my depressed Love

Chapter -6

Selah POV :

I turned around and saw the new boy umm I mean Elijah he looks so good with that messy hair like he just woke up this man can get any girl he walked towards me " Hey " Umm hii " do you mind if I join you " no no not at all " thanks " yeah , so I see we live in the same neighborhood I tried to make a conversation " yeah we do " oh no why can't I make a conversation ughhh okay stay calm just walk we are here to walk not to talk okay I was feeling anxious while he suddenly shaked me grabbing my arms " Hey back to earth " umm yeah I am sorry I was just thinking " it's okay " hmmm , we walked in silence " so do u live here alone " ummm yeah I live alone umm what about u do u live with your parents " no I don't I too live alone " I think I should just go back it's getting pretty late " umm yeah sure " with that i started walking towards my home " selah " I turned back umm yeah " can I ask u something" yeah sure what is it. " what should a person do if someone they love hurt them " woah I definitely didn't think he was going to ask something like that but he's question hit me hard well I think you should forgive that person because their is peace in forgiveness and also you should not let them hurt you because you are important too I know forgiving someone who hurts you is hard but not impossible we should not carry so much burden inside our hearts I stopped talking when I saw him staring at me I am really sorry if I talked too much I felt embarrassed oh God why am I talking like a kid he must surely think I am stupid , my insecurities hitting me hard I saw him walking towards me he stopped when we were close enough why is he so tall I feel like a kid I looked at him and saw that he was already looking at me he bent down a little and looked at my eyes and then kissed my forehead " Thank you " uhhh for what ? he just smiled at me " come I will drop you " umm thank you but no thank you my house is just here he didn't listen to me he just holded my hand and started walking towards my home once we reached my home I thanked him and closed my door woah what was that I went to the kitchen grabbed a cup noodles and started eating it, I finished eating and went to my bedroom finally my sweet and lovely bed I jumped on my bed covered myself with blanket and closed my eyes i Heard my phone vibrating i took my phone and saw " __Elijah__ started following you " what I opened my i********: and followed him back because why not he is so handsome after following him back I started checking his pictures he didn't really smile in any of the pictures but he looks so hot i saw the time and it's so late it's good that tomorrow is Sunday I kept my phone aside I stared at the ceiling i have painted my ceiling and decorated with stickers and lights and now I am really thankful to myself that I did , this helps me to sleep because I feel like I am sleeping under the stars i don't wanna stay awake for long because I don't wanna feel those stupid feelings that always get inside my head at night so I just turned around because this is the only way I fall asleep and at last I drifted off to sleep.