Chapter 15.

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I was torn between believing that Remus would come for me and not believing that he would come for me, and I wanted to believe that he would. In addition to what he had told me during the meeting, he also made it clear by refusing me, then not stopping me from accepting, and lastly, he made it clear by not stopping me from accepting. There was no fight, no whispered promise, no resistance, no struggle, just him letting me leave. I shook my head, laughing sadly. I would not be able to imagine things turning out the way they do in fairy tales, because it wasn't possible. Having lived in this world where you do not always get what you want, you can never take anything for granted, not even the tiniest things that you want to have. There was a time when I had, but it was a part of life. Even though I may soon become the queen, there is no such thing as perfection in this world. If I look around my room now, I suddenly feel as if I am suffocating. In order to get to the gardens, I left the room and started walking. Having walked for a while in a closed garden, I knew it would be impossible for anyone to follow me because I needed air. It took me a while to reach the stone bench, and once I reached it, I slowly sat down. The weight of the world seemed to be weighing down my body, and no matter how hard I tried, I could not shake it off no matter how hard I tried. In just over a week and a half, so much had happened to me that I wanted to give up caring how I looked. I wasn't usually such a pitiful person, but I didn't mind how I looked after all had happened to me in just over a week and a half. The tears fell silently down my cheeks as I let them fall. The thought of my mother being here would have made me feel a lot better, but she wasn't here, so I can only imagine what she would have said. It was a struggle, and I snorted, pinching myself as I breathed deeply in order to calm myself. Then suddenly, I felt my hand being grabbed while I was wiping my face, I jerked my gaze up in readiness to scream, but when I saw Remus standing there, expression pained, I nearly threw up from the shock. Without being able to complete the sentence, I whispered, "W-why?" at the top of my lungs. Having placed my hand still in his hands, he was able to wipe away my tears using his free hand, as he knelt down in front of me and got down on his knees. My apologies go out to you for so many things. I made a lot of mistakes, and the worst is that I hurt you by doing so. If you will listen when I explain, I will feel better. The red eyes he saw in my eyes were a sign of sadness in his eyes as he looked at them. In response, I nodded, not wanting to speak at all, because I was also afraid of what might happen. There is a possibility that this could be a dream after all, for all I know. " I do not have any excuses for my rejection of you, I feared for my father, I feared for myself, I feared falling for you, then falling for you leaving me, or you cheating on me. Because of all these fears I rejected you, I have no excuses for my rejection of you, I was frightened. Although I know I have hurt you, and made many mistakes, I can't move forward without you, and I can't see a future without your big innocent blue eyes looking at me. I'm sorry I hurt you, but I need to move forward, and as my father always tells me, I need to stop living in the past and move forward. Luna, I apologize for everything that happened. "I love you and I hope you will let me take this opportunity." I was speechless, I had hoped that he would change his mind. I was in love with you and I wanted to give you that chance. The question I was asking myself was "How do I know that you will not change your mind if he does?" I thought the same thing every time he has a boyfriend. What if? The what-if's kept playing through my head. "What would happen if-" With a slight touch against my lips, Remus stopped me. My eyes opened wide, but I said, "I won't. It's okay for you not to trust me because I've made a mistake so large that I have caused you to distrust me so badly." I opened my mouth, but he shushed me, "it's okay for you not to trust me because of what I've done to you in the past." I understand. Thanks to you, Luna, I was able to see things clearly. My heart swelled with emotion and I burst into tears as Remus wrapped his arms around me, and I hugged him close to me as he wrapped his arms around me. I could feel the warmth seeping through my shirrs and into me. I couldn't help but feel the warmth seeping through my shirrs. It was the best feeling I ever had in his arms. I couldn't even explain how good I felt. The sad smile of Aspen could be seen on her face as she watched from the sidelines. It hurt him that he would never be able to be with the woman he loved even with the fact that an i***t came for her, even so he was still sad that he would never get the chance to be with her. It had always been apparent to him that Luna was there for him in the aftermath of losing her mate to a deadly disease. His best friend and himself, as well as themselves, were about to begin a new chapter of their lives. A chapter affecting not only them but also their entire lives. It did not seem likely that he was going to be able to stay here for any longer than he absolutely had to, despite the fact that he wished them both all the best. It did not bother Aspen that Luna did not need him anymore and there was no real reason for him to keep him around after all. A smile appeared on Aspen's face as she turned toward the balcony, and in the distance, the King was looking down at her. Aspen nodded her head as he spoke, which triggered him to turn and leave the garden. There would be a ceremony after which he would depart. As I burst into tears, I couldn't control my emotions, I just couldn't hold back the tears that were swelled up inside me. Remus swiftly wrapped his arms around me and he cradled me against his chest. When I was in his arms, I was able to feel a sense of satisfaction, of completeness that I couldn't even fully describe. I could feel the warmth of his body seeping through my thin shirrs and into my body. This was one of the best things I have ever watched. The sad smile on Aspen's face was a result of watching from the sidelines. Despite the happiness he felt when the i***t came for Luna, he was still sad that he would never get to share this love with the woman he loved as he had been with Luna for such a long time. As soon as his mate had been killed, Luna never ceased to be there for him. It wasn't just Forpen who was feeling excited about the upcoming new chapter in his life, but also for his best friend as well. His wishes are with both of them, but he cannot see himself staying here for an extended period of time. Hence he wishes them the best of luck. The thing is, Aspen didn't care too much about Luna's use of him anymore, since after all he had no real use for him anymore. While Aspen sat on the balcony and observed the king's smiling face, he noticed that the king's smile was so broad that it could be seen from a distance. When Aspen saw him, he turned his head in a nod of approval. Aspen turned and left the garden after a brief discussion. In the aftermath of the ceremony, he would depart from the country.
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