Chapter 16.

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There have been two weeks since Remus appeared in my life, and in the past two weeks, I have felt as if I am in heaven. Although I was nervous about the upcoming ceremony, which was coming up soon, I could not be happier to have Remus here with me on the day of the ceremony. As he told me what his mother would do, I was horrified to hear what his mother would do, and I was furious at the thought that she could force her child to go through such a ordeal. As I listened to Remus' voice and gaze, I could feel his regret. I know I have said it a million times, but I can't express enough how sorry I am. I apologize for everything I have done to you Luna. After reaching out and grasping his hand, I was overcome with emotion. In fact, I really don't care about what the past has done to you. All that matters is your presence here with me right now, and I don't care about the past." I said honestly to him. His head shook at me and he drew me closer to him. I blushed as he pressed his hands against my chest, letting me feel every hard muscle. The man asked no one in particular how he had been so lucky." He couldn't help but wonder. A chuckle emanated from me as I kissed his chin and pulled away quickly, hearing a throat clearing behind us as I giggled. My attention was drawn to Aspen in the corner of the room who avoided eye contact with me. Having seen Remus arrive, Aspen has become distant and I am not sure why that is, and I wondered why she is acting this way. I had tried asking him but he kept lying to me and saying it was nothing and then he would suddenly be busy, so I stopped asking him. It wasn't long before I rose from the couch and started going around it. "Aspen?" I asked. In the process of reaching him, I came to a halt before him in order to speak with him. I had no control over how my voice sounded when I asked, "Why are you avoiding me?". It was as if I could not keep my voice from sounding hurt. When Sage finally turned to Remus, he hugged him tightly after taking a moment to look at me for a moment. My back was warmed by the warmth of Remus's chest after I heard him stand and felt it seeping into my body. Whenever Remus looked over my shoulder, he said, "I think she has a right to know that Aspen has a right to know.". In his words, he was asking, "what right does she have to know?". The look on Aspen's face seemed to be filled with confusion. In the beginning, I was concerned about him because he seemed nervous. I grabbed Sages arm and pulled him towards me, telling him I wanted to look at him. Sage asked, "What is it?" His eyes widened, "what? Why?" I grabbed his arm, wanting him to look at me. He did, and I was left in tears by his sight, because it brought such an overwhelming sense of sadness to his eyes that I was left speechless. In order to leave, my friend felt he needed to leave because he was so sad. Why did he feel this way? I thought that I had misheard him because he had spoken so quietly that I thought I was misinterpreting what he was saying. There is no such thing as surprise, Aspen sighed as he said, "I have been in love with you for years. I never said anything because I believed that you really deserved this person." I never, ever expected this response from her. I didn't know. My hand moved off of his arm, and I stared at him with a blank expression, wondering why I didn't tell him. It is true that he did admit how much he recognized you were looking forward to having a partner, so I did not want to be selfish in this regard, but I wanted to be sure not to be selfish in this regard as well. All this time. In the past several weeks, I have had many conversations with him about a variety of topics. My mate has been my dream for a long time, and my mate has been everything I dreamed of, and how much I already love him, despite the fact that I have never met him, and he has always loved me as well. "I am so sorry." I whispered, my eyes clouded with tears. As I whispered, I felt a sense of guilt growing within me. Suddenly Aspen looked breathless and he shook his head, "want anything to do with Luna? Nothing like that at all." I shook my head and shook my head in shock, "we spoke about having a mate with you all the time, and you loved me. I can't imagine what you felt." I sighed, "I can't believe what you felt. Please accept my sincere apologies for not being able to return your love, Aspen. Aspen had cut me off when I was saying "Luna" as he spotted me right at the end of the sentence. There is no reason for me to blame you. Despite knowing it would never go anywhere and even though I knew there was no way for me to grow to love you, I do not regret falling in love with you. If there is something that you are blaming yourself for, I don't want you to do that. Okay? The day has come, I knew it was going to happen one day. I'm fine. There is no problem with me leaving and coming back whenever I choose. I have your father's permission to do so. I heard Aspen speak to Mr. Remus and tried my best to figure out what he was asking. However, I was unable to make it out. I was suddenly pulled into an embrace and when I look up I see that it was Aspen. The first thing I did was to hug him. "You will always be my best friend! I choked out at Aspen's laughter. His chest vibrated with his laughter as he whispered in my ear, "And you'll always be my best friend. Making me feel happy is what you deserve." I nodded and held on to my best friend. Remus grabbed me as soon as Aspen left Remus and I alone, and as soon as he reached my waist, he slammed me against his chest and shook me. Putting his face into my hair, he sniffed and then shoved his face into my hair again. Despite my blush threatening to appear, I giggled loudly and held onto him tightly regardless of the fact that I was giggling. It is a pleasure that you were able to allow me to do that. I hope you know how much it means to me.” I whispered softly. He shook his head just a little bit before kissing my neck on the cheek, and I looked down at him in shock as his lips scorched my skin as he kissed it. There was a soft growl from the back of his head as he said, "I know you know my dear, but please don't hug other men regularly. You are mine." As he snaked out the tip of his tongue, I begged him to mark me, and to help me get one step closer to being truly yours. "I am, and I will always be. It was a feeling that I was never going to forget as I tightened my grip on this shirt. I nodded frantically when he asked, "Are you sure?" I replied, and I nodded in agreement. As he stepped away from my neck and his lips began to touch mine in a desperate but passionate kiss, I began to whimper in pain at the loss of contact, which quickly turned into a moan as he pulled away from me. As my lover and I was kissing each other, I stopped to catch my breath and he trailed his lips down my jaw, down my neck and finally brushed against the skin teasingly as he made his way to where my neck and shoulder connected. The whimper returned again and I arched my neck to enquire whether you were certain. There was a frantically nodding on my part as he asked. In a moment of desperate, passionate kiss, he moved away from my neck and as his lips met mine in an embrace of passionate commitment and desperation, I whimpered at the loss of contact, leading to a wailing moan. The kissing continued until I pulled away to take a breath, then he slipped his lips down my jaw as he rubbed them gently along the inside of my jaw and around my neck before teasingly grazing the skin where the neck meets my shoulder. My throat whimpered again as I arched my neck so that he would be able to gain access to me more easily. It was a moment of pain when I felt the canines of his teeth penetrate my skin, and then it turned into a moment of pleasure. Suddenly, I gasped when he pulled out his canines and stroked the sensitive spot with his lips. As he continued to growl, he drew back then grabbed my hair in an effort to grab my attention. Ash His Wolf gave me a sense that he was partially in control when he looked at me and I could feel it. As always I love you very much, my beautiful soul mate. I can't ever imagine my life without you.
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