RHYLIE POV
“But dad! The debate is tomorrow, I need to be at school. We are going to WIN! I’m not staying home anymore, we have already missed too many days because of this crap!
Besides the weirdo’s will be right there with me.” I continue to rant at my father and for some reason I can’t help but growl. I feel really agitated, my wolf is on edge, and I don't know how to behave myself feeling like this, how do I keep my wolf behaving, and I know.
“Rhylee Rose! For Goddess's sake you were kidnapped only days ago, we don’t know if there are still rogues around and you want to go to a neighboring school? Do you not understand the DANGER?” Dad’s face was going red, his temper is at an all-time high. I know why he is worried, but he is not thinking about how important this debate is to me.
“DAD! I NEED TO GO! THIS IS REALLY IMPORTANT TO ME THIS IS FOR THE DEBATE TITLE!” I am past angry I know I shouldn’t yell and scream at dad, but I really need to do this.
Dad’s face changing in front of me going through stages of shock, surprise, anger, regret, so many emotions. His wolf watching us curiously too, I can see him when dad’s eyes change and he flashes through.
“Dad? Why are you looking at me like that? And why is Balka here” I ask my father but I found it strange his wolf was being so present, usually he just lurks, like if he comes forward I will run away.
“Rhylee baby girl” dad started, then Balka added “Little Lulu” his human voice is deep and raspy, his red eyes flashing through. “Please sit down and we can talk. Are you feeling okay?” dad continued. Their voices taking a line each as they speak.
I moved back to the seat I didn’t realise I had left. Dad moved closer and sat in the chair next to me.
“Dad what’s wrong?” I asked hesitantly His aura prickling around us. “Hey Rhylee, um, I know you have just connected with your wolf, but you need to be mindful of who the two of you are talking to.” his tone stern and authorative, one brow c****d up at me.
I smile shyly hoping that my weak smile might be enough to get me off the hook, but the moment my eyes meet his I know he doesn’t buy my shy approach. I let out a loud exhale “yes daddy, I apologize for being disrespectful, I think all the changes over the last week I am not focusing as well as possible.” I say to him, being truly honest.
“But dad, I really, really need to go to school, the debate is what we have been working so hard toward all year. Besides River, Ryder and me are like half the team, and if I don't go then they won't go and we would have to forfeit, that's not fair.” I repeated adding some whine to my statement, holding out ever hopefully.
*You know you shouldn’t try and whine submittingly hoping you are looking weak and innocent!* came Rifka’s snark. She wants to go to the debate too. Then her statement was followed by a chuckle, a chuckle that did not sound like her. Maybe it’s because I haven't heard her chuckle much, wait yes, yes, I have, and nope that definitely did not sound like her.
Obviously, my face gives away more than I want, because dad leans forward, this time it’s Balka’s voice I hear, “Little Lulu, Rifka you both need to back down you need to listen! Now go, leave us to discuss the options of you attending and the security!” he finished and the aura he sent forth having me nod and scurry away.
That wolf leaves nothing for the weak.
*What was that about?* Rifka asked. I shrug and walk quietly back to my room. Finding my room empty I flop on my bed, suddenly feeling exhausted. Climbing under the covers I snuggle in and sink into a deep warm slumber.
Considering how early it is when I wake up, knowing I have slept for hours but at least now I can do some final prep before the debate. *What if dad doesn’t let us to go?* Came the voice of Rifka. *Well I know two mates who will help me sneak out* I returned gracing my tone with humour.
*I know dad will throw a fit but it’s the Debate! And all three of us are needed there* I was pouting like a child again. Just what I need, a wolf who is chicken of my dad! I thought to myself letting out a snort at my own thinking.
My alarm going off next to my bed, it took me a few seconds to take the steps from my couch to the bed turning it off. I didn’t even realise the time I have managed to do about three hours of extra prep, now at least I feel like I am somewhat, more prepared.
Now it’s time to face the Big Bad Wolf. Walking into the dining room I look straight at dad, he is definitely ready to deal with me this morning, he is looking directly at me, his wolf is here too. I guess breakfast is going to be interesting, my plan is to play the submissive but also the daddy’s girl role works too I give myself options.
After attempting to speak to dad during breakfast, only to continuously be shut down fast, which only caused me to sit through the entire meal seething. Now we are in dad’s office and he has just finished ranting about safety and how ‘IF’ I am to attend the debate, now he has my attention. “Are you listening to me Rhylee?/Lulu?” Dad and Balka ensuring I am not raging out. Admittedly I am consumed thinking about the debate. Today I want to keep my fight response for the debate.
“Yes, I am listening, so go on, I need to know if we are going to the debate or not!” my well, no that’s not right it's not my voice but it’s not Rifka’s either. Leaving me speechless and looking at dad.
I don’t think he noticed I/we/us, now I am unsure who or what I am, looking up at dad’s face is full of concern, anger, confusion and I really don't know how to explain all the emotions that he seems to be going through.
I can see his quizzical stare, he looks like I feel………., and he looks confused.