Finding Paris

Realization

Paris’s POV

Doesn’t Jack understand how much I care about him and how I am trying to make things right. How horrible does it feel to be a mate to someone who does not want you. 

“Paris I choose who I want to be with. And you know that answer. And right now I feel like it’s not worth trying if you don’t want to try as well.” he says back to me 

“It’s not like I don’t want to try Jack, it's just I don’t have a good feeling about things. I just need things to slow down right now for me. A lot has happened so far and I can’t comprehend anything. Your situation stresses me out and I don’t know what to do and how to answer you. I have other things I have to handle and my future plans are all ruined so I just want to work on one thing at a time.” I say back to him

“ I just wish you let me talk things out with you like how we used to.” Jack says sadly back to me

“I am not the one who distanced themselves from each other.” I say back to him 

“I know and I will apologize everyday and make it up to you for it. I am so sorry for keeping you in the blind Paris. I did not know how to handle things as well. And now I know to never do that. Will you forgive me?” he asks me

I’ve missed him so much and he’s right. I am not trying to make things better. 

“You have a lot of making up to do Mr.Sparrow.” I say back to him giving him the biggest hug ever

“Thank you Paris. Things will get better I promise.” he says to me 

“We will see. There are a lot of things we need to talk about.” I say to him 

“And we have all the time in the world for it.” he says back to me 

I’ve missed Jack and he’s not wrong, I haven’t been trying. I’ve heard of how strong the bond is with mates so I just couldn’t be that one to just sit there and let their bond get into my love life. I rather just be the one to get broken up with then to break up with someone. But if the opportunity has to come, I will do it. I’ve seen the example of love everywhere from when I was born till now. Everyone has their needs regardless if they love someone or not. That is just how things are, but werewolf love is different. I will give Jack one more chance since I know that things are a bit weird and bad timing for him. Plus, what more can get worse? 

Jack’s POV

Finally! I’ve worked so hard to get back on good terms with Paris. I finally get to hold her and be with her and I feel my heart at much of an ease. We walk back to Prom and finish off dancing the night away. I do everything in my power to make things go back to normal. Everything is perfect and as expected, Paris is slowly allowing me to hold her. Things can’t get any better than this!

“Jack we need to talk.” Bethany says to me 

“Bethany, look I’m trying really hard to make things right with Paris please not now I will talk with you later okay?” I ask her 

“No we need to talk now and you need to know now.” she says to me 

“It can’t wait? I mean can we talk about this tomorrow? Like I said I just got things going back to normal with Paris and I don’t want to mess things up now. So I will leave first.” I say back to Bethany 

“Jack I said now!” Bethany says back to me demanding 

“Who do you think you are to … I say while being cut off by Paris 

“What do you want so badly now Bethany? We are having a great time, can’t you have fun with your friends then with mine?” Paris asks her

“First of all, understanding that he is not yours but mine!” Jenna walks up behind us saying that to Paris

“Take care of your baggage.” Paris says to me while leaving 

“No, don't leave Paris. Jenna I will talk to you after this and Bethany, anything you have to say can wait after prom.” I say back to her walking away with Paris.  

"Jack you are my mate! I am priority!" Jenna screams 

"Not know Jenna. I need to fix this." I say back to her 

"Jack please I need to talk to you now." Bethany says to me 

"Bethany tomorrow and Jenna after. I am going to fix things with Paris and that is final." I say to the both of them. 

I am so irritated. I am trying to keep my wolf at bay but right now he just wants to rip apart everything. 

“Jack I am pregnant.” she says to me

I turn around in shock. How is this possible? I was careful. There is no way that this is happening.

“What does that half do with Jack?” Paris asks 

 Paris looks at me and see’s my face and then looks back at Bethany. 

“No f*****g way!” she says to me 

“How could you do this to me? 2 years and now this? I have devoted and trusted you all this time to find out this now? Did you really love me? Did you really care? Am I just something that can be replaced overnight?” she says to me 

“Paris please wait let me explain.” I say to her 

SLAP! My face. I deserve that. I deserve everything about this. 

“Jack Elliot’s, I thought you fooled me well before but you did a grand job of trying to get me back with you. And Bethany you b***h, you deserve every bad luck that you get for f*****g your blood cousins boyfriend. I was ready to give you all of me and everything of me Jack. I am glad I never made that mistake.” she says to me  

My heart is literally ripping in pieces. 

“Paris please I am so sorry. Please let me make this up to you. I can not offer or say anything more.” I say to her 

“No way! You have betrayed me, you have a mate, you f****d my cousin and now you have baby mama drama. Good luck with that, Alpha!” she says to me and walks away