Miller's funeral was already done. I figured even no one dared to blame me for the death issue he had. It might be because Miller's family got a lot of support from my father, who had brought their company to the grown-up after the collapse, and it was an excuse that Millen couldn't let himself escape away from me as well.
Every single memory we had got along recalled to my brain if it even sliced a piece of useless activity. It took me down when I realized the heart of mine could no longer deserve life.
Indeed, my heart was dead already. I had no tears left to put out either or any kind of expectation. I put aside his feelings during the time together and preferred to fulfill what I would like to.
If I could get back to time, perhaps I would have forced Miller to talk about his feelings instead of forcing it on me.
After less than a month had passed since Miller had no longer been in the world, Mr. Wang ordered his right hand to go through me.
I bet he would like me to fulfill the promise we made before after all. Honestly, people on my side supported me to move on to Miller in the hope of getting me back to normal condition.
It turned out I remained close to my lips, so they considered me having no excitement anymore. Even though I had s****l intercourse with Mr Wang, I didn't have any intention of opening those lips.
It made me sick a lot when his d**k got into my belly.
I wished he had never thought of me as a liar who would break a promise.
I respected Mr Wang for not getting married to his fiance before we finished the deal. For some reason, I might feel sorry for his fiance in order to take either of the man who loved her so much, Miller or Mr Wang, who was sitting on the edge of bed.
"Let's get married!" I bet it was a kind of wind blowing from the open window since Mr Wang seemed to light a cigarette. He was no longer next to me, who was still lying down with a blanket covering my naked body. "And if you even refuse this proposal, I will remain to force you to accept it no matter how."
I turned my gaze to Mr Wang with a confused look. It was unbelievable after all.
"You have your own marriage."
"No, I have canceled this irrational marriage to the woman who is having an affair with someone else's husband. Honestly, I have never fallen for her. Perhaps that was the reason she got your husband to be at her side. I don't care about anything she does up to the time you go through to find me, since I felt it was something interesting to play. I never thought Miller was going to end his life just like that."
"So did you propose it because of pity for me?"
I began to get up though I was still sitting on the bed. "Or was it because you felt sorry for playing with the pain of someone else's feelings?"
"In fact, both of them are the truth. However, I have more reasons to marry you."
I saw Mr Wang, who was still naked with his nice-looking body, setting foot towards me, and he stopped by while looking at me with his melting gaze.
"W– What else? I'm already done with my promise, am I right?"
"You are. You did it well, Ms Zoe. I have your virginity for more reasons and I constantly think of you though I never felt it before. I am into you and let's go on a date after all."
Those were the words I would like to hear from Miller. It turned out I never saw another world beside Miller, only so unsparingly I was stuck on him and couldn't ever take my steps away.
"Thank you. But now I have regretted it before."
"You are not the person killing him."
"No," I felt sick a lot when Mr Wang's eyes began to widen.
"Ms Zoe!" He looked at me full of concern or I bet he was worrying me a lot because of blood flowing out of my nose.
Soon he caught my body in his hug when I was almost gonna collapse.
"What do you think you are doing?" He was in a panic and tried to bring my body up to arms while walking in a hurry to get out of the room.
"I regret taking poison before hearing your proposal, Cesar Wang." I tried to tell him what I had just done after we finished having s*x with the strength left. "If I know you fe for me, I will never do it for this feeling of sorry."
"Stop talking too much!"
"If I could stand for life, let's go on a date, Mr Wang! Take this promise of mine because I am a woman of my word."
"Chairman!"
"Chairman!"
"The doctor is on the way!"
"Please put on this, Chairman!"
"It can't wait anymore, I wanna go to where he is now!"
I could no longer hear a commotion. It might be that my time was at the end of this world. Mr Wang, I felt sorry to be unable to breathe air anymore and you were not likely get my promise again.
I wished I could wake up and try to move on from Miller and find ways to see you.
"Ughhh… Huh!"
I slowly felt my pain already gone and my body shook off like someone was trying to wake me up.
"Zoe!" I heard a man calling me, though I figured it was unlikely to save me from death because I was sure poison had filled my blood.
"Zoe!"
"Ha!" I got up and sat in bed. Although it was still difficult for me to breathe, I could no longer feel sick anywhere.
"Do you have nightmares?"
I turned my gaze to the man questioning me and my eyes began to widen. I felt everything had been done just like a piece of a dream.
"Miller!!"
"What?"
"I think…"
"Please Zoe, Please.. don't get me in trouble, many times!"
"Aaaahhhh!" I screamed like a crying baby and hugged Miller sitting beside me. I poured all the longings and sorrows to the man in possible confusion about what I had done.
"Aish, what on earth is happening to the weird of you?"
"Miller... Miller… Don't ever dare to leave me alone!"
"Huh!"