Him

Chapter 13

I've not seen Josh in the last few days. Him, Antony and few others were out hunting the rogues. They been coming into our territory for some reason. Josh wants them all dead. He had tortured the one in the cell to find out where they had been hiding. What they were wanting. He didn't tell me much about it as he didn't want me to stress out or worry.

I've been so lost without him here. Feels worse this time round as before he hated me and i could just hate him back or run away like i did. But not now, I need him just as much as he needs me. The pain is more intense, doing everything i can to ignore the pain. I changed the sheets on Josh's bed. I've baked scones, cupcakes, bread. I made so much i fed the entire pack. One of the one warriors took some out to Josh and the guys to make sure they have some food.

Lucy tried her best to keep me busy as well. We trained outside i taught her what i knew. We spent hours a day fighting and doing are maneuvers.

It was around 5pm and we both just lay there on the floor patting and heaving.

"You getting better"I smack Lucy on the butt with my right hand.

"Thanks" She heaved out.

I started sitting up bringing my knees into my chest and hugging them. Grabbing my water bottle and chugging the cool liquid down.

"Come on, dinner should be nearly ready" Lucy says getting to her feet.

Getting to my own feet i followed her inside to grab some food before all the guys left us none.

Sandra our cooked make tacos. I grabbed one plus some salad and a bottle of water. I managed to shift about 7 lbs since i return. Not sure how i'm managing it now, maybe i'm not as stress. I'm definitely more relaxed.

Me and Lucy would eat outside on the side wall. It was about 3 feet high. I really couldn't wait until they built mines and Josh's own house at least then there would be enough space for us to sit at the table. Even though people kept asking if we wanted a seat we'd prefer to go outside.

In the distance we could hear noises getting closer. I stood up to get a better look. Josh and Ant both walked out the forest in a pair of shorts. They were both covered in blood. Few other guys were following behind.

Josh engulfed me in a hug with his face in my neck.

"Oh how much i've missed you" Pulling me back kissing me.

"Get a room you pair" Ant teased nicking my bottle of water.

Me and Josh turned to give her a glare. Then i looked down to see i now had blood on me too "jee thanks"I muttered.

"No problo, i can help you clean that up" He picked me and run inside with me. Running past everyone else up the stairs and into our room. He turned on the shower then started taking my clothes off then his own. Then led me to the shower. He scrubbed my back with one of the scrunch things then span me around to face him. Yeah i probably wouldn't have gone into the shower with him but right now i had missed him so much I didn't care. All i cared about was he was home and with me again.

Josh was looking at my lips as i was biting my lower lip. He came in close lips brushing mines. My hands roamed over his back as he flick his tongue over my lips asking for entry. I glady allowed, the kiss quickly deepen and we forgot about getting cleaned up. He lifted me legs around his waist. Used one hand to turn of the shower and then opened the shower door. Carrying me back into the bedroom.

Josh pulled back slightly and i groaned " Why did you stop?" I asked looking into his eyes.

"Are you sure you wanna go further"

I didn't answer i leaned back in and started kissing him harder. He took that as my answer, He moved us over to the bed laying me down gently hovered above me whiling our lips were still attached. He pulled back a little so we could catch our breaths. He looked me deep in the eye's breathing heavily. It was like are you definitely sure you want to do this. I nodded my head and he looked down to positioned himself at my entrance. Then back at me, slowly he pushed through making me moan out a bit. He returned his lips to mines getting a rhythm going.

We were both hungry for each other. Amber was enjoying every second of this unfamiliar pleasure. Josh quicken his pace, i could feel myself about to let go. Before i reach my climax Josh brought her head down and i could see his sharp teeth I knew then he was going to mark me. I wasn't going to stop him. I wanted this too. I did and Amber wanted it more. I felt him graze the skin near my collar bone. Then as we both come together he breaks the skin through making me fully his and him mines. Never would i have thought we'd do it this early on but the moment felt right. It was meant to be i'd probably kick myself later for going through with it this early. But i missed him so much and i'd probably do it again if i hadn't now.

Josh licked the blood around his mark cleaning it up for me. He place a gently kiss on it making me tingle with pleasure. I rolled to the side bringing me close to him and we both trying to catch our breath.

"I'm sorry i was going to wait longer to do that, Blake took over towards the end"

I turn slightly to look up at him. "It's ok" Stilling panting out. "I wanted it too"

Josh looked surprised i mean over a week ago i'd never have thought about do it with him not for a long time anyways. But with all these build up emotions over the last few days i needed him and i needed him now. He kissed me again then laid back down for a bit.

After about a hour Josh told me they killed all the rogues in the camp they tracked down and shouldn't have no problems for a while. There is always rogues killing again always another threat. He always told me he spoke to Abby and put her in her place. i shouldn't have no more issues with her.

Our house was built and was ready to get decorated. He'd take me to view in through the week. I was pretty excited to see what it looked like. It was still to early for bed so we headed down stairs. I grabbed a glasses of water as i work up a sweat before.

"What's take smell?" Antony teased catching me and Josh flirting away. Josh was tracing his mark when Ant's eyes flickered to it.

"What the f**k, you guys?" He came over and patted Josh on the back and gave me a hug.

"Yup it just sort of happened"I grinned "No biggy" I sip my water teasley to Josh giving his my flirtatious eyes.

"I'm happy for you both" Josh had the biggest smile on his face i'd ever seen. He was mega happy. I was mega happy too.

"Aahhhh your fully mated now" Lucy squealed running towards me. It was like a huge thing for the pack. No one would have expected it.

Josh noticed i was getting a bit uncomfortable with all the excited, I losted my v card and everyone was making a huge deal. I was something personally between me and Josh.

Josh started moving us to the door out the kitchen.

"Paige you need to spill all" Lucy called out. Josh leaned back poking his head around the door "You don't need to know nothing" He growled.

Lucy knows i'll fill her in eventually but Josh was right it was our moment no one else's.