Mnr right at wrong time

Sunday morning in church i was sitting at the end of the row in the aisle as the priest was giving his sermon i turned my head to the right and first saw this baby soft clean hands and thought 'wow it look so soft and clean i want to feel it'. As this brother tried making himself comfortable he saw how i gazed at him.My cheecks turn red immediately . Good day he said as he greeted me with the hand (we greet by hand in church). His hands is so soft as i tried to keep my pose. The priest announce a new member in our church. "Welcome to brother Andrew who will be permanent in our congregation he wil be joining the youth group from now onwards. (me smiling knowing we wil be in youth group together). Come Tuesday at youth session we welcomed brother Andrew. We introduced eachother to ,come my turn "good day my name is edwine good to meet you" .Good day everyone i am Andrew i would like all of you to come have a get together at my house on Saturday so we can get to know eachother and do activities to build ourselves up in church. Every girl in youth is flustered to get to know him .."ooh i wonder if he has a girlfriend said justine,tasha and elzaan at the same time laughing". Come Saturday Andrew is like very fond of me though and always want to have conversation with me seeing that i am a very introvert i only talk when spoken to type of girl. Im thinking wow this guy is sorted in life good job have a house of his own his own car and have traveled also here am i 20year old edwine just came from college have not found work does not have anything to her name yet.Andrew clearly find a liking in Edwine, but why edwine don't understands around edwine are more beautiful girls that has wonderful jobs and all. Andrew asked if we can hang out ,we hang just me,justine and him. He already told justine that he likes me that is why we three only he planned to have a "braai" (barbeque as you know it) at his house next Saturday. The next Saturday me and justine are at Andrew's we had a nice time as justine makes her way to the ladies room he ask if i have a boyfriend me flustered "no i don't have". Why do you asked? me on my turn. just asking he reply It is official Andrew like me and everyone in church knew it. We exchange number and began to chat. We hanged out more often and he always spoiled me with the little things he is such a gentleman . He want to spend all of his time with me here i am 20years old with this dude 30 plus years old , why does he like me so much he has everything. i Haven't experience half of what he already has accomplished is he looking for a wife because i am far from that material. One night he came back from visiting his parents and he bought me a flower all the way from his mother's garden in pearl (where he is from )so sweet i think first time someone ever did something like this. Andrew is the perfect person, he is every girls dream and he is interested in me Edwine. I want to be something in life and i am trying to grow as a person , Andrew already something in life has good job and have traveled has a house.It's mind blowing how Edwine does not feel everything for Andrew seeing he is every mother perfect man for her daughter though. From a young age Edwine always knew God had someone planed out for everyone on planet earth and you wil know when the right one crosses your path. could Andrew be the one, if he is why doesn't it feel right.