I went back to the small courtyard where my mum and dad lived before they died in a car accident. I've always kept the house the same, as if they were still there.
There is a date tree in the small courtyard. I asked Ann to help move the rocking chair, placed under the date tree. Every day, I lie on the rocking chair and sunbathe.
My body is getting worse. Every day I eat all the food and spit it out. Ann cleans up after me and helps me change clothes. She talks to me during the day but cries at night.
I was sunbathing in the courtyard. Alexander was buying me new furniture and repairing the house.
Victoria came to find me.
She looked at Alexander, her eyes full of tears.
"Alex, I'm pregnant."
She said, turning to me with tears in her eyes.
"Lizzy, can you give Alex back to me? My
