chapter 1 : negative
Allison's P.O.V
I glaired at the pregnancy test strip in my hand as though it was the cause of my problems , but on a second thought it actually was cause if the damn thing would just change from negative to positive then at least fourty five percent of my problems would be solved , and i would be able to provide james with an heir then maybe cause of his child he could at least show me a little love , care and respect .
"Allison what does the test say " i heard my mother-in-law's hopeful voice from the other end of the phone.
I take in a deep breath preparing myself for what's to come next before replying.
" Mom James refused Cumings inside of me " i aaid softly .
"Allison what exactly do yoh mean by that "she asked me , i could literally hwar the restraines anger in her voice .
"Mom it says negative , I'm not pregnant " i replied softly .
"Allison , why is it saying negative ? " She questioned , at this point i knewthere was bo way i was avoiding the insults tonight.
"M......m.....mom " i called her while stuttering , i could clearly feel the damn of tears threatening to be opened.
"I know what you're going to say now is that my son doesn't let his sperm get into you" she said while i stayed quiet , i just couldn't speak so she continued.
"just tell me Allison, why would he when you're nothing but an infertile woman " she seeted angrily , and that was all i needed , that word infertile .
I sat quietly waiting for her to continue as i let the tears roll down cheeks .
" I saw the doctor and they said there was nothing wrong with me " i said softly trying to make my voice sound as normal as possible while the tears kept rolling down my cheeks.
"I don't even know why I'm wasting my time having this conversation with an infertile woman like you when I could be doing more profitable things " she said before ending the call angrily.
I stayed there in my room , the guest room of my own husband's house crying , u cried silently for over an hour with no to comfort me .
After an hour if crying i finally decided to pick myself up.
I got up from the floor not minding thag the room was dark , i made my way to the bathroom so i could freshen up.
I tried my best to avoid looking at the mirror in the bathroom as much as possible , just so reality of how i looked wouldn't slap on the face.
How i looked like a maid im my house with allthe rags i had on .
Like a slut with all the marks of James having s*x with me last night like i was a slut he picked.
Like a punching bagwith all the marks of James hitting me .
I got dressed in a free flowing dress , which neck was turtled while the sleeves where long enough to cover the bruises on my skin.
I got out of my room making my way down stairs .
Most of the helpers i encountered looked at me with pity in their eyes while some didn't just care , non of them attempted greeting me and i totally understood , james made it clear to them that i was not to be treated with respect in this house.
I got to my destination , the kitchen,ehere i met Elizabeth, the chef and head maid .
She's the only one who respects and loves me ,in this house at least , outside the walls of this I only have Skylar who is a very famous Singer and whom I'm greatly indepted to .
Skylar saved my life once , that was the first time we had ever met . That Day i was beaten badly by James and i went to get something , and on my way i got into an accident and Skylar was the only one who rushed to save me .
That day Skylar didn't just save me but she gave me a sister , a best friend , she also founded the masked singer birdie , she helped me pursue my dreams and i would forever be indepted to her .
"Come here " lady Elizabeth called me stretching her hands out for a gug leaving the vegetables she was chopping.
"It's all going to be okay " she reasured me to which i nodded .
"Skylar called , she's been trying to get to you but you weren't taking her calls " lady Elizabeth said to me cupping my cheks while looking at me worriedly , i wasn't going to tell her what transpired between James mother and i so i just decided to lie .
"Was charging my phone , i guess that's why i didn't hear it ringing " .
I walked out of her hold on me going overtothe chopping board to help her out .
"No no no sweetheart skylar is waiting for you at the hotel , you need to head over there now , you have a show in three days time , so you have to get going " lady Elizabeth said grabbing the knife from my hands .
"But I can at least help you finish this first before leaving , by the way we're flying out with Skylar's private jet sooo..." I trailed off.
" No child i can handle this you go " she said pushing me out of the kitchen towards the direction of the stairs " .
I kissed her on her cheeks before going upstairs to grab my phone which was the only thing i would be needing, the rest would be taken care off , i said goodbye to lady Elizabeth before leaving the house,with no fearof being caught ,
James doesn't stay here, he only comes to visit once a month which he already did last week , and I'm hundred percent confident that he wouldn't return neither would he find out about it , ive been doing this for the past two years now and nothing has gone wrong.
But at times i wonder what's going to happen if he finds out ?.
