A Borderline Life.

Beach day.. or not.

The next day I felt really happy. I got up, brushed my hair and teeth, got dressed in a really cute black dress and set out to find something to do. I didn’t want to stay in today. I wanted to get out and do something. It was like I finally had motivation for things. Who knew.

William has today off since it’s Saturday.

“Want to do something today? Maybe go to the beach? It’s supposed to be super hot today.” He said.

“Sure that sounds great. I don’t own a swim suit though so I gotta go buy one but other then that im in! Sounds like fun.” I said excitedly.

“Only If I get to help you pick it out!!” he said teasingly but with some sort of hope behind it.

“Ha. Maybe if you’re good.” I joked.

“I’ll be on my best behavior. My favorite color is red by the way.” He winked. “You’d look sexy in red.” He said in a sultry voice.

Oh Jesus.

I quickly walked away to get my shoes on so he didn’t see my red cheeks.

He has a way of making me feel like the prettiest girl in the world. It makes me happy because I never ever get to feel this way. There’s always something or someone bringing me down.

We hopped in his car and took off for the mall. I tried on so many different red one pieces. But he didn’t like any of them.

“You look like you have no ass in that thing.”

“No way. That looks like it’s for someone twice your age.”

“Oh come on, show off some cleavage.”

He insisted I try on just one red bikini. I didn’t want to because I feel like I was showing off too much skin. But once I showed him the bikini, red cheeks and all, he loved it and bought it for me without another word.

He's so sweet.

I normally hate when people buy me things but he was so cute and sweet about it I barely felt bad at all.

We decided to grab some iced cream on the way to the beach. My favorite is orange sherbet but they didn’t have it so I went with cotton candy instead. He likes butterscotch. Of course they had that!

After that, we went on to the beach and I went to change into my bikini in the washroom. It fit perfectly in all the right places, I just had to get used to wearing much less clothing then normal. Which was weird to me but made me feel a little sexy in a weird way.

I walked out feeling good.

Until I saw them.

My mom and ex Andrew were at the beach. The same beach we were at. Of course William didn’t notice because he’s never seen them before. I felt sick to my stomach. I didn’t want them to see me but William was very close to them waiting for me.

I slowly walked over to William and kept my head down. Of course they noticed me the moment I stepped closer to them on my way over to William.

“What the f**k you stupid b***h? Why are you even still alive? f*****g end it already. Like putting a sick b***h out of her misery. You look disgusting, put clothes on you whale.”

William stopped. He started looking around at anyone else Andrew could possibly be yelling at but no one else was around us. He was yelling at me and William knew it.

Hands balled up into fists, William walks over to Andrew and says

“Who the f**k do you think you’re talking to?”

“That b***h” Andrew points at me. “And who the f**k are you?” he scoffed at William.

I’m really surprised with William. I think he knew it was my mom and Andrew after a few minutes. After William attacked Jonathan in the house, I was expecting more fireworks.

But he surprised me. Again.

“If you ever talk to her, or let alone even think about her again. I will end you. You think you can get away with treating somebody like this and you are so very wrong. Believe me when I say you really don’t wanna mess with me and if you mess with her you mess with me. So if you value your life, stop this.” He said to Andrew then turned to my mother and said “You are the waste of space. It’s sad that she calls you her mother, you do not deserve to be a mother. You deserve to rot in hell for everything that you have done to your very own daughter. I truly hope you do and now once again, if you ever talk to her again we will have a huge problem. I promise you that.”

Andrew laughed.

“Is that a threat?” my mother said quietly.

“Not at all. It’s a promise.” William grabbed my hand and we walked away. I wanted to cry but I’ll do that later. Right now I have to be strong so they don’t see me cry. Never show them weakness.

We decided to leave the beach. We will come back another day when they aren’t here. We are going to go home and watch movies and cuddle instead.

Frankly, that sounds even better to me.