In Dreams
I can make you mine. taste your lips of...
I am standing in a field that is surrounded by trees, as I look around I realize that it's dusk,. As I am standing in the middle of the field I start to look around and as I do that I can feel the dread sweeping over my body as I now realize that this is a dream. I know this with 100% certainty because I have been having this dream for the past few months now. As I am standing in the field I then hear it, its starts off as a whisper in the wind " Wake up, I need you!" but soon gets louder as the wind picks up. I try to run away but realize that my body won't obey my command. Its frozen in place, filled with nothing but fear. This is the part that usually ends up with my having to change my underwear when I wake up. As I said before even though I know what's going to happen there is nothing I can do but sit back and watch the s**t show that is currently happening in my head while I sleep. I lift my head and look towards the end of the field. That's when I see it, the tall shadowy figure. It's the shape of a human but there is nothing else; No clothing, no face, nothing. It's just standing there watching me. What's worst is the thing has horns on the top of its head. Though its a shadow figure I can still make out the shape and the human with horns really creeps me the hell out. As I try to force myself to run, by now the wind is full on tornado mode while the voice is screaming at me. The once quiet sky is now blackishgray with hints of red peeking through the closed every now and then. But unfortunately while I am looking around I have not moved a muscle. I try to force my heavy arms to lift their heavy hands to my ears so I can at least block out the screaming. But all I managed to do is tire myself out. This is all starting to make feel feel crazy and when I feel I can't take it any longer. As quick as it happened the wind and voice stops. I hear nothing but silence and this is the part that I can't stand. So I try to scream and thrash around so I can wake myself up; But all I managed to do is whimper and look down towards my feet.
No, no, no please Don, don't look up, I try to tell myself. If I haven't soiled myself by now this is where it usually does the trick. I feel my head moving upwards and am now looking at the shadow figure with the horns and in a blink of an eye it is right in front of me. The shadow figure just stands there breathing in ragged gasps before it screams "MINE'' in my face. I feel my eye's roll back to the back of my head as I slowly start to fall, falling, falling, falling I feel myself being draped in the cover of darkness; This black void seems endless and while I feel my body falling and never hitting the bottom. I start I feel this blasted void will never end. Of course that's when I hit the bottom with a hard THUNK and a loud BANG!
"Ouch" I say as I try to sit myself up. "I have fell out of my bed while having that bloody nightmare again." I grumble to myself. As I start to untangle myself from my blankets when I hear my papa Sonny Calling me from downstairs. "Donnie, Time to get up sweetie." My papa yelled "Okay papa, I will be right down once I am done getting ready." Once I am finally untangled I get up and make my way to my bathroom to freshen up. When I got my first moon time (menstrual period) my granny Eva decided to give me the big bedroom with it's own bathroom and own door going outside. She said that I am now a woman and I need my own privacy and It does comes in handy when I need to sneak in my bestfriend Makwa In my room so he can pass out from one of his many benders. I decided to opt out of taking a shower since I had no time. I pick up my tooth brush and look in the mirror and to my horror. ''s**t, I look like death sat on my face.'' I say to myself out loud. My lightly tanned skin looks pale and pasty. I have bags under my eyes. My once bright Hazel-green eyes look dull. ''How and the hell can my eyelashes be stuck to my eyelids'' I say to myself. My long blue-black hair that comes down to my butt is basically in one big knot. "Yeah, the hell with this. I am already late so mind as well make it worth it'' I say as I take off my clothes and grab my tooth brush. Time for a much needed shower and sexy time. I am so tense that I mind as well pop one off before I go to work. Don't get me wrong, just because I masterbate dosen't mean I am full on sexually active. I mean have had plenty of chances to lose my virginity but it always felt wrong or never felt like the right time or the right place or even with the right person. So yeah, I am the 19 year old virgin.
Once I am out of the shower with my towel wrapped around my body. I feel 100% better so I do a once over in my bathroom mirror and once I am satisfied with what I see I leave the bathroom in my towel. I head across my room to my dresser. Grabbing a black lace bra and matching panties. I decided to go with a plain black V-neck t-shirt and a pair of black skinny jeans with my black and white high top Vans. I started to get dressed and while I was in the middle of jumping up and down trying to pull up my jeans above my big butt I hear my cell go off. 5 dings later and my jeans only partly up my big ass I knew right away that it was my best friend Makwa. He is one big ball of energy that I love dearly and though he's my cousin I look at him more as a brother. I often told myself that when I decided to grow up I want to be more like him. He is never scared to speak his feelings and he wears his heart on his sleeve. But even so that usually ended up with him in tears as another guy breaks his all too loveable heart. I never understood why he never end up with a good guy. Especially when he himself was so great. But as always in the middle of our many girl nights while he sits in a mountain of snotty tissues while holding a bucket of Ben and Jerry's he would tell me that he's just attracted to the whole bad boy look. Not even coming close to learning his lesson. "Get up b***h, I'm coming in." Makwa yells outside my room. I am in panic mode because I still only have my pants hald way up my backside. " No! don't come in, or ELSE!" I say to him as I mentally facepalm myself knowing darn well that is only going to make him disobey me even more. Sure enough he comes bursting into my room cell in his hand at the ready to take a picture of whatever gawd awful poise I am in. CLICK " You ass, delete that damn picture now." I say to him as he sits on my bed laughing. Its seems the more I get mad the more this jerk is laughing at me. " OMG Donnie, what the hell are you doing?" he managed to say to me while gasping for air. "Will you shut it and help me already. I am about to cut a b***h if I don't get these pants on me soon." "Okay, Okay no need to get your big fat ass in a mood. I was just playing miss cranky pants." he walks up to me and as I stand up straight he grabs the back of my jeans and pulls up really hard. "Ahhhh, stop, stop, bloody STOP! Your giving me a damn wedgie That is hurting my ass crack." I scream at him. This of course makes him pull up even higher all the while bouncing me around like a rag doll. " Makwa you bastard stop it right now. I am going to be tasting my dang underwear all day if you keep this up." I say to him trying to make it sound as serious as possible in hopes he will have mercy on my dang butt. This S.O.B only end up falling on the floor and laughing his ass off. I give up on these jeans and take them off while reaching out to grab a pair of black jean shorts. Once I am fully dressed I grab a pillow from my bed and slowly stalk towards Makwa. While he's in the middle of his laughing fit he manages to look at me again and screams bloody murder. " Granny Eva, HELP ME! Donnie is trying to kill me for trying to help her get her fat ass in her kid size jeans." "Oh that's it! you bloody bastard!" I scream as I lunge for him pillow in my hand. Right at the last minute right before I am about to teach this b***h a lesson. A force to be reckoned with grabs my ear pulling me away from my kill. " Niindaanis what do you think your doing, you have a mouth that would make a sailor blush. Have I not taught you well enough? why must you behave so unlady like?'' "Ow ow ow Granny please let go, Im sorry. He came in my room and gave me a wedgie while I was trying to get dressed." I heard Makwa gasp as he was getting up from the floor. " You lie! I didn't do that and you know it. You asked me for help and then you got mad at me and tried to attack me because I couldn't get your big butt in your toddler jeans." I slowly looked in his direction shocked that this little jerk would boldly lie to my granny. I know for a fact she would know he was lying so all I did was snicker and him thinking about what was going to happen next. The brat then he proceeded to stick out his tongue at me. My granny still has my right ear in her hand, tugging it towards the door while walking. She moves swiftly and quickly grabs Makwa's left ear and says to us "You two are both trouble makers and now I want you to do the morning dishes before you both leave! Makwa I have known you since you where a small baby with ears bigger than his own head. How dare you lie to me in my own house. I ought to make you go out back and pick out a willow stick. Next time you lie to me I will make you do that and wear you bottom thin. You hear me boi!" "Yes ma'am" "Now both of yous apologize to one another and then to me for bugging me I am in the middle of playing BINGO. You're both lucky that I don't box both your ears for disturbing me while I am about to win the jackpot." she says " yes granny I am sorry and sorry again granny." we both say in union as she lets go of our ears and leaves my room. "You asshole why did you do that to me." "Me! what did I do, I just helped your ass get a little bit of action since your virgin ass is starting to get mean because lack of sex." My mouth drops open "Your disgusting, I don't know why your my best friend." I say while shaking my head "Yeah, okay!" as he rolls his eyes at me. " You know damn well if you didn't have me in your life that your be even more dull plus I love you and you love me that's why you have me in you life. Now shut it and lets get a move on before Seth gets mad at us for being late for work. Because of your fit we still have to wash dishes now." he said to me as he leaves my room. I follow him out of my room limping from my atomic wedgie. "bastard, Now I am going to have a sore ass and my ass does see action I just don't tell you everything!" I whisper yell to him while giving him the middle finger.
Once we are done eating and the dishes are done I walk to the front door to leave. But first I need to have my revenge on Makwa. He's still in the kitchen putting the last of the cups away. "Granny and Grampa" I yell "We are leaving now and heading to work. I love you and will see you later on. Oh wait I am took on an extra shift at Pinky's so I will be home late. Love you both and see you." I quickly run outside knowing full well that my granny hates yelling in the house. I run down my driveway to Makwas car and quickly hop in the passenger side. "muwhahahaa" I laugh out loud doing my evil laugh impersonation as I wait for Makwa to come out of the house. A little while later I see Makwa finally walkrunning out of the house with his imaginary tail between his legs. My poor brat of a cousin looks terrified as he makes his way to the car. Maybe next time he will think twice before his gives me an atomic wedgie. "You b***h! why would you do that to me, You know darn well Granny gave me your lecture while she in her words "Wonders if she should make me pick out a wooden spoon and take Donnies licks so you can teach her the lessons of why its not lady like to yell in the house''. Now it's my turn to wonder why your my best friend." I smirk at him as he pulls out of our driveway "PLEASE! Without me your life would be dull." I say to him in an overdue high and squeaky voice. Pleased with laying his words back to him as he drives off to Stacies.
Once we get to Stacie's Diner our co worker Seth makes it a point to storm over to us as soon as we step into the place. "Where the hell have you two been, I have been doing both your jobs while you both slowly come walking into work. Your both lucky I am sort staffed or else you'd be gone.'' You could tell Makwa was still in a bad mood from earlier and was in no mood to pretend that Seth was even close to being able to "fire" us. "You know what Seth, I am I'm not in the mood for your b.s. today and normally I would play this game with you and pretend that you are able to fire us but no sir, today is not that day. First of all Donnie and I are not even close to being late, in fact we are close to being 15 minutes early. That being said you need to practice what you preach and could take note from our actions by do the same. You don't want us to have to report you IN and get YOU fired for always showing up late. Let's not forget all the extra work you put on Donnie. She mind as well be the manager up in this b***h with all the things she does in here that usually ends up covering your ass. Now if our don't mind me and Donnie have actual work to do and if you don't have anything important to say to us then I suggest you get the f**k out of our faces." My mouth dropped open when he said that, In fact so did Seth's mouth. As Makwa dragged me to the back of the Dinner I looked back to see Seth still standing in the same place. The only difference is his face was red like a tomato and was looking at me with is lips thinned and his cheeks puffed. Man, I don't like how Makwa called him out on his s**t yet he's mad at me for it. Once we got in back Makwa seen my mouth was still open " Close your mouth babe, you'll catch flies.'' he said "Now let's get to work,The sooner we get this done the sooner we can be away from seth and his ass."
As the day went on there really wasn't much going on. Doing the regular chit chat with the regulars, I survived the breakfast and lunch rush. Towards the end of my shift I was doing my pay out when Seth came up to me. I watch him as he stalked towards me like I was his pray. It didn't matter if he was smiling he still looked mean and uptight. "Are you getting ready to leave for Pinky's Pub?'' he asked me "Yeah, that's what I normally do Seth, I have been working here since I was 16 with you here before me so I am pretty sure you know that I have another job Seth. What is it you want?" I said him with a little to much hostility in my voice then I liked. Even though this guy only treats me like crap because I wouldn't date him I still hate to be mean. This guy totally deserves it though when I first started working here he was so nice and helpful that I found him and his actions sweet, though it was not long lived. I was having problems with the cash register and was about to ask the cook Carl for help. Then out of nowhere Seth comes running, yes he can running to me from across the room. As he was helping me figure out the cash register he asked me out on a date. I just turned 16 and he was 19 at the time. I was grossed but but still turned him down politely. But that kind gesture didnt mean s**t to Seth. He got so mad at me that his face was bright red. He told me he wasted a full day on my useless ass and that I was still just a kid so what should he expect. "Nothing but a dumb shy virgin that is nothing but a c**k tease. In fact that's why Makwa started working here with me. He didn't trust Seth alone with me. He called him a s****l predator. I mean it does make sense, why kind of guy hits on a minor then gets mad at her for not being interested. Anyways back to this s****l predator. I got up from my seat because I didn't feel comfortable with him looking down on me. "I wanted to know if you wanted a ride to Pinky's. I know I haven't always been the nice guy around here and what Makwa said makes a lot of sense to me. I am hard on you but trust me when I say that it's only because I see that you have lots of potential." I scoff at him " So you being hard on me has nothing to do with you trying to hit on me just shy of my 16th birthday but when I turned you down you said all those disgusting things to me. What was it again you called me? A useless virgin that's nothing but a c**k tease." As I was laying it on think to him I swear I heard a growl on the other side of the dinner. But when I looked all I seen was a few customers. Looking back to him he strangely didn't like mad but was more unsettling was the creepy grin he had on his face. Since it looked like he wasn't going to say anything else to me I went on to say "NO! but thank you Seth, I wouldn't be alone with you even if you were the last man on earth. No unless I had a death wish." I turned around to grab my papers and receipts when Seth grabbed my waist from behind. " I will have you Donnie, one way or another I will f**k that tight little p***y into a coma." then he let go of me while pushing me into the table. I looked up at him shuddering at the thought of him touching me again. "disgusting prick."
I said my goodbye to Makwa and Carl and started my trek to the other side of the Res. There was still light outside but after the moment with Seth I felt uneasy about being alone. It's not uncommon for people to be walking around the res but for some reason there was no one out. That could only mean one thing. There was a bear alert in the area and people are inside their homes. I started to pick up my pace when I heard the bush ahead of me move. I stopped dead in my tracks. Unsure of what to do I just stood there for what felt like an eternity not daring to make a sound. Once again the bushes started to move and that's when I heard the bear. Taking that as my cue to get the heck out of there I turned around to run. BEEP BEEP BEEP " I screamed bloody murder and fell to my knees as the car that drove by me stopped. I guess in my state of fear I didn't realize I was in the middle of the road. " Are you crazy woman!" I heard a male voice behind me scream. But I couldn't look up, I was too scared to even move a muscle. I felt hands on my back the electric shocks I felt jolted me from my frozen state. I jumped up and practically jumped in this strangers arms. "Please sir, we have to get out of here. There's a bear close by here and I'm not sure but I think its a momma with cubs. So that's recipe with both don't want to mess with. I grabbed his hand ignoring the warm electric current that started to flow through my hand all the way up my arm. I started to lead us towards his black car when another brown car pulled over to the side of the road. I recognized that s**t brown car anywhere. "Oh my god! Please Sir, We have to get out of here now! I know you don't know me from a hole in the ground but I swear I am not a killer and honestly I don't care if you are. Just know that I am safer with you then the man that is about to get out of that car. Hell the momma bear is safer than him so please let's leave here. I can pay you for a ride." Just as soon as I said that Seth got out of his car. "Well well well, what do we have here. Are you picking up random men off the road now Donnie. Shoot, why play hard to get when you give that dirty p***y to anyone." I cringed at his vulgarity. Seeing me cringe snapped out the handsome stranger from staring at me. Wait what? Did I just call him handsome, and why was he staring at me this whole time. The stranger looked down to me and asked me " Are you sure?" looking up to him I wasn't sure of what he meant by that. Seeing me confused he smirked ''Are you sure you don't care if im a killer?'' Seth heard he say that and stopped dead in his tracks. " You dont scare me buddy. I have a bone to pick with that little b***h. So I suggest you leave her to me and be on your way." I felt my heart beating a mile a minute. " I look at Seth and back to the stranger to see his reaction. He looked at me and brought his hand up to my cheek in a soft caress. I gasped at the electricity I felt on my cheek. Why didn't I notice this feeling before hand. Oh yeah, jerk ward was harassing me and then before that was the momma bear. Wait where is the bear. I quickly looked around our surroundings as my heartbeat started to pick up again. "Don't worry little one, The bear is long gone. Now I need you to close your eye little one. I am doing this because I don't want you be be scared of me. No matter what you hear don't open your eyes. This mother fucker is about to get what's coming for him." Looking back at him I swear I seen his eyes go completely black. I mean not white in there at all. Letting me go my stranger started to walk towards a very scared Seth. Wait Donnie, you did it again. This dude is not yours...yet. I did what he told me to do and closed my eyes. I could hear Seth yelling "Stay the hell away from me you freak. Don't you know who I am. If I go missing all the police have to do is look on the security tapes at the dinner and my going missing will be traced back to her." I froze, I know for a fact if this came back to me I would go to jail first no questions asked. It didn't matter if I was the one getting harassed by Seth. Just because he is white skinned and Im brown I will automatically be the one at fault.I didn't realize that I started to cry while thinking of my grandparents. Who will help them if I am in jail. Just then I heard a car honk. I quickly opened my eyes to see a van waiting for me to move out of the middle of the road. The driver opened his window and asked " Is everything all right here. What's going on? Why on earth are you in the middle of the road?" I looked at Seth and the stranger. The stranger said something to Seth which had his shaking his head up and down vigorously. Then he turned around and walked back to me. Grabbing my hand and looking at the guy in the van "Sorry about that, I was just picking up my girlfriend while she was on her way to work. There is a bear in the area so I didn't want to take a chance of her running into it. We will be on our way and will get out of your way." With that he lead me to his black Dodge charger. Wait WHAT! How in the hell didn't I notice that he had this bad ass muscle car. Just looking at it is enough to get any girls panties getting wet. He opened up the passenger door for me " Thank you" I squealed out after I felt my cheeks going hot. I quickly jumped into the car and buckled up. As he got into the driver side I finally noticed that Seth was nowhere in sight. He must have driven off in a hurry. Serves him right, He had no right to behave in such a matter. I might go to the police tomorrow but that's not till after I talk to Makwa to see what he thinks. When a native person goes to the police here against a white person most of the time nothing ever comes of it. The car moving took me out of my thoughts. I looked at the stranger and realized I didn't even know his name. I should thank him for saving me back there. Even if it got a bit weird in the process. " So, if you don't mind me asking. What's your name?" He looked at me with a smirk and said " My name is Hunter, What's yours little one?" A bit annoyed that he keeps on calling me little one I answered " My name is Niindanis not little one. I don't appreciate the gab at my height." laughing he says "I promise LITTLE ONE, I am not making fun of you. Yes your small compared to me but I want to call you little one because your height is one of my favorite things about you..So far.'' Blushing at what he said it didn't really register that we pulled up to Pinky's. "I will be in touch Little one." With that he drove off. "What the s**t!" I said to myself. I call my grandpa to pick me up and then head inside to tell Kim I can't work tonight. I give her some lame excess and head outside to see my gramps waiting for me. I swear Makwa is going to lose it when we talk tomorrow. Now time to go home and end this awful and tiring day.