my depressed Love

CHAPTER -4

SELAH POV :

I entered my art class this is the best class it's silent and peaceful atleast here I don't think about or worry about anything I see The new boy is not in this class

I took my pencil and started drawing I poured all my thoughts into the drawing soon the bell rang and everyone started walking towards the cafeteria , why does good class classes needs to finish so early I don't really eat in cafeteria so I walked towards my favourite place I always pack my lunch but today I didn't feel like eating anything , whenever there is a lot in my head I come here I sat under the tree silently I just don't want to think about anything I just wanna be okay like really okay I was feeling restless I don't know why I can't control my thoughts I don't know why it's just so hard I miss my family so much but I don't even know if they miss me or not I guess they are still busy with their own lives I just want to be loved to be cared and of all I wanna be important i sat there till my lunch break ended I checked my phone to see the time I still have five more minutes but I decided to go to my next class I don't wanna be late , i entered my class took my book out and started reading well it's good to read beforehand it helps me to understand better while I was reading i Heard someone walking towards me i looked towards the direction of the footsteps I saw the new boy he sat beside me I just looked at him he seems tired like he ran and he was sweating so much damn why are we always being alone like this I took my water bottle and offered him I looked at me and gave me a warm smile wow he is really beautiful I took the water bottle and drank all of it woah he was really thirsty he gave me my bottle back we sat silently for a second when I thought of making a conversation with him you seem tired " yeah umm I just had something important to do " ohh " well thank you for the water "

I just smiled at him he was about to say something but Stopped when we heard students coming everyone was already here our class started so I put all my concentration in the class I was writing all the important parts well the ones that seemed difficult for me it's was something I am used to it actually helps me a lot , we heard the the bell ring and everyone packed their bags I also grabbed my bag i thought of picking some snacks on my way home just the thought of snacks made me so happy I love food when I looked around I was alone well I guess everyone just went so I hurriedly moved out of the class and started walking towards my home on my way I didn't forget to grab some snacks I was almost there when I saw the new boy entering his home wow he is my neighbour well I didn't notice him shifting here but how would I , I barely come outside of my house I pulled my keys out and unlocked the door I went in I changed into a big tee and cotton shorts I made some coffee took my laptop grabbed some snacks and started watching I wanna eat your pancreas by the end of the movie i was crying hard damn why does she need to die like that , I love anime so much after finishing the movie i kept my laptop aside and thought of taking a walk because I ate so much snacks and I can't sleep like this so I took my house keys locked the door because I can't take the risk I live alone man even though this neighborhood is safe I can't take risk i started walking It felt good the cold Breeze fresh air this feels nice I heard someone walking towards me oh no please don't kidnap me I have nothing to give you I am poor i got scared so I turned around and saw The new boy.