Controlled by the Luna

chapter 4

"Come sit by my side so I can see you clearly as we talk." Alpha James says as he pats the space next to him on the bed.

"Maybe we should talk over here on the couch?" I ask a little hesitantly. I don't want to upset him but I also am not ready to go to bed with him in any sense of the word. I just turned 19 today and I'm still a Virgin. I'm not ready to change that quite yet.

"Whatever you would like to do mate" He says in a irritated tone. He runs his hands through his hair and sighs as he gets up and walks towards me. When he sits he grabs my hand and pulls me into his lap. My face heats up and I turn so he can not see how pink my cheeks are getting.

I take a deep breath and slowly face him. "Alpha James, I know that we are mates but..."

"James" He cuts me off " I am your mate you do not have to call me Alpha. Just call me James."

"Very well, James, I know that we are mates but I need you to understand that today is my birthday and I just turned 19. I do not have the experience that you might have with... mating. Matter of fact I have no experience with men at all. So I ask you not to rush things with me so that I may get comfortable and learn."

He stared at me with his mouth open for a few seconds and than took on a look of consideration. "Hmmm.... so aside from the kiss we shared moments ago you have never kissed anyone?" I shook my head no.

"No peck on the lips?"

"No"

"Hand holding?"

"No"

"How about fantasizing?"

"Um, some I guess?"

"Hmmm so all this will be new for you?"

"Yes"

"I can work with that. We can take it slow but not to slow. I am an Alpha and you will be my Luna. I will need to mate and mark you so my pack can accept you. We run things a little stricter than your pack and I don't want to have to start killing pack members because they look at you." He says with a serious face.

The way he said that scared me a bit. I began to panic. "He is our mate, he will not hurt you. Besides we want to mate and mark him to!" Kora says.

"I'm not sure I'm ready."

"Well get ready cuz he is our mate and I am ready!"

I block Kora out again and just ask Alpha James, " How long will you give me to be ready?"

"I say we work up to it a little everyday. Let me see how far we get until you say stop. You may be more ready than you think." He replies.

"Okay I can try that." I say and begin to get off his lap. His hands hold me firmly in place. He rubs his nose on my neck smelling me and sending sparks through my body. I shiver just slightly from the sensation he gives me.

James realizes my reaction to him and begins to litter my neck with soft kisses. He works his way from nibbling my ear lobe and trails kisses down to my shoulder. He nips my marking spot causing me to moan and roll my head to the side giving him more access. He takes my face in his hand and begins to kiss me softly. I begin to relax into the kiss and turn my body so that I am straddling him. He moves his hands down my back and to my hips as I moan into his mouth. I can feel his body reacting to my moans as he deepens the kiss and his erection pokes me from his pants.

His hands go to the bottom of my shirt and he removes it. He begins rubbing his hands up my body and undoes my bra and my breasts explode out. He kisses down my chest and grabs a n****e into his mouth. As he sucks and licks I moan more and he lays me down on the couch. He undoes the button on my pants and begins to remove them.

This was going way faster than I wanted and I asked him to stop. He ignores me and throws my pants to the floor kissing down my stomach. I panic again and grab his head trying to move it off me and saying stop. He keeps ignoring me doing as he wants. My panic increases and I yell at the top of my lungs "STOP". He stops and doesn't move.

It was as if he was frozen in place. I was trying to get my breathing under control and glanced down at him. He still hasn't moved. "James?" I ask and he moves his head to look up at my and his eyes are wide in shock. "James, I'm sorry can you please get off me?" He gets up and stands staring at me.

"Are you okay?" I ask confused. "Are you mad?"

He shakes his head and sits next to me. He looks at me confused and says," What just happened?" "One minute I was trying to pleasure you the next I couldn't move."

"I, I don't know." was all I could say. It was true I have no clue what just happened.