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Chapter 5 - ACS

Chapter 5

In the first half of 2015, I didn’t know what to do with my career; Totally I give 9 attempts of CS Executive Programme still not able to clear that exam. In UPSC – Civil Service Exam I am not able to clear that exam. Lots of gaps were there in her career and I was not satisfied with the jobs and I does only for the sake of Salary.

In the second half of 2015. I met a sattvic boss. He offered me a job. He carries positive aura. It makes everyone head turn towards him. I got a group of new friends in this office. First time I was so social to a group of people. I got a birthday cake cutting outside the family circle. But later I found that this process is leading her nowhere. I felt the need to find my passion. One fine day I finally found my passion in writing through writing in my blog. I Lived Enough!!!

After going through Janeka blog. One of her colleagues told her to keep continue to write and we don’t where our talent is hidden – one motivation word.

She started to continue to write in her blog. Janeka thought to keep her blog personal she didn’t like to share to everyone. Hence the blog reachability was so low.

Beyond Skin deep

When I look at the mirror, after seeing for 5 minutes. I can feel something beyond my imagination and fantasies. It is true that what I have seen its my Soul.

I can see my soul face to face, But I am little scared to see my own Soul. My soul made me to question myself.

Who I am ? My name and face is not me!!!

Where I go after death? No one knows the proper answer for that!!!

Actually i was scared, but it is inspiring. Our own soul can teach us many things. It is like why I am afraid to face myself!!! Weird right !!!

I am not just taken birth to Eat,Sleep and die. Our birth are precious . We have taken birth to inspire each other. There is something we can learn from each other. Its the simple thing which most of us knows. But still we forget and carry on with our daily routine.

It is important to realize ourselves and to be an inspiration. My mirror to soul inspired me to write this message in this blog.

Inspire yourself and Inspire others

Changing Roles of Life

From a just born baby to Grannie

Do you think death happens only once?

No, not all. We die daily. How come we die daily?

Is that true?

Yes, it is certainly true!

Each cycle of life ends up in death. Each second, each minute, each hour, each day, each week, each month and each year we die and reborn before the physical existence die.

To summarize in a short, death of childhood, death of youngness. These happen as the year passes.

So certainly each second some changes happen in us, which is the death of the previous second and past life.

So next time when you think about death! Just remember, the physical existence of death happens only once, but we die daily.

Let’s now talk about our loved one death!

How do we live with their memories?

How we live without them?

How we will able to survive without their presence?

When our loved passes away, our hearts will be broken, depressed, and will be in mental trauma. Eyes float with water. Daily we think, miss them and cry about it. Still, we could not believe that they are no more and we have to live our rest of life without them.

The saddest part for me to face in the death of a loved one is when they are taking away their dead body out from home and marching towards cremation. I have strength when their dead body is inside the home because I fake my mind and believe that they are still sleeping and will wake up in some time that’s what I did my Grannie death but my belief got broken when they carried my grannie dead body for cremation. My Mom still cries when she talks about her Father even after 20 years passed after his death.

Our days pass without their physical presence but we still live with their memories.

Happy 26

Turning 26 Soon.

What is the big deal about it, why should I write that in the blog now?

Why?

Even I am not sure about it!!!

Age is just a number which is going to be keep on changing.

Being a 26 year old single women. I am judged for my single life. Why I didn’t get married still? What is the Problem?

Get married soon or else you will be old Mom to your kid?

Get married soon or else you will have difficulty in pregnancy

Get married soon or else you will get wrinkles and can’t be sold out in the marriage market

These are the regular taunting we will get from the relatives, friends, colleagues and neighbors.

These are the real facts. These are may be their genuine concerns as well that certain things should happen at certain age. But this should not makes us feel low.

Single woman, will live for herself to fullest, I am married to me at present. Finding something good about me daily.

I talk to myself

I am a Single Women

The Power of Wisdom

I am single either by force or by choice. Respect me for whom I am a Women, a human being.

Who is taking care of me?

Alarms says wake up

Daily my morning my mug gives me coffee

My toaster gives me sandwich

My bed gives space to sleep well

My profession gives me Confidence

Happy 26.

Live the presence to the fullest. Enjoy the journey of life.