Dedication and Prologue
Dedication:
This book is dedicated to the love of my life, my loving wife and partner. The only woman I can truly be myself with and who accepts me for everything I am in every way.
Prologue
After years of fighting his inner passions and desires, Zander finally decided in order to be happy he had to allow himself to indulge in the passions he’d always dreamed of. For as long as he could remember, he’d always fantasized about serving a beautiful woman, taking care of her every need in every way possible. The problem was, every vanilla relationship he’d been in, he had to hide his desires. Every time he’d bring up some small part of his fantasy, as a joke of course, to keep the mood light, he was met with disgust and the women seemed to withdraw. So he’d keep himself locked away from the world but at the same time, no matter the women he met, none of them made him truly happy or feel completely fulfilled. So time and time again each relationship ended the same way and Zander would go down his fantasy rabbit hole until he decided to try to date again.
Realizing he had to break this cycle and finally accept himself for all aspects of who he is, he did what everyone does, he jumped online to find the world he so longed for.
As he dove deeper and deeper he discovered more wonder, fantasy, and desires than he imagined, reading blogs, joining communities, and finally joining dating sites for the like-minded.
For months, he would go online and look but find shallow, hollow interactions. Until one day he found a woman that seemed to make sense to him physically and mentally. Once the conversations kicked off, he knew he had to meet this woman and get to know her. ‘What a woman!She’s amazing, her mind to heart, head to toe and inside-out.’ He was consumed by thoughts of her every minute of the day. They had to meet!