[Now playing: Malibu Nights]
ELDRITCH
Here I am. Busy watching Thaddia while sleeping beside me. She was unknowingly fell asleep after the long talk weʼve made. Willingly, I lifted my hand and caressed her hair softly and carefully.
There. I saw her face, barely. Damn. She is so innocent when asleep yet so cold. I donʼt know how to deal with her attitude. I donʼt know how to reach her. I donʼt know what to do anymore.
Fuck.
If she only had a chance to know my current state, if she knew that I am wrapped with loneliness and longingness for the longest time. My mind is driving me aimlessly and canʼt help myself to be still, especially now that sheʼs here. Maybe, physically she is. But never her heart.
Fuck,
She moved a bit and that simple moved made an easy way for me to fully witne
