HIM

                  All I have ever known was pain I dont know why  or what I did. I wake up at 4 :30 am I have together up to make Breakfast for my pride. I have a lot to do today  My Alpha and my Luna are hosting the mating moon gathering.  I have never been to one , but I am 18 know and i can go now or at least i hope i can . I rush to start  the breakfast before any of my pride wake up..if I am late I will have to suffer a beating and I still have not healed form yesterday yet . A few hours later I hear members of my pride getting up I rush to put the plates and food on the table be for any of them get down here as I finished one of the she-cats walk in to the dining hall. "you better not have burnt the breakfast this moring !" She yells at me as she shoves me out of the way. I just look at the floor at I walk out of the room I know better then say anything back to them any more it is not worth the pain..  as more of the pride walks in go to my corner and get set ion the floor.  I let my mind wonder to what I would be like to have a mate , so one to love me and protect me. If I could have on wish it would to be to have a mate . "Ok every one have s seat ."my Alpha says as he comes in to the . everyone sits down and be quiet  and starts eating ..I so wish I could just have some but I have to wit on my Alpha or my Luna to give me some ..and some time they dong give me any . So I just sit quietly in the corner and dream about that it would be like to have a mate and what he would be like . "Snow you stupid b***h ."  My Luna (Luna may ) yelled at me as she threw a glass cup at me ,  "I am sorry Luna I was daydreaming.  I said as I got up and went to her side . "The Mateing moon gathering is happing tonight here and you will not come put of your room do you hear me if you come out for any reason I will lock you in the dungeon for 3 days ." She said as she kicked me . "Luna  I was hoping I could go ..maybe I would be able to find my mate tonight." I say in a small voice.  "Ha ha you find a mate ..who would want a mate with out an animal...the moon goddess even dose not thank you are worth ..you dont have an animal so you are worthless "  Luna told me as she got up . "But .." i started to say . "But nothing you are to not come out for any reason ."  My luna (Luan May ) said , "and you have a 3 beating for pumshement for not listening  to me the first time."  "PLEASE NO I SAY !" But it is to late they jump at her command.  I hope yall like this