Uniquely White.

CHAPTER 26

Sebastian and I are staring each other down for a while, "I will take a shower then we can talk." he said finally breaking the stare off and walking into the bathroom.

I just nod to him and sit there patiently think about what just played out, I know I shouldn’t have assumed he deliberately told our secret, but with him telling his father verbally he has now put my life in complete danger, if they do not find Tomas, I don’t know what will happen. Will they force me to complete the mate bond before I feel ready? As all these questions started coming into my mind, I hadn’t noticed the gorgeous looking hunk standing there in front of me staring curiously at me.

“What are you debating in your head Carter?” he asked

I look at him trying really hard not to stare at his  half naked body that was calling out to me, this god damn mate bond is driving my hormones insane just by looking at him, I want to be mad at him right now but my need to be in his arms is telling me another.

“Sorry, nothing, don’t worry about it.” I say turning away from his body.

“Carter, we both need to be completely honest right now, what was you debating? Are you going to leave now?” he ask worriedly.

I look into his eyes, “You have put my life in danger by telling your father verbally of my secret Sebastian, so I am not sorry for getting mad regardless of your knowledge that Tomas was close enough to hear. I am afraid of what will happen Sebastian, what will happen to me if I don’t complete this mate bond now? I don’t know if I am ready for that! What will happen if you can’t find Tomas? Will he take me? Kill me? Wage a war on the pack until you give me to him? I have never been afraid of anything Sebastian and right now I am completely afraid of what might happen in such a short time.” I say completely in tears, Sebastian’s expressions changed as he came to sit beside me he took me into his arms and tried calling me down, the sparks that shot right throw my body at his touch went straight to my core and this unknown feeling erupted through my body, as my tears began to disappear it was almost replaced with a pleasurable feeling just with his touch.

He turns my face so we are staring right into each-other’s eyes “Carter, I am fully aware of what I have done, and I will forever be sorry for my actions in reviling your true identity the way I did, you have every right to be mad at me Carter, but please find it in yourself to forgive me. No one will make you complete the mating process until you are completely wanting it, if you want it right now I will happily oblige trust me, if you still wish to wait we will wait, like I have said before the only thing I need to complete before you attend college is the marking, so all unmated wolves know you are mine. We will find him, I won’t let him do anything bad to you even if it is the last thing I do, please don’t be afraid, we are here together and will get through this together, your mine Carter, I will not let him or any other person take what is mine!” he said showing complete honesty and adoration in his eyes.

To say I am an emotional reck right now hearing his voice, so desperate for me to forgive and work with him, I lost control.

I latch my mouth on to his, the sparks that radiate from my lips down to my core sends me over the top with the feeling of lust, at first, he seemed shocked of my reaction, but he then responded with complete passion and lust also. I stayed sitting on his lap facing him unable to control this new feeling of pleasure, I run my hands through his hair and over his half naked body touching every muscle and bare skinned part I could claiming him as mine, at some point I could feel my wolf wanting to come out, I tried to ignore her as Sebastian broke the kiss, he began kissing my down my cheek bone to my neck, he found my sweet spot where he would place his mark, I could feel his fangs scrape against my skin and honestly that feeling was so amazing I completely failed to realise what was happening as at the same  time my wolf took over reviling my fangs and also began finding his sweet spot on his neck, the next thing I know his fangs have pierced into my neck causing excruciating pain for a  minute and was then replaced with extreme pleasure that rocked my whole body to the core between my legs I couldn’t help but let out a slight moan, I felt him release and lick my neck to heal the mark recovering from the feeling my wolf decides to return the favour and she bites down on his neck marking him, claiming him, I hear him let out a slight moan as well that is when I remove my fangs and lick his mark so it heals up, we both stare at each other, with love, lust and adoration, I can feel his feelings as can he feel mine. We get into another little heated make out session that leads to him laying on top of me, I feel his hands start exploring my body and the closer he gets to my core the more pleasure my body sends there making me want more, suddenly I feel him sit up, he looks at me.

“If we don’t stop now Carter, I won’t be able to control myself, I know you’re not ready, I can feel it babe.” He said taking my feelings into consideration.

I sit up and fix up my top which was half up and touch my mark with is still a little tender.

“I know, I am so sorry!” I say slightly embarrassed.

He pulls me in for a cuddle and runs his finger along my freshly placed mark.

“Don’t be sorry Carter, you have nothing to be sorry for, I on the other hand should be sorry for placing this without your permission.” He said holding me tight, I couldn’t help but feel safe in his arms along with having his mark on me now makes me feel a little more at ease.

“Sebastian, please you don’t need to be sorry. I am glad you have marked me; you have put my mind at ease a little, I feel safe when I am with you.” I say letting him know I accept his mark completely.

We lay there cuddled into each other and I feel myself start to drift off into a deep slumber before I do, I say what I was thinking “I love you.” I don’t hear a response until I am almost out of it, but he replies back “I love you too Carter, sleep well baby girl.”