Napaupo ako sa kama habang sobrang lutang ang aking pag-iisip. Dapat ba akong maging masaya dahil finally, I get rid of Brent... O dapat ba akong malungkot dahil sinaktan ko na naman ulit sya... Brent didn't deserve that... Pain from anybody, especially from me na wala syang ginawa kundi mahalin sa abot ng kanyang makakaya. He chose to love me even though it's wrong in the eyes of everybody. He chose to stay with me, even though it will harm him... He chose to keep and secure me, even though I didn't deserve that. Brent is such a good man and he deserves better—no, the best. Napapikit ako ng aking mata at tinakpan ang aking mukha ng aking mga kamay. I never liked the idea of hurting him but I always end up bringing him in so much pain everytime. Brent... You don't deserve a mess like me.

