Chapter 7.

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As a result of four years of searching for my mate, I have finally found him after four years of waiting. I have been looking for her for four years! I couldn't help but feel happy that I had finally found her after spending a lot of time searching for her. She was everything I was looking for in a woman; her long blonde hair was almost honey-like, her large blue eyes were like a glistening ocean of blue, and her body shape had such an effect that men would have difficulty speaking to her. But, I wasn't. In case you remember, it had gotten out of hand for her, as she was clinging to the female beside her like it was her lifeline. In fact, I was so irritated by this behavior, in fact, that Alek, my dog, and I decided to leave before we killed the pretty boy right there and then, because I had to leave before she killed him right away because it pissed us off so much. There's something wrong with you, Remus, whatt's twisted your ball? " I turned to my best friend who would be my Beta, Dante. I muttered to myself, "I have found the one." The words echoed in my head. Then, in an instant, Dante sat down next to me and slapped my shoulder firm. There was something unsettling about seeing Luna with another man. I watched him frown in surprise as he said "Congratulations, Luna! That's awesome!" I shook my head wryly as I said, "I was shocked to have discovered Luna with another guy." Dante acknowledged, he knew I had saved myself for my beloved. There was no doubt in his mind that I would be adversely affected by this. It was not until a couple of females walked into the room that Dante was about to speak when he paused, "Maybe he is a friend?" I shrugged, "he wasn't looking at her like a friend.". It was then that a couple of females walked in, and we listened to their talking, "Oh my gosh! Have you seen him? He's so freaking hot!" One girl gushed, fanning herself dramatically. In my head, I roared with Ash's voice, as I tensed. The line is stunning too! They make such a great couple, even though they are such the opposite of each other. Mine!! When I felt Vaughn's hand on my shoulder, he said, "Remus, calm down man." I shook my head, shrugging off Vaughn's hand and getting up. In order to find out what was going on, I had to confront her and confront her about it. Leaving the house, I rounded the corner and walked out of the door. The fact that I bumped into her was not something I expected, but I did. Despite the fact that her voice washed over me like molten lava in the middle of the night, I didn't care about her apology. I said to myself, "Follow me," and I turned and started walking towards the forest for privacy before I waited for her to reply. I turned to her when we had progressed far enough back into the forest and stated a simple fact to her. Even though I knew that I was supposed to be grateful to you for what you did for me, my disappointment at the outcome was evident. There was a phrase that kept repeating in my mind for four years. In spite of the fact that Ash was just as confused as I was, just as upset as I was, I could hear him trying to calm me down. It was her angelic voice that said calmly, "What is wrong with you?" However, I was able to sense some confusion in her voice, making me even angrier. "Well, yes, if my mate has another male and is teasing the rest of the men here, then it is a problem." I scoffed. Watching as she stared at me in confusion, her eyes still clouded with confusion. "What?" I asked. "Not the man standing beside you when my father introduced us to you, but the man who held your hand when he introduced you to him." I said, trying my best to conceal my anger. Her sudden laughter bounced around my ears, almost melting me, but I held on. It is my friend Aspen that you are talking about. He has been my friend since we were children." She said almost with a sense of relief. There was a moment of laughter in my heart, and I wondered if she really thought that I was stupid. The way he looks at you, there's no way you're simply friends. I know he's not stupid, but the way he looks at you, there's no way it's just friends." Luna's eyes sparked with anger, and they glowed with honesty against the already bright blue of their skin. At the slight darkening of their eyes, I couldn't help but feel myself becoming turned on as soon as I knew what had happened. A low growl was coming from Ash when I was listening to him, more like a purring sound. I felt all the blood rush to my face, as my anger increased as I thought, "He is a friend. He does not look at me in a particular way. And I don't know what you mean when you accuse me of teasing. What does that even mean?" He was a friend. He doesn't act in any certain way. In spite of my anger, she seemed unafraid of me even though I knew she could see it. 'You and pretty boy must not have been taken for a fool. I do not know the reason you and pretty boy joined this pack, but I have a few guesses. You would have preferred to have had someone not be your mate, I know there are some she-wolves like you. Seeing the obvious pain in her beautiful eyes, it was obvious that she was a slut, a w***e, there are many other names for women who are like you. In my opinion, I was harsh with her and I could see the pain that was evident in her eyes as I spoke. It hurt me to say it, but I did not feel bad about it because I did not feel bad about it. Stop Remus! The situation must be calmed down by you- we have to keep our cool! In order to think rationally, you need to have an objective viewpoint. Ash said, as he attempted to distract me from the thoughts, and the decision I've made, which seemed against all logic to me. My mate opened his mouth and told me, I'm sorry, but I never expect my mate to be the same way as those types of women." I finished with disgust, "I've seen women use men like this before, and I won't be one of them. I won't be a fool that thinks my mate will not cheat on me. I was even more convinced that I had made the right decision when she did not even attempt to defend herself. There was nothing stopping me from getting this over with, so I would like to just get it over with. I am Remus, the new Alpha of Black Moon. In her whimper, she begged me, "please do not." But I turned it off - I could not allow the mate bond to stop me. Because my mother was the same way as mine, I did not wish to be used. I thought with disgust that my father was like my son. I finished the sentence and looked at her as she struggled to bear the pain of being rejected by the pack, Luna as my mate, and Luna. Although I had no intention of feeling sorry, I was forced to feel so. In the last moments before I faded into thin air, I felt a small sense of regret. She was not someone I wanted to spend time with. There was no way I was going to let her try to drag me into being with her by trying to entice me. There is no way I am going to let her become anything more than a slut if she is not up to the challenge, and as Luna of the pack, I won't let her be anything but a slut if she isn't capable of it. The moment Dante reached me, he looked at me with a questioning stare. Then, with a sigh of relief, I shrugged and tried to act normal, but in all honesty, Ash had been silent after she had been rejected. As I was going along, I couldn't help but feel that something wasn't right. There was no way I was going to mate with a slut. I simply would not be willing to do that." Dante sighed. There aren't everyone like her you know. Did you ask her about the Aspen guy?" I nodded, "of course I did. But she told me he was just a friend." However, it was not the first time I had ever encountered my mother with another male and she would assured me he was also a friend." I shook my head in disgust when I realized that was not the first time that I was ever exposed to that kind of behavior. I was just thankful that my father had kicked her out of the pack, and that Clarissa had come into his life. She should have been his mate to begin with, and I wished that she was my biological mother but in every other way she was my mother. And I loved her like she was. Dante shook his head, "I think you should have given it more time before you did something like that." I could see the disapproval in Dante's eyes and felt my anger spike. After witnessing what I went through with that woman, he asked me to engage in s****l relations with someone who would be similar to her? As Dante held his hands up, he appeared to know something was up. "Remus, I'm just saying. I'm just saying. Keep it in mind. You just met her and are emotional and haven't thought clearly. You are basing everything on her." He corrected, wisely. There was no other way for me to express myself. As Dante turned over to me, his eye contained the disapproval I saw in his eyes, and I could feel my anger spike as he shook his head. I thought that it would have been better if you had given it more time before you did something like that. His understanding of what I had to deal with from the woman that had been meant for me meant he wanted me to mate with someone who looks like her? Dante saw it because he put his hands up, and he said, "I'm just saying, Remus. Consider that you just met her today, your emotions are running high and you are not thinking clearly. You're basing everything off her." He corrected, wisely. As he spoke, I listened to his words and looked away from the forest. Should I have waited until I got to the forest, or should I change my plans? As time went on, however, the bond between the two would become stronger and stronger. I was uncertain if I was strong enough to break my bond with this woman the same way my father had broken his bond with her but I did not know if I could have done the same because I had no idea how my father had broken his bond with this woman. There is no way I would have admitted it, but I was terrified that I would end up in the middle of this big event with someone like 'her'. Upon entering the pack house, I whispered, "It's too late now." as I stepped inside. In the years that followed, I have been reminiscing about the complete conversation that Dante had with me for quite some time afterward. Do I believe that everything I did was based on what my presumed mother did? Yes. There was no doubt in my mind that I was, but it was so difficult not to be. As I grew increasingly irritated, I let out a growl.
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