betrayed but wanted

ChapterFour

Shaking my head out of the trance that he caused, I stepped back and looked around to find a way to escape. As soon as I turned to make a run for it his hand held my arm and all I could feel what the tingling shocks that ran up my arm and all over my body. I tried to pull my arm out of his grip, but it was pointless he was much stronger than I could have imaged. As my knee connected to his di*k he ended up on the ground moaning in pain and I took this as a chance to run, and that is exactly what I did I kicked my feet and ran as fast as I could even Harley gave me some of her strength. then all of a sudden, I saw pulled back into a hard chest and my nose was filled with the lovely sent that I was starting to hate, but Harley was moaning in my head and inhaling the sent with no shame.

"Why are you running from me? you know who I am to you right?" he asked breaking the silence. I couldn’t breathe his sent was all I could smell it was taking over my senses. He cleared his throat and brought me back to the present “I asked you something please say something.” he said.

I shook my head and tried again to pull my arm out of his grip, but it was useless. “Please let me go I'm sorry if I offended you or anything please just let me go.” I replied.

“Let you go why would I ever do that?” He asked.

“Please we can reject each other and move on I will be leaving soon anyways.” I begged.

“No, there will be no rejecting or leaving of any kind. I remember when we were little, I had the hugest crush on you and then when I saw you in the wood’s it just hit me like a train.” He admitted.

All the words left my mind; I was shocked with his truth I couldn't see no deceit in his words. “Please you can have my sister let’s reject each other and let go.” I finally said

His grip tightened but not enough to hurt me and he pulled me so close his nose was in the crook of my neck and his other hand landed on my him. He inheld my sent and it sent shivers down my back and not in a bad way, he stepped back and looked deeply into my blue eyes before saying “Please stop talking this nonsense about rejection that will not be happening even if you reject me, I will never accept it. We are meant to be together the moon goddess put us together for a reason and as for your sister I don’t want her I want you please just give me a chance let's get to know each other again. Please give me a chance.”

When he begged like that, I couldn’t tell him no. “Give him a chance maybe tell him everything that has been happening and maybe he can help us.” Harley finally spoke after what seemed like forever. “I don’t want to Harley we made a deal we would leave.” I told her.

“Yes, but he can save us tell him everything, I know you still have feelings for him because he wasn’t the only one that had a crush back then, was he?” she replied with a little bit of attitude, but she was also right He was my first real crush the first boy I ever loved and to know that he felt the same maybe this could work but then again I wanted to leave I wanted to see what was out there and get out of this pack. I don’t want to do. I looked back up into those green eyes that sparkled and felt like home I knew what I needed to do.

“You don’t want someone that is damaged you need a strong luna, someone that can help you lead the pack not bring you down.” I finally spoke up. I kicked him in his leg and pulled his arm and threw him over my shoulder. He hit the ground with a loud thud, and I took that opportunity and ran. My lungs started to burn but I knew I couldn’t stop not until I was over the border and away from him, if I stayed any longer I knew he would be able to talk me into staying with him and giving him a chance, but I knew I couldn’t I knew I needed to get as far away as I possibly could. I kept running and when the border come into view, I kicked it in to high gear. “No go back give him a chance, I want our mate. Please I’m begging you just talk to him.” Harley yelled at me causing me to stop dead in my tracks.

I looked back at her and yelled back. “NO, we are leaving we are going to get away he can’t help us. Nobody can.” Harley growled at me before saying “If you leave, I will leave you and you will be all alone anyways. So, choose to talk to him and see what happens or lose me all together. You never know but I promise you that if he isn’t what he says he is I will let you reject him and leave. I promise.” I took a deep breath, and I knew she was right I knew I should at least hear him out Its the least I could do. I turned around to start heading back towards him when I ran into what felt like a brick wall. I stumbled back and landed on my a** but before I could stand up a loud roar sounded across the woods before a deep voice asked, “Who the fu*k hurt you?” I looked up into his eyes and then followed his eyes to my stomach that was now showing.