The Silent Sorrow (GXG)

25. You cannot kiss me like that

"God, I have missed you baby." I say petting my cat, giving him a big hug. Dandy is watching me uncomfortable and strange as she is lying on my bed.

"You are so cute." I mumble on his fur as kiss him. Then I lay Maze next to Dandy, she itches him on the top of his head. Something he really loves.

"So are you." I smile as I lean down to kiss Dandy's cheek. Then I lay above her, she is smiling underneath me. I rest my cheek on her collarbone and she strokes me in the hair. Her soft touch makes me close my eyes.

Then I smile as I sit up and move my hands under her T-shirt, feeling her strong stomach under my fingers. I move her shirt up and lean down to kiss that mark I gave her months ago when I shoot her in the stomach with the paintball gun. Poor girl, she could barely breathe when I did it.

I move my lips and kiss her strong abs. How can she be in such shape? I mean I know she plays paintball, but that is it, as I know of at least. Maybe she used to work out a lot before. I don't know, but I am not complaining. I love how powerful she is, that she can just lift me up as if I am nothing and how I can see her muscles under her pale skin on her arms and legs.

"Can I?" I ask pulling her shirt and she nods. After taking it off her. She is lying exposed to me.

"So beautiful." I whisper very lightly as I trace her stomach and her shoulders with my hands. Feeling her warmth and the wound on her skin.

"Very, very beautiful." I smile as I kiss her shoulder. Dandy is struggling to keep her eyes open, but she smiles. Yeah, there is no trace of unsureness when it comes to her body, except the scars, but it seemed to have eased. She does not need to be unconfident she is gorgeous.

I lay down next to her dragging the duvet over us before pulling off my pants, shirt, and bra. I smile lightly as I feel Dandy wrap her arms around my stomach from behind, and kiss me on the shoulder. I lean back to kiss her cheek.

"You are so lovely." I mumble on her skin, which earns me a smile on her face. I turn around and push her down in the bed with my body. I feel her naked skin on mine. Her warmth and softness are just to hold onto, but Dandy slips out from under me to lay next to me and wrap her arm around me. I can feel her soft skin. I steal her hand in mine and kiss it, while still holding onto it under my cheek.

"It's good to be home." I yawn and Dandy kiss me on the forehead as an answer. Then I feel four legs walking on the duvet and we see Maze comes, lying in between us. He seems to enjoy himself as he rolls on his back. I watch him annoyed that he is in the way.

"You just have to? Don't' you?" I say as I lean down and kiss him on the top of his little head. Dandy picks him up, moving closer to me and lay Maze on my chest. I feel his claws on my collarbones as he stretches out. Dandy bury her forehead on my shoulder as she laid her arm around me. I wish we could lie like this forever, with Dandy and my interrupting cat.

I wake up with claws on my back.

"Dandy." I mumble in the pillow. I feel her move.

"Take the damn cat off my back." I say annoyed, by him. Not long after Dandy takes him off me, but only to feel her lay over me.

"Dandy!" I shout with my face buried in the pillow.

"You are too heavy!" I say out of breath.

"NO!" I yell as she starts tickling me.

"This is not funny, like at all!" I say angrily as I try to shake her off me. I give in and that makes her move off me again. I turn my head to the side to watch her annoyed, but she just smiles as she leans in to kiss my forehead.

"Damn you." I say as I rush up to straddle her and cup her strong cheeks as I lean down to kiss her forehead as well.

"You are still cute." I smile as I move back to sit over her. Watching my strong beauty underneath me. Then she moves up and put her lips on my collarbone very slowly. I lean my head back as I move my hands into her hair. She keeps on putting her lips all over me.

"Dandy," I say as I reach for air.

"We need to sto... Oh god." I moan as her lips end up on my neck, but then I push her down.

"No!" I point at her annoyed.

"You cannot kiss me like that, because I can barely stop you." I say irritated by my own weakness, but Dandy is just smiling at me.

"I mean it Dandy." I say serious, which makes the smile on her face fade.

"Okay, good." I say after she nods. I lean my forehead on hers.

"Thank you."