(17) Damn The Man Has Restraint
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Lisa’s POV
As I was making my way towards my bedroom, I was trying to think of a way to get out of taking my medication. The meds made me drowsy and I didn't want to be drowsy for what she was planning on doing. After our little talk downstairs, I was even more determined to find out how compatible we were sexually. I needed to know that he didn’t find the fact that someone had tarnished me so badly like Sam did wouldn’t turn him off. That I was still desirable and wanted. I couldn’t explain it to myself as to why the desire to have s*x with that man downstairs was so great but it was. I kept telling myself there was something wrong with me hell I had just been raped and shouldn’t be thinking like this. I must seriously be deranged. I didn't want to do anything "freaky" just straight up s*x at this time. If we clicked that way then maybe he would be willing to explore more new and exciting things in the future. He had pretty much said that he wasn't going to treat me like a “China doll” if we ended up in a long-term relationship. At least that is what I took him to mean when he told me that the women my ex was talking about could be both. I wondered how it would be to be with him and have him treat me like a lady when we went out but treat me like I wanted to be treated in the bedroom. Would he be ok if I touched him? Ray never liked me to touch him. He always wanted my hands above my head, legs up and on my back. Sometimes he would even put a pillow over my head so I couldn't watch him as he f****d me. Those were usually after he had smacked me around and he didn’t want to see my tears or the bruises that were forming. I understood why and just shrugged it off and accepted it he had made me look ugly and my crying was a buzz kill to his hard on. Now I realize that he was feeling guilty about what he was doing to me and couldn't look into my face knowing that I was so trusting and so forgiving of him. That I was believing I was the only one he was doing these things with. The thing was I really was the only one he was doing these things with. He was doing even more than this with others. Oh well, Ray was no longer my problem and what he was doing in the bedroom with another woman wasn’t my business any more. There were more pressing matters to think of now and one of those was downstairs cleaning up dinner before he came upstairs to my room. I was calculating in my head my next move once he got to my bedroom when suddenly I felt his arms go around my waist. I started to panic and then once I got a sniff of his cologne, I relaxed his scent just calmed me. I felt his breath on my neck as he nuzzled me and said "is everything ok? Are you getting tired or sore? You're not moving very fast and that worries me." I looked into his beautiful blue eyes and told him that I had just been lost in thought as I was climbing the stairs and since my concentration wasn't completely there, I slowed down so I wouldn't take a wrong step. I couldn't help but feel the electricity and excitement from his touch and his breath on my neck. I couldn't help but wonder how those hands would feel on my waist when there were no clothes there to stop the skin-to-skin contact. I wondered how it would feel to have his lips grazing my neck the way that his breath did. Would I feel the same heat laying naked under him as I am feeling fully clothed standing beside him? I didn't know the answer to that but I hoped I would feel at the very least the way I was feeling now if not more.
Mike’s POV
When WE got into her bedroom i excused myself and took my little overnight bag into the bathroom. I only hoped that she would understand what a gentleman I was. When I came out of the bathroom, I was wearing a pair of lounge pants but no shirt. I heard her breath catch when she caught site of me and the little devil in me had to smile. It told me something for certain and that was that she wanted me as much as I wanted her. Damn I was getting stiff just thinking of being with her. I needed to calm myself and had to remind myself that she was nowhere near being healthy enough to have any relations with her right now. Now the trick would be to get her to keep her hands off me and get her to comply with her doctor’s wishes a little better. I was trying to be a perfect gentleman and while I knew that she really liked it, I also knew that she didn't want that right now. She didn't want the gentleman she wanted me. Her mouth was watering and I found myself craving to touch and taste her body in every way. I smiled at her and asked her what she was thinking. Damn I knew in an instant by the look on her face just what she was thinking. Lord give me strength. She just smiled and said "thank you for putting on pajama pants but I get the feeling you’re not used to sleeping in pj's." I chuckled and assured her that I was not. That usually I slept in the nude but out of respect for her I had chosen to put on the pajamas. I couldn't control the image in my mind of her being naked in bed with me and it caused my d**k to go hard. I could tell that she was thinking something along the same lines. Before she could fall down, she sat herself down on the bed rather quickly. Panicked I rushed to her side and held her hand with concern in my eyes. I was asking her if she was ok if she needed anything. All the questions I should be asking not knowing what was going on in her mind. The electricity was flowing from my hands as I was touching her and I found it hard to concentrate and even more so form words. This seemed to worry her a bit because I wasn't talking to her. I could see fear and panic in her face along with something else that I couldn’t quite put my finger on. I went to the dresser and grabbed her medications and brought them to her. Trying to get her to take them because I thought she was having some sort of panic attack. She looked up and smiled at me. She said "I'm ok I promise. Sorry I scared you I just got a little caught off guard by the attraction I felt for you." I gave her a wide grin. "Well, it's time to take your medication anyhow so why don't you do that and then climb into the covers." With that she let out a long breath. I had no clue as to what she was about to say or do but I had an inkling that it wasn’t tame. Damn if that woman didn’t stop looking at me that way, I don’t know how much more I could restrain myself. I knew that she wanted me as much as I wanted her and normally, I would take it for what it was and go as far as we both wanted to. But that wasn’t possible at this time. Due to her injuries we had to wait. In order to ensure that she healed correctly we had to wait until she was cleared by the doctor. I knew one thing for certain, there were going to be a lot of cold showers in my future.
Lisa’s POV
Did he realize the implications of that statement? I don’t think he really does because I was more turned on right now than I could ever remember being turned on in the past. I wasn't sure but I thought he was feeling the same way as me if the look at the growing bulge in his pants was anything to go by. “I don't think I need the medication right now." I said to him knowing full well why I was turning it down at this time. If I took the medication now, I would be fast asleep in thirty minutes or so and I knew that I wanted to explore this man's body and have him explore mine. "The doctor said you should take it before going to bed so that you wouldn't have any pain and the other one so that you would stay calm if you started dreaming." I couldn’t help but smile at his concern, placing a hand on his arm damn did he just feel that spark like she did? "How about a compromise, let me lay down for a bit and if it seems like I am starting to hurt or can't fall asleep I will take them is that ok with you? I just don't like taking meds if I can help it and without the meds, I can feel what my body feels and know my limitations." He was hesitant but he agreed with me. That was half the battle won tonight. The other half would be getting us both naked and both touching each other. He helped me under the covers on my side of the bed and then walked over to the other side. my heart was beating so rapidly at what I was hoping to achieve that night I was scared that he would hear it thumping. I turned over on my side to face him as he climbed on top of the covers next to me. "Why are you on top of the covers?" He smiled at me and said "I think you feel the chemistry between us as much as I do and it's safer for me to be here than under there with you." That was enough encouragement for me and I got a devilish smile on my face. I then promptly informed him he was being silly as they were both in pajamas. Yes, they had an attraction to each other but they were clothed in my case fully and in his case at least half way. Aside from that I really wanted to snuggle up to him and lay my head on his shoulder. If he wouldn't get under the covers with me then I would be forced to climb out of the covers to lay next to him better and then I would get all cold. If I had to get out and get cold then in a way, he would be responsible for my discomfort. He gave me an unsure gaze but relented excused himself for the bathroom but promised when he came back, he would climb under the covers with me. I gave a triumphant smile and immediately moved the top of the covers so that he could see I was holding him to that promise. He went to the bathroom and while he was there, I got up and quickly removed my pajamas. Let’s see him resist me now. When he came back, he climbed in under the covers with me and his arm went around my shoulders as I curled up closer to him and laid my head on his shoulders. Everything just felt right and perfect. I gently placed my hand on his chest as I let my head settle and felt rather than heard the sharp intake of breath on his part at the contact of my bare skin against his. He just realized I was completely naked under these covers. I couldn't help but smile to myself knowing that I had the same effect on him as he was having on me.
We laid together like that for what seemed to be forever but in reality, it was only about fifteen minutes. He chuckled and said "you're not falling asleep remember our deal. I'm going to give you another fifteen minutes to hear you dozing before I get up and get you your medications." I knew it was now or never for me to act because if he got up and insisted that I take my medications it would be a matter of time before I was asleep and the opportunity would be lost. I started by running my hand in circles on his chest and felt his breath suck in. "What are you doing?" He said with amusement in his voice. I could also hear the passion in his voice as I caressed more. I didn’t say a word I just smiled quietly and proceeded to continue with my touching. With every hitch in his breath, it just emboldened me more to continue along the path I was going. I slowly moved my hand from his chest and started to slide it down to his stomach and felt him suck in at my touch. "Be careful where you are traveling honey you don't know where you could end up." I smiled I knew exactly where I was going to end up. I took the moment and grabbed it. I bit my lip and put my hands down his pajama bottoms and ran my hand over his p***s. "We can't be doing this Lisa." He said with regret in his voice. "Why not? I'm an adult and you’re an adult I think we don't have to have anyone's permission to be doing any of this."
Mike’s POV
I should have known she was up to something but I didn’t think it would be something this brazen tonight of all nights. I know I was attracted to her in more ways than I ever thought possible and I only hoped that with time she would be attracted to me. I was willing to wait and be patient because of the trauma she had just suffered she probably wouldn’t be up for any kind of s****l relationship anyhow. That was ok I would take time to get to know her. Make love to her mind and get her ready to make love to her body when she was medically released. But damn if this woman didn’t have other plans. Oh God I couldn’t believe how erotic her touch was and when I realized that she was completely naked under the covers my d**k jumped into over drive. My little brain was telling me that I needed to f**k this woman and do it now. Thank God I had control of my bigger brain and knew that would not be good for either of us. For her because it would hinder how she healed and me because I would hate myself for having her when she wasn’t physically able to. I gently grabbed her hand and pulled it away from my erect p***s and said "it's not that I don't want to believe me you can feel how much I want to. But honey, the doctor said there was a lot of damage done there and you needed to take the time to heal. I don't want to do something that you will later regret or worse yet cause you to not heal properly." I leaned over and kissed her mouth passionately and said “believe me when the time is right you are going to be in trouble because I am going to show you exactly how I feel.” She smiled at me and said "we don't have to have intercourse we could just touch and explore. I could relieve your little stiffness there with my hands or if you want with my mouth." I drew in a sharp breath and said "you don't have to. I'm not expecting anything from you. I just wanted to hold you. s*x is a great part of a relationship but it's not everything. I would rather wait to do things with you when you could enjoy it as much as I do. I can't take pleasure from a woman and not make sure that she has had her pleasure as well. It's just not in my nature and honey the doctor made it clear that you couldn't have any kind of activity down there." I kissed her head and told her that for now we could just hold onto each other. I wanted her as much as she wanted me and I wasn't going anywhere, there would be plenty of time for us to move to the next level. She gave me a weird look and sighed. “I hate to admit it but you are right. I’m sorry for trying to do something I guess it’s just a throw back from my days with Ray. It seemed like as soon as I could not longer give him the s*x he craved he stopped loving me.”
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