Scarlett's P.O.V It's been five days since her operation. Fortunately, they operated on her quickly before her condition worsened. They told me how she drove herself crazy until she felt numb. They said that it was because of what adrenaline that she could carry me to where everyone was. They were all surprised while I hated the word surprised. It sounded like it was amusing to them. To me, it wasn't. It was her life and she was ready to throw that away for me. For my life that I didn't even ask for. I couldn't blame anyone but myself. Five days and she hasn't woken up nor did I go to visit her. I was too guilty. She was suffering so much because of me, because of someone like me. I couldn't bear to see her face, her face that got beaten up because of me. In those five nights, I've suc

