had and we left the bar and headed back to the house. His mouth was on mine when we entered the front door and I moaned into his mouth. His hands ran down my back and over my ass and he gripped under my ass and lifted me up. He carried me to my room and kicked the door closed and flicked the lock closed.

"Wait" he says pulling back

"Don't worry i'm on birth control and my room is sound proof" I tell him

He tossed me on the bed and pulled me to the end of the bed. I stood back up and slowly unbuttoned his shirt. I pushed it off his shoulders and ran my hands down his chest. I spun him around and pushed him down on the bed and I walked into the bathroom closing the door. I quickly kicked off my heels and removed my jeans. I had on a lacey thong so I put my heels back on and opened the bathroom door and found him laying on my bed in tight black boxers. He looked over at me and he groaned. I slowly walked over him and he sat up and swung his legs over the side of the bed. He grabbed my hips and I leaned down and kissed him. he growled and spun me around pushing me face down on the bed. Because I had heels on it raised my ass in the air. Before I knew what was happening he was inside me thrusting hard and fast. 

"Holy f**k" I scream

"that's right baby. Scream for me" He snarls

He smacks my ass and I scream again. he f***s me hard and fast I feel him undo my corset. He snatches it off me and I hear a tear.

"hey" I whine

"I'll buy you more" He snaps

He gripped my hips hard and thrusted so hard it hurt but felt amazing at the same time. He pulled out and flipped me over and slid back into me fast. I dug my nails into his back and he moaned in my ear. 

"that's right baby dig those nails in. let the boys know I have you and they don't" He says in my ear

"Jack" I moan 

"oh no none of that. We are going to see where this goes. For once i'm taking something that I want and we will be happy" He says and thrusts harder

I moan in his ear and he bites down on my n****e. I scream and push my chest up in his face more. 

"I'm cumming" I tell him

"c*m for me darling" he says

I finally find my release and he follows me. He lays on me panting and finally pulls out. he goes in the bathroom and comes back with a rag and cleans me up. he gets in the bed and pulls me into his chest and pulls the sheet over us. I sigh and snuggle into him more. 

"I can't wear tank tops for a while" I say

he looks down at my chest and smirks. 

"better wear a turtle neck" He tells me

"I'm not worried about it" I say

he kisses my forehead and I hear the front door open. 

"I'm hungry and the boys are back"i say

"how?" He asks

"I have a baby monitor down stairs I can hear them but they can't hear us" I say

He nods and I get up and slip on his button up shirt and then I slip on panties that have batman on them and jack chuckles at me. I smile and open the door and walk down stairs. I hear whistles and I wink at them.

"Um Soph" Lance says

"My house. Don't like it go stay in a hotel" I tell him

"Actually I was just gonna say I brought you back mcdonalds" he says

"Oh um thank you" I say

He nods and Jack walks down shirtless and I stop and stare and lex comes over and wipes the side of my mouth. 

"You had some drool" He tells me

"I don't care" I tell him

"You done sexing me down?" Jack asks

"Not yet I need to eat for some energy" I tell him

His jaw drops and i smirk and bite my cheeseburger. 

"damn dude she got you good" Colby says

"I know. Kitty has claws" Jack says

"You liked it" I say still eating

"Didn't say I didn't" he says stealing some 

"Hey" I say smacking his hands away

"I'm hungry" he says 

"i'll feed you after I eat" I say smirking

He chuckles and kisses my forehead and goes and opens the fridge. 

"hey babe. Make me a milkshake" I call 

I feel him walk up behind me and grab my hair and yank my head back. 

"Just because your the blackwidow doesn't mean you can boss me around" he snarls

My thighs close tightly and he notices and smirks. 

"Do you like me being rough and dominating darling?" He asks in my ear

I nod the best I can.

"Speak up kitten I can't hear you" He commands

"yes" I whimper

 He kisses me and lets me go and when I look up the guys were staring at us.

"Holy s**t that was hot. If you do tha agian I may get off" kevin says

"Oh shut up perv" I hiss at him

"nice to see someone can handle your mouth" Lance says walking in

I tense and bow my head and I hear him sigh. I hear foot steps leave and I can feel Lance sit down. He lifts my chin and a tear runs down my face. He lifts me up and places me in his lap and hugs me tight. 

"Baby no matter what i'm still your best friend. I'm always gonna be here for you. Does he make you happy?" lance asks

"Yes" I whisper

"Then i'm happy. Your happiness is important to me." He tells me

"I feel like i'm betraying Ariel though." I tell him

"Why?" He asks

"Because he mommy and daddy aren't together" I say sadly

"Baby, that doesn't matter. She would want you to be happy no matter what" he tells me

"You really think that?" I ask

"Of course. Now tell me is he a beast in bed?" Lance asks

I pull the shirt out and let him glance down the shirt and his jaw drops. I giggle and lean into him and sigh. 

"I love you" I tell him

"I love you too" he says kissing the top of my head

i close my eyes and listen to his heartbeat for a while. 

"Do you think I would have made a great dad?" he asks

I sit up and look at him like he is stupid. 

"Lance you would make an amazing father. We fought but it was normal. You were there when I pushed you away and come on your redid your whole bedroom and bathroom just so it was easier for pregnant me" I tell him

"I just wish i would have known he was a traitor and maybe she would be here" He whispers

"Lance me losing Ariel wasn't your fault. It was that assholes. Not ours. I blamed myself for so long but I went to therapy and she helped me a lot" I tell him

"Really?" he asks

"Yes. Would you like to go talk to her? I think us doing a session together will help" I tell him

He nods and I hug him tight and he cries into my shoulder. he finally sobers up and I wipe his face and he sighs. I kiss his cheek and stand up and he smiles at me. 

"go rest" he says

I nod and walk back to my room to find Jack in bed waiting on me. I shut the door and walk over crawling in by him.

"How did it go?" he asks

"we are going to therapy tomorrow. He needs to talk about Ariel and I think it will be good for both of us. He blames himself and I felt like I was betraying her." I say

"Good for you. I know I can't give her back to you but in the future I'll happily give you a baby" He tells me

"I don't want anymore kids" I mumble

he looks at me shocked but doesn't comment on the situation. he kisses the top of my head and tells me to sleep and that's exactly what i do.