Love Shower

Somebody said "FIND YOUR TRUE LOVE". But is this possible? In this earth, where the earth itself is struggling. Thinking of this, she stared at the white wall before her for almost two hours without blinking. Her eyes showing coldness that could make anybody freeze at the moment. But still there is a lingering sadness in her eyes. That keeps asking somebody to take her and keep her company. A loneliness that wouldn't fade itself. Her lips as red as cherry, didn't having a smile at all. Like it forgotten the smile that it always carried. Ji-Eun, few hours ago broken with her long-time boyfriend, five years of dating. Thought, she is having all happiness a person could have in their lives, shattered like a fallen glass in a moment. Her memories with her so called boyfriend turned out to be just a passing cloud for her boyfriend. He, who is having a affair with his three years junior coworker, same age as her. Ji-Eun who did saw that disgusting thing with her own eyes while visiting her boyfriend in his apartment. Left heartbroken that turned into hatred but now it just left her with a saddening feel, getting deeper and deeper with each seconds passing 'What could have made me to be unattractive that made him have an affair?' The thought keep running in her mind like a Repaired Radio. She sighed, could feel her breathing shaking, crying inside of her heart. 'Is this a sign? Is my life not worth? Should I die?' Her thoughts keeps running wild with each passing moments. She wants somebody to lean. Somebody who could be a solace for her. She wants a heart that could feel how she is feeling right now. Those things called 'TRUE LOVE'. Does it ever exist in this world? Ji-Eun remembered her teenage years motto. 'Always love yourself. It's not your fault when somebody left. You should not let yourself down for somebody who doesn't deserve you.' This is what she decided as a motto of her life, when she was a 13-year-old teenager. When, Ji-Eun's Mother left her and her handicapped dad to fend for themselves, to live with her boyfriend. Those, she thought of suicide. But she moved herself to live her life to the fullest with her dad. Unfortunately, her dad died when she was a senior in high school. Later, living with her aunt, her dad's younger sister. At the age of twenty, she moved to a little apartment she did saved after finishing high school. Later rolling to a college, taking psychology as her major. She found her boyfriend as a senior in the college. Everything did gone well all these years until she found his affair. "Excuse me?" A unfamiliar voice called out her from behind. she turned back. Saw a unfamiliar face just like the voice. The face white as snow, same as her, eyes with sadness, a fake smile. His hair black as crow, touching his left eye. She could feel at the moment, the man wants comfort just like her. But still... "Are you alright?" The man asked, his voice deepened. At that moment. That very moment, she felt he could give her comfort just like she wanted. "Will you... will you give me comfort?" The man who wants comfort for himself, just asked her if she is fine. Those voice of the man, helped giving her a solace, just like she wanted. "Yes. I can." The man said. His eyes didn't blinking. Staring at her, scanning her heart. They just stopped at each other, like the universe stopped at the moment. While the peope in the cafe are busy.