Crush

Chapter 16

I ran a hand through his silk like hair, groaning out in pleasure. f**k. My c**k was throbbing.

He chuckled pressing a kiss to it.

" You gonna challenge me again handsome?"

I moaned under my breath " No...."

He growled putting it back in his mouth again before releasing it " I didn't hear you!"

I gasped softly. I couldn't help but chuckle " You're such a bully to me..."

He groaned softly " Oh yeah?"

I chuckled " Just suck it already you teaaaase!"

His soft giggles lead to an evening of teenage fluster.

I lay in his arms and groaned " Why do you always get to f**k me?"

I looked back at him biting my lip " I wanna f**k you..."

He smirked " No way in hell."

I groaned " Issy!"

I felt his soft lips at my shoulder "Maybe someday... We're still getting used to where we are baby."

I looked back at him meeting his soft eyes and noticed there was a longing there.

Somehow deep down I realised.

What I said before... Would he miss me if I went to school further from him? Would he regret not sticking with me?

The look in his eyes only showed one thing.

He was worried he would never see me like this again.

I tilted my head back pressing my lips to his and gasping out softly as we broke away.

It always felt like hours had flown by between the soft touches.

-

Prom Night was something else. The school gym floor had been converted into a social space, lighting, balloons and streamers all in shades of baby blues and pinks.

Music played over the speakers and there was some tables with food and snacks on them.

However I could only keep my eyes on one thing.

My Prom date.

Everyone else had gone over to mingle, some people actually wanted to dance...

But me and Ysander stayed to one side just awkwardly sat with Marvin and Mandy.

Mandy blew a raspberry " I swear to God if I don't get a dance today I'm going to be so angry. "

I swallowed hard looking at Ysander who wasn't looking at me at all... and instead seemed focused on Michael and Jason who were here with their respective girlfriends.

I cleared my throat about to ask if he wanted to dance but he shot up quickly.

" Sorry! I forgot! You probably want a drink! Gimme a sec I'll get us some snacks."

I exhaled feeling really cold where I was sat.

Marvin raised his spectacles on his nose " Say Taylor you seem forlorn tonight... "

Mandy also gleamed at me upon hearing the word forlorn.

I frowned " I don't know... He asked me to be his prom date... But I feel like... We're here as friends... Or just not here as a couple... It just...."

Mandy scoffed " Uh... Honey... Hello... Ysander isnt out. His friends probably don't even know about you and him."

I groaned silently remembering Michael and jay joking about Ysander in the boys bathroom.

I hated it!

The night drew out and it felt more and more awkward.

I danced with my friends.

We all danced together...

But did he dance with me? No.

At one point he walked off with Clarisse for a slow dance.

That hurt me the most.

He didn't even look in my direction...

Mandy nudged me hard. When I looked at the curly haired girl who was wearing a headband and baby pink dress she was scowling.

" When Clarisse gets off your man... You need to ask him to dance with you!"

I exhaled " But Mandy..."

She waved a finger at me " No buts! Just your butt... Over there talking to him do you hear me!?"

I couldn't help but smile.

My heart had stuck... In my throat... But she was right.

We were dating!

What was the worst that could happen.

I approached Ysander as he was talking to Mike and Jay and nudged him softly catching his attention.

His eyes softened when he saw me and I purred " I want you... To Dance.. With me..."

He scowled raising a hand to his ear " What!?"

I only realised now... I would have to yell over the music " I want you to dance with me!"

A chuckle came from further away and when I looked over Jay was giggling to himself.

" I don't know about the city but normally... Dudes don't dance with other dudes Tay get a clue."

Michael growled under his breath " Jay!"

Jay only growled " No Michael its weird! What guy asks another guy to dance with him!?"

Michael growled stomping his foot " I don't think you get it. We're humans Jay! We do whatever the f**k we want. So why do we choose to tell other people what they can or can't do!?"

Jay scoffed " Well..." He waved a hand at Ysander " My mans not interested in dancing with another dude! He's got a girl!"

Ysander frowned at me " Yknow what... Yeah. I wanna dance with you too. Come on."

My heart had warmed at the words.

I repeated after him " You wanna dance with me!?"

He pulled me along by my hand chuckling " Yeah... f**k Jay!"

Shoot me in the foot.

My boyfriend was amazing.

So we didn't get a slow dance... But we pretended like the song was a slow one. We kissed a while and Eskimo kissed too. I held onto him like my life depended on it... And I was happy when he smiled and chuckled holding me close to him.

We were pulled apart by Jay who growled " No! This is f*****g sick! What are you doing Sander!" He glowered at my boyfriend before scoffing.

" You're not a fag! You're not like that! You cant go around kissing boys!"

Ysander took hold of my hand with a growl " Yeah I can. I like Taylor. Matter of fact... I more than like Taylor. Honestly. I never told you Jay... But Taylor and I are dating!"

Jay scoffed " What about that girl whatever! Dude you were making woohoo with a chick in the boys bathroom like a sly dog! What the hell happened to her!?"

I raised my voice... Getting fed up of not standing up for myself for once.

Mandy and Marv had come over but I put my foot down.

" There never was a girl! It was me! Ysander couldn't say anything because you'd never let him live it down!"

Jays eyes were like Knives " Dad was right... Faggots like you... You infect us. You're sick Taylor! I bet your dad left you cause he didn't want a f*****g waste of space of a son!"

I bit my lip. That was low even for Jay.

Michael growled " Jay shut the f**k up!"

Jay looked back at Michael and frowned " Youre gonna defend the queer!? "

Michael growled " That queer, was a queer before he was my friend. If anything nothing changed! My friends love each other! So!? "

Jay scowled storming off which caught me offguard. Ysander squeezed my hand softly a purr at my neck.

" You were amazing. I love you so much! "

I couldn't help but feel.... Maybe.... Overwhelmed with relief.

He too... Seemed revitalised as I noticed Michael smiling at him " So how long has this been going on?" He pointed between us.

My friends nudged me and I met with weird... Congratulation... acceptance hugs...

I didn't know why but when I looked around... I realised as people gave looks of awe or looks of disgust.

We'd just come out.

Together.