My Alpha's love

Chapter 2

Vincent.

I wake up with a jolt as I hear a bloodcurdling scream. I soon realized that it was Amara who is screaming. I look for her next to me in the bed but I don't see her. I soon realized that she is in the bathroom, fortunately the door is open and I walk in and find myself shocked as I see Amara in the shower doubled over with the pain. I hear a loud banging on our bedroom door which pulls me into the present and I quickly reach Amara lift her up into my arms and bring her out of the shower and quickly dry her off with the towel and wrap it around her. I can tell she is in a lot of pain and I noticed that she's bleeding. I quickly bring her out and gently place her on the bed. I go to the door and open it to find my beta David with a worried look on his face. I realized he heard Amara’s screams and rushed to help us.

“Go get my mother and also call pack’s doctor, I think Amara is in labor.” I instruct him and turn to get to Amara. 

Soon I hear my mother calling “Vincent, what's going on?”

“I think she is in labor mom, I don't know what to do. Looks like she is in a lot of pain. Where the hell is the doctor? Why isn't she here yet?” I hear myself and panic. 

My mom quickly rushes to Amara and adjust her pillows to make her more comfortable. I find myself pacing at the foot of the bed. I have never felt so helpless in my life.

A few minutes later David rushes into the room with our pack doctor and the nurse. I instruct David to informed the pack about the situation and also for him to take over as an interim alpha until Amara has delivered the baby. He leaves to do so.

My dad comes in to the room and quickly grabs my attention by placing his hand on my shoulder. “Son, you have to calm down. Let's go out and let the doctor do their job, soon we will now much about the situation. You being here is not helping anybody you are unsettling everybody with your aura.” He grabs my hand and pull me out of the door. I keep pacing in front of the door not knowing what to do.

Even though we have been preparing for this day for long time for some reason I have a very bad unsettling feeling in my gut.

After a few minutes Doctor comes out and confirms that Amara is in labor and we need to take her to the pack hospital quickly. After hearing that my mom takes charge of the situation and start passing orders to everyone around her. 

As it was a short ride we quickly make it to the hospital. As soon as we arrive Amara is rushed into one of the delivery rooms. I asks the doctor if I can be with Amara during this time. He is understandably wary about me being in the room. Usually werwolves are very unpredictable and volatile when their mate goes into labor so we don't allow them in the delivery rooms. Me being alpha adds more complication to the situation.

“I promise you Doctor Eli, I will control my wolf.” Reluctantly he agrees to let me in the room after my father confirmed that he will be there to control the situation if it gets out of hand. 

I walk into the room and find Amara is being prepped for the delivery. I quickly get to her side and take her hand in my hands “I love you Amara, everything will be fine. Just try to relax, our baby will be here soon.” I lean down and kiss her for head. She gives me a small smile “I love you too honey. I can't wait to meet her, but it is hurt so much” her face pinches again when an another contraction hits her. 

After a few agonizing hours Doctor says Amara is ready to push. I get onto the bed and hold Amara in my arms as she push the baby. After a few agonizing minutes I hear our baby’s cry. “Congratulations alpha, it’s a girl.” Doctor place is the baby on Amara’s chest. I look at her and say “She is so beautiful” I looked down at Amara and see that she is very captivated by our baby girl. 

“I am so happy for you Vincent. Let me go tell your father the good news, I am sure everybody is eagerly waiting outside.” She doesn't wait for my response as she rushes out of the room to where the news.

I look down at Amara “Hey, are you OK? You haven’t said a word”. She looks up at me with a smile  “She is perfect.” I nod “Yes, she is.”

She looks down at the baby and say “Lilliana. I want to name her Lilliana.” She looks at me with hopeful eyes. I smile and say “then Lilliana it is.”

Even though I can see exhaustion on her face she is radiant with the new mother glow and even more beautiful. She looks up at me “I love you so much” I give her a quick kiss on her lips “I love you too”. 

Then all of a sudden I hear the machines go crazy around us. The nurse quickly takes the baby from a Amara and asks me move so the doctors can check what's going on. I was rushed out of the room by my father as everyone can sense that my wolf is closer to the surface. I have a very bad feeling that something is going wrong. I pace in front of the room trying to control my anger and my wolf and worried sick about Amara and not knowing what's going on. I have never felt so helpless in my entire life.

Then everything in my body go still. I felt it, I felt the moment when my mate died. An agonizing scream rips through my throat, I collapsed onto the floor crying uncontrollably. My father rushes to me, to hold me to him. I shove him off and I run into the room and see my worst nightmares come true.

Dr. quickly comes to me and tries to explain what happened but all I could think of is she is dead, she left me all alone in this world. We promised to be with each other for eternity but she left me.

I go to her lifeless body on the hospital bed I look at her with tears in my eyes “you promised, and you broke it. How do you think I will survive without you? Come back to me Amara. Please wake up, I need you. I can't live without you, please come back. Wake up” I scream the last part by shaking her shoulders. 

My mother pry my hands off Amara and hugs me as she cries on my chest and trying to sooth me at the same time.

As I walk out of the room and a zombie state all I can sense is misery sorrow around me. I quickly got out of the hospital and start running through the woods. My wolf takes control, I shift and takeoff.

I wake up and realize I am on the river bank. Then everything crashes into me the loss, the pain, and the memories. I don't know how long it has been since I left the hospital. I gather myself, I know I have to go back and face my reality.