Lucian

ChapterEleven

Anong oras naba? Hindi ko nga alam kung nakatulog baa ko o paikot ikot lang ang ginawa ko sa higaan, hindi ako mapakali at hindi ako palagay.

I was still holding my blanket and staring at the white ceiling above my bed, babangon ba ako? O antayin nalang na maging tanghali na sa labas para maiwasan na makaharap si Lucian.

But as he said I’m just a worker working under him, so wala din akong choice kung hindi ang bumangon at maghanda na sa panibagong araw ng pakikipag taguan kay Lucian.

When I went down to the living room, he was there — standing by the table, gripping a mug of coffee.

I paused, should I ask? Nagdalawang isip pa si Ella kung kakausapin ba nya si Lucian o baba nalang at dederecho sa kusina

Marami syang gusting itanong dito, ang problema ay may Karapatan ba siyang mag tanong? Hindi naman ganito makitungo si Lucian sa kanya ng una syang dumating dito, strikto ito, oo natural iyon dahil nagpapatakbo ito ng rancho pero madalas itong nakikipag kwentuhan, sumasabay sa pagkain, nakikipag tawanan, sumasabay pa nga ito sa mga biro nya.

Napahawak sa dibdib nya si Ella. Pinakiramdaman ang sarili kung bakit sa tuwing nag tatagpo ang mga mata nila ay bumibilis ang t***k ng puso nya, kung bakit para syang kinukurot ng elepante kapag sinisinghalan sya nito kahit sa napaka liit na bagay na hindi naman dapat ikagalit ay ikinakagalit nito.

Inlove?

Yun na ba yon?

Pero ilang araw palang ba nya nakaksalamuha ito 30 days? Agad nyang ipinilig ang isiping yon dahil alam nya sa sarili nyang hindi pwede at wala ding mangyayari kung sakali man na nahulog na nga ang loob nya sa binata, sino ba naman kasi ang hindi bibigay dito

Ngiti palang malalaglag na ang panty mo, lalo napag nangungusap ang mata nito kapag kaharap siya.

Nagunta sya rito para magsimula muli at kalimutan ang mga nangyari sa kanya nito lang nakalipas na buwan, ang kaso mukang tanga talaga sya pag dating sa mga ganitong bagay, madali siyang mahulog sa patibong ng pag-ibig, ang Malala pa ay sa taong hindi nararapat at hindi nya maabot.

“Ella? Anong ginagawa mo jan sa hagdanan?” napapitlag sya sa kanyang kinatatayuan ng marinig ang maskuladong boses na iyon na laging nag papataas ng mga balahibo nyam ula sa batok at baba sa buong katawan nya, agad nyang winaksi sa kanyang isip ang mga bagay na hindi dapat nag papagulo sa isip at sa mga desisyon nya.

Hindi tumingin si Ella sa direksyon ni Lucian pero yumuko sya ng bahagya rito bilang pagbati

“good morning po Sir” kulang nalang ay madapa siya sa paghahadaling makababa sa hagdanan at makapunta sa kusina upang maka iwas sa nakakapasong titig nito sa kanya.

Kanina pa bai to nakatingin sa kanya?

Nagugulumihanan man ay hindi na siya lumingon dito hanggang sa makarating sya sa kusina.

Kumuha sya ng dalawang baso isang baso para sa tubig at mug para sa kape na titimplahin nya. Habang naglalagay ng kape at asukal ay narinig nya sa labas ang kwentuhan ng mga manggagawa kaya agad niya itong sinilip, doon ay natanaw niya si Manang Dalia na naghahatid ng kape at tinapay.

Napangiti sya sa sarili habang pinagmamasdan ang mga ito, kasama ang preskong ihip ng hangin ang init ng araw na hindi pa masyadong masakit sa balat, payapang pamumuhay, napaisip tuloy sya kung magtatagal ba sya dito sa rancho at magiging tahimik ang buhay yung walang problema walang iniisip na ibang bagay kung hindi ang makaraos lang sa pang-araw araw.

“you’re smiling is there something funny out there?”

“ay palaka!” muntik ng malglag ni Ella ang kutsarang hawak nya dahil bigla nalang nagsalita mula sa likod niya si Lucian.

Nakahawak sa magkabilang gilid ng counter si Lucian, “I’m to handsome to be a frog you know” dagdag pa nito na nagpataas ng buhok ni Ella sa batok, ramdam na ramdam nya kung gaano ito kalapit dahil sa bawat pag hinga nito ay dumadampi iyon sa likod ng batok nya.

“so care to tell me the reason why you are looking outside and smiling?” may bahid ng inis sa boses nito pero hindi na yon napansin ni Ella.

Napahawak ng mahigpit si Ella sa baso ng tubig na dapat ay iinumin na nya pagkatapos magtimpla, nakakailang lunok na ba sya ng laway, kada magsasalita ito ay may kakaiba syang nararamdaman mula sa kaibuturan nya hindi nya maintindihan kung ano iyon, pero naramdaman na nya to matagal na, hindi nya maipalawanag ang sensasyon na bumabalot sa tuwing dadampi ang hininga nito sa batok niya.

“p-po?” nagkanda utal na sya sa pagsasalita “wala naman po, sila Marco lang po ang tinitignan ko at si Manag Dalia”

Naglakas loob si Ella na gumawa ng paraan para makaalis sa posisyong kinalalagyan niya, hindi na sya komportable at iba na sa pakiramdam.

Binitawan nya ang baso at sinubukang lumusot pa ibaba pero nabigo sya dahil hinawakan siya ni Luciansa braso at hinila paharap.

Nanlaki ang mata nya sa ginawa nito.

“so saan mo balak pumunta?” ngumisi ito kay Ella yung isang gilid lang ng labi ang nakataas, napatigil sa paghinga si Ella dahil sa pagkabigla.

At dahil narin sa magandang lalaking nasa harap nya at sobrang lapit, amoy na amoy nya ang after shave na ginamit nito, pati narin ang shampoo na madalas nitong gamit mula sa basing buhok.

“Ella breath ano bang ginagawa mo” natatawa itong hinawakan ang ibabang labi nya at bahagyang ibinuka

“uhh hhuu” napahabol yata sya sa paghinga, teka anong nangyayari! What is happening right now!!

“you know what f**k this your to irresistible” hindi paman nakakarokober si Ella sa mga pangyayari ay mas lalo at syang hindi na nakapag isip kung ano ba ang gagawin, at kung ano ang nangyayari!

In a single breath — he yanked me against him and crushed his mouth to mine.

Hot. Fierce. Deep.

Like he had been holding it back for far too long.

“Mmmph—” alam mo yung gutom, ganon parang kulang nalang ay kainin ako ni Lucian, his lips devoured mine like there’s no tomorrow

Tinawid nya ang kakaunting espasyo sa pagitan naming dalawa at hinila pa ako palapit sa kanya.

His arms locked around me, hard and unyielding.

His lips devoured mine, desperate, greedy, as if he couldn’t get enough.

Every inch of my mouth — claimed, tasted, owned.

I felt his rough palm slide to the back of my head, holding me there — not letting me pull away.

There was no control left.

No walls.

Only fire.

Bahagya ko itong naitulak dahil parang mawawalan na ako ng hininga sa halik na ginagawa nya

“Lucian…” I whimpered.

But that only made him kiss me harder.

His body trembled against mine, breathing ragged, every part of him burning.

Sinubukan kong mag isip, kung tam aba to? Hindi ko ba sya pipigilan sap ag angkin sa mga labi ko, feeling ko namamaga na ito

Napadilat ako ng mata ng ipasok nya ang dila nya sa loob ng bibig ko, s**t! This is so not on my mind na gagawin ni Luican, and there she saw it Lucian was looking at her directly at her eyes, his eyes speaks of lust and wants more.

Nanlalambot na ata ang tuhod ko dahil sa iba’t ibang pakiramdam na gumagapang sa bawat kalamanan nya. I had no choice but to cling to his shoulders — but when I gripped his hair, he let out a deep, low groan that sent shivers down my spine.

His kiss deepened, his mouth claiming me over and over — like he was trying to erase every moment he’d spent fighting this.

I was dizzy — barely able to think through the heat coursing through my veins.

He finally broke the kiss — both of us gasping for air.

“Damn it, Ella…” his teeth gritted he looks like an animal who’s going to eat his prey without mercy

do I need to think about this? Yun ata ang unang pumasok sa utak ko, hindi na ako nakakapg isip ng tama.

“I can’t stop.”

And then he seized me again — his lips crashing onto mine, even hungrier, rougher this time.

This wasn’t restraint anymore.

It was surrender.

“Damn it, Ella”… “I can’t stop.” He keeps on whispering those words every time he can and he always make sure na wala akong oras mag isip kung tam aba ang ginagawa naming dalawa.

Before I could catch my breath, he crushed his mouth against mine again.

Hot. Wild. Starving.

The kind of kiss that made my knees buckle.

His arms locked around my waist, lifting me like I weighed nothing.

My back hit the wall behind us with a soft thud — his body pinning me there, mouth devouring mine.

“Lucian—” I moaned against his lips, fingers fisting his hair.

“Say you want this,” he growled, voice rough and low.

“I do— God, I do—” no I cant think anymore, wala na ata ako sa tamang pag-iisip at nagpadala nalang sa init ng katawan

But God this was so good, it was so f*****g good, lahat ng hawakan ni Lucian sa katawan ko ay parang nag aapoy

Pagkatapos kong sagutin ang tanong nya na nagbibigay ng maliit na dahilan para hindi nya ituloy ang sinumulan nya.

Pagkatapos ko iyong sagutin ay wala itong pag aatubiling sunggaban ang pagkakataon.

He grabbed my thighs — hoisting me up against the wall — and I instinctively wrapped my legs around his waist.

I could feel him.

Hard. Thick. Pressing hot through his jeans.

Grinding against me with every frantic thrust of his hips.

His mouth tore away from mine and trailed down my neck, teeth grazing my skin — licking, sucking, biting just hard enough to make me gasp.

“Lucian—please—” I was pleading for him, I’m to aroused and I want him already, its to early in the morning but I felt hot inside para akong sasabog.

“Bedroom. Now.” He growled like a hungry beast “you’re making me insane” bahagya pa nitong pinaga ang pang upo ko habang karga karga niya ako and his biting me on the neck leaving small marks as if he’s marking his territory

Before I could respond, he was already moving — carrying me through the hallway, arms tight around me, eyes dark with hunger.

He kicked open the bedroom door, slammed it shut with his foot.

And then... he threw me onto the bed.

I barely had time to gasp before he was on me — mouth crashing onto mine, hands tearing at my shirt.

“I need to see you,” he groaned na para bang nahihirapan na may kasamang gigil sa bawat kilos.

“Need to touch you everywhere.” Ako naman ay parang mababaliw na sa mga nangyayari his kisses, his tongue licking my collar bone, on top of my breast. Playing it above my clothes.

Buttons popped. Fabric ripped. He doesn’t have the temper to remove it one at a time.

His hands were everywhere — palms sliding under my bra, thumbs circling my aching n*****s until I arched off the bed.

“f**k— you’re perfect—”

I couldn’t think. Couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t do anything but feel.

My shorts came off next — panties soaked and clinging to my skin. I’m wet! To wet! This so insane and to intense! Ni hindi ko na maalala kung nag shave ba ako? Did I trim the hair down there? Nakakahiya baka gubat ang makita nya sa halip na paraiso

His eyes darkened when he saw me — fully exposed, spread open beneath him.

“focus on me sweetheart” he whispered with those devilish lips of him

“Lucian…” I whimpered, trembling. I felt shy for the first time, don’t get the wrong idea I’m not a virgin and this is not new to me, but Lucian was different

He ignites something in every fiber of my being.

He groaned — deep and primal — and leaned down, mouth hot on my breast, sucking hard enough to make me cry out.

“You have no idea what you do to me,” he rasped.

“I’ve been going insane for weeks—”

His hand slid down, fingers slipping between my thighs — finding my soaked core.

“God, Ella… so f*****g wet.”

One finger. Two. Sliding in deep, curling just right.

My hips bucked, back arching off the bed as I gasped his name.

“Please— please—”

“Tell me what you want,” he growled.

“You. All of you. Now—”

That was it. The last straw. Ang nag iisang pisi na sa sobrang nipis ay napakatagal maputol.

He yanked off his shirt, muscles flexing under golden skin slick with sweat.

Undid his jeans — c**k springing free, thick and hard and angry.

My mouth went dry. My body clenched, aching for him. It’s big not the normal size I know, magkakasya bay an sakin? Baka mapunit ako shet, ilang beses ata akong napalunok

“hindi ata magkakasya” bulong ko sa sarili pero agad nabaling ang atensyon ko sa mahina niyang tawa.

“you always find ways to joke” he cupped my face and kissed me deep, passionate with his tongue inside my mouth teasing “it will, at sisiguraduhin kong wala ka nang hahanapin maliban sakin”

Umakyat ata lahat ng dugo ko sa mukha dahil dun sa mga sinasabi niya.

“Ella… if I start, I won’t stop. Understand?”

“I don’t want you to stop,” I whispered, voice shaking.

A sound tore from his throat — more animal than man — and then he was there.

Lining himself up. Pressing in. Slowly. Torturously.

“Oh my God— Lucian—” I cried out as he filled me inch by thick inch.

Stretching me. Claiming me. Owning me.

His jaw clenched, eyes screwed shut — like he was barely holding himself back.

“f**k— you’re so tight. So warm— I can’t—” I gasped for air as he enter, katulad ng sinabi ko he’s to big not the normal filipino size, may lahi ba siya? Sa mga pocketbook ko lang kasi nababasa at sa mga porn na napanuod dati nakakakita ng ganitong size.

And it hurts, just a little bit because the pleasure and ecstasy is so overwhelming the kisses his big hands na pinipiga ang bawat kalamanan sa akin katawan.

Then he lost it.

Thrusting deep. Hard. Fast.

Driving me into the mattress with every punishing stroke.

“Lucian—Lucian—yes—God—” I lost it all the senses all the thinking. Hindi na ako makapag isip ng tama it was ecstatic na para bang malapit na ko sa rurok ng kaligayahan.

Our bodies slammed together, slick with sweat, breathless and desperate.

He kissed me between every thrust — hot, open-mouthed kisses — teeth scraping, tongues tangling.

“Say you’re mine,” he growled, voice broken.

“Say it—”

“I’m yours— yours— only yours—” I sobbed.

And that was it.

He grabbed my wrists, pinned them above my head — f*****g me so hard I shattered beneath him.

Pleasure tore through me — white-hot and blinding — body convulsing around him as I screamed his name.

“Lucian—oh God—Lucian—!”

He cursed, groaned deep in his chest, and slammed into me one last time — spilling hot inside me with a raw, guttural moan.

“f**k—Ella—God—”

For a moment, neither of us could move — just gasping, tangled together, bodies trembling.

His forehead rested against mine.

Eyes closed. Breath ragged.

“I can’t fight this anymore,” he whispered hoarsely.

“I need you. I f*****g need you.”

“Then take me,” I whispered back, voice soft but certain.

“All of me.”

Nawala ata ako sa sarili dahil sa mga pangyayari, I don’t if this was a dream or reality, everything was so fast. Pero kung panaginip man ito sana pag dilat ng mata ko at pagbalik sa reyalidad ay walang magbago.