Chapter 5
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Sandra p.o.v.
Have been practicing more than before lately so I could be able to defend myself from any abuse or any attack should Incase there’s one, someone needs to be careful around here when you know you will just be a burden if anything were to happen to you.
Have learnt a lot of things from my mum in the hospital, from how you can detox a poison, treating injured wolves , to the way of detecting what happened to them or whatever things they can use to render them useless Incase of any emergency and for my own safety.
My mother will be traveling two days from now and I can’t even imagine how this place will be without her, I sighed. I don’t even have anybody that I can call friends in this pack, everyone of them is on my neck like I’m sort of abomination to them, I’m very sure if not because of my mum and my Luna, they would have sent me packing a long time ago.
I will miss my mum so much,we rarely separate from each other.
She said she will soon be back, I asked her how soon and she replied with very soon,rolling my eyes without her noticing me.
I need to make sure I stay in my lane by staying indoors, I don’t like the kind of eyes the pack members gave me whenever I tried to mingle with them, so I came to the conclusion that i would stop disturbing myself from associating with them.
I hope mum will be back very soon because I can’t imagine my birthday without her, though the pack Luna will be there and will act her part as a loving Luna that I’m sure of but it would never be like my mum.
Very soon Shawna will find her mate, I was thinking about my childhood crush which would be taken very soon. I hope she finds the best mate that will love her wholeheartedly.
There have been cases of pack Alpha mates rejecting them and also accepting them because of the Alpha’s title. She may arrogant but I bet she will make a good Alpha, the one that will protect her pack by any means necessary.
Though part of me knew nothing could transpired between both of us because of the way things are between us just because I neither a wolf or a human.
Something is telling me I’m something whenever I delve deeply in my mind, thinking of who I am? Where I come from? Where my mother is? Whether they even care about finding me? The reason they left me at the border? What did I do to them? Was I in danger or will I be a danger to this pack if people were to find out about my existence?
A lot of questions in mind.......
But I know I will find my answers very soon even if it means I should leave this pack,I will miss my mum but I know she will understand. I need to know my true identity, I can’t be in the loop about myself.
My mother always understands me.
Sometimes if I asked mum about her mate, she would tell me not to talk about it, she said she will tell me when the time is right and all the things about her past life. I’m looking forward to it,I don’t like how she’s alone without her mate, whenever I see any pack members with their mate knowing she’s also a werewolf and without a mate baffles me a lot,!but I know there’s a strong reason behind it, I really wish I could help her out, have seen her many times sobbing and crying silently without her noticing me. I know anyone would wonder why I didn’t go there to pet her, believe me I did once and the result is not good. she shouted at me to get out, Mum had never shouted at me before, so I know there must be something bothering her and I know when she’s comfortable to talk about it, she will tell me. She thought me to always respect people’s boundaries.
But come to think of it, the pack members never made mention of it, I wonder if the issue of my mum without a mate is such a big problem that no one would mention it even as a joke.
Two days later
“Sandra take good care of yourself while I’m away” said Josephine to her daughter.
“Mum I will take good care of myself and keep your promise” Sandra was battling her eyelashes to her mother.
“Who would refuse your request when you are giving me your best puppy eyes and battling your eyelashes like that”
“Mum also remember my birthday is around the corner I don’t want you to be away from me” she hugged her mother tightly.
“Alright baby, I love you and take care of yourself, do not let them get to you” Kate was referring to the pack members.
“I love you too Mum and I will not let them get to me a bit” replying to her mother while she’s there sobbing like a two years old baby.
Her mother kissed her forehead and bid her farewell.
She told her to keep her distance from those bully, and to also keep herself busy by reading at the library.
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