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If he was truly blessed with all these blessings, why if I call upon him, then he does not answer? Why do I pray to him and talk to him and he does not respond? Why can't I even hear his voice? If he conspires against me, proving himself to appear to me or to others of his slaves and alleged manners ... then why do I not see a shadow of his imagination or even a whisper of his voice? !! Why then do I not even see evidence that proves to me, even from afar, that it is a fact and not just a strange, mysterious and stubborn being? !!! Why does he not descend from the sky of his periphery and humble himself to the level of my weak, limited mind that He claimed to be his creator, and I know him to shoot your area or something I touch and feel and trust him to show me his presence. Why does he always want me to believe in him in secret and even from me?

To make sure of the least amount and then reward me after that? We first pay the price from suffering, agony, confusion and suspicion, until we get it To bliss. ??? !! If this is not sadism itself and cruelty itself, then what could it be then ???? !!! Really, what a creator and God is merciful and merciful !!!!!! I am a human being who cannot bear all this ambiguity and I cannot solve this mystery even if You are a diet devil !!!!! Why does he leave us with this ambiguity, if he is truly merciful !!!!!!! He is sitting on his throne watching and enjoying the torments of all people, but all beings !!! Why do you let innocent children die in grinding wars due to the severity of chronic diseases without guilt ??? !! Why leave the world alone and abandon this miserable land that it leaves to the epidemics, floods, earthquakes and volcanoes that sweep the entire world ruthlessly and relentlessly ??? And he hears and watches as you claim or as you think? Why if it really exists it leaves the weak animals to become prey Easy between the fangs of a predator? Did you really create these poor beasts for this? Or is it the law of nature and the universe that does not require me to worship her and then leave me to the confusion and the torment that awaits me if I ask and discuss?

Why did he not have mercy on all these sick people who died from the severity of their illness while prostrating in submission to his hands? !! Why did he not have mercy on those whose houses of worship were demolished above their heads while they pleaded with him for fear and dread of his promise and punishment .. and greed for his paradise and fear of his reckoning and punishment? Why does he not care about anything other than intimidation and threats to everyone who contradicts the words of his words in his alleged books? As if he only understands the language of abuse and torture for anyone who disagrees or questions and does not find any wrong ?! I did not ask him to create me Between me and him, not even a quasi-agreement or a contract on the exchange of interests between us, so that I am the created slave weak before him, and he is the blessed creator, whom I must praise and supplicate to him and guide him in his love and sing his blessings ... What an evil God !!! He finds only pleasure in humiliation and subjugation !!! Where is mercy and justice in leaving all these natural disasters, diseases, and viruses to kill creatures, and leaving animals to perish and become extinct, then claim that they were his own making. .and after that he demands human beings to submit and implore him with all humiliation and submission without objecting or even asking !!! Why did your God not create this paradise? For birds, sparrows and poor pets Why did he not create hell and harassment of the ferocious, predatory beasts? Why did he just leave them to dirt? Why creates them an alternative? Or does he create them in a form other than that of the brutal, ferocious body? ..

Why is he silent and silent and content himself with the role of a spectator who has solutions that do not pertain to a problem on a human mind? !!! If he has the right to show mercy to the weak or to prevent everything that happens, then why does he leave him wandering in the depths of the deep and dark life and let him struggle and then get sick and die without the slightest interference from him ???? !!! Is this his rule !!! What a mockery !!!! It is the excuse of the helpless ... and the guide of a lost man ... who has no way out

Except for this false claim ... After all this you believe in it and submit !!! And you believe it !!! If there was a true God, he would not be satisfied with this planet and strange !!!! I see him as he only sees himself, and loves nothing but his glory !!! I approached her and said in a whisper and in a sad tone: Don't you see that this is pure imagination and futility ...

Have you not yet realized that it is a mythical, fictitious human being that bears the characteristics of those who created it?

Even if they multiply, they produce for us obedient, submissive people who do not possess anything of themselves ... It is genius to subjugate by intimidation and entice to those who listen and obey, otherwise they will not blame anyone but themselves .... All this while looking at me with raging gazes, examining and apprehensive as if they were contemplating a mentally ill or a fugitive From a hospital for crazy people !!!!! With a sad tone and tears almost falling profusely from my eyes, I said to her: I was hoping to be wrong ... How much I hoped ... But I found the logic, evidence and evidence all united against me in a conspiracy that surrounded me with huge walls and strong dams of impenetrable knowledge and certainty that cannot accept doubt ...

He answered me with sorrow, clenching her suffocated voice, saying: So you are drawing the boundaries of the end, putting up barriers, and closing the curtain on everything between us In a tone of the most compassionate and deeper of sadness, I said to her, as I knelt before her, begging: Rather s*******r me with the knife of your faith and your religion. If you can, then grant me all loyalty and obedience ...

And here we are in the heart of the battle ... Let the alleged god appear, prove his existence, and announce himself to his poor, supplicated servants ... and show us one of his miracles to heal every sick person without medication !!!! And to give everyone in need of clothing or food !!! And do not tell me that the time of miracles has ended, and the poor god is no longer able to perform a miracle ... that is if there were miracles at all Do you see that your God has grown old and lost his powers, so he cannot do what I ask ??? !!! Amidst a wave of terrible and suspicious silence, she answered me confidently, saying: Did you not hear about all these sick believers and worshipers who were always supplicated to God, and then the Great Creator healed them without treatment or medicine, Glory be to Him, what you describe !!!

Have you not heard the stories of these needy people who found clothing, food and medicine at the doors of their homes without knowing when or by whom ??! It is from the floods of His mercy and the broadest blessings of God Almighty for what you describe !!! I laughed in a quivering voice, charged with an angry and furious sadness, and I said to her: Do not make me more misery over my misery and sorrow over my grief ... You are like someone who explains water after effort with water !!! I see that your Lord is your Lord, and God chooses who The worship of the believers who are submissive to him, swimmers in contemplation of his kingdom, some of them and heal them, then leave the rest to starve and die in pain !!!! Or does he see that he gives us just a simple example of his mighty ability only and nothing but .. Then his generous hands will soon cease any healing and every effort ..

What an unjust justice !!! And what a horrible distorted image of mercy, compassion and divine justice !!!!!! Or is he busy and does not have enough time to heal all the sick or take care of the needy and needy !!! Do you wonder, because he is too great and supreme to waste his precious time with such mob !!! Or because he thinks that they are only required to worship him And beseeching him is a gratitude for us, because it is an honor that suffices them. He created them and found them, and from the abundance of his light and greatness he created them !!!! And after that, let them go to Hell and get sick, or starve, or split, or to be stripped ... This is something that does not concern him and does not concern him at all, for he is the only God and sufficient !!!!!! Is this a real god? !!!! I doubt ... I doubt very much ....

It is bigger

The strongest nail is the most precise in the coffin of religion, but all or any religion ... they are fairy tale stories and legends

Sleep I was made to control and differed to intimidate and control, and I trusted myself to be believed

Fantasies like these ... I know, my dear, that I may be shocking you ... or that I am

I killed in you your loyalty to your religion and not to your god, in which you thought your salvation was ... then and in that moment that I will not forget, I will not live, I tremble

And my love (Hala) rose up and turned away from me, and firmly a war leader issued her orders to an army of

Words poured out from between her lips like torrents of swords, as she told me: You even checked first

And the biggest nail in the coffin of our love and everything between us .... You are now far from me all

Distance ,, so get away as far as you are close And you will

I hate you as much as you are my love! I will not allow the claws of your thoughts to prey on, eat and poison what remains of me of a believer's spirit resists your stubbornness

,, Stay alone

Away, mired in corruption ... disease has spread inside you, and the wound has been poisoned, and there must be no more

Of cuts and amputations .... I ask you

To leave ... Leave from my life forever .... and she passed by leaving behind her mute tears flowing over my face and tearing my heart's head before I It sinks in its black seas ... and at that point it shrivels

To you, mind, and I ask you what would have hurt you if you left the field for us

Don't let her win the round ...? What would have hurt you, mind, if you had not tightened your grip on me? What

If you left Leah a space or an outlet from the passion that buried her in his depths

Abyssal? Shouldn't it

Should you accept defeat even once for the sake of my beloved who was?

Mind your pride, if only for a few hours or even a few minutes !!!!

From conceited arrogant Tough ..

you do not know

Never defeat, and never admit it ... You are the sword of your knowledge

Bitar and the power of your reasoning do not acknowledge love and gratitude to emotions and do not allow courtesy or courtesy

Politeness ... Do you not know which

The mind is that the eye of satisfaction with every defect is blunt and the eye of discontent shows the faults ... But how can you know?

Or are you convinced of those things? It is outside your logic and beyond the limits of your accounts that you do not know

And you only acknowledge certainty, evidence, and then evidence ... Aah from you, mind, then aah.

You tasted me your bitterness and taught me your fear And now

I walk alone and I struggle with that life ... I am looking around, raising my head to the sky

I scatter it with close looks and delve into it, bewildered, as if I grope your presence, O God

Do you really might be around? Answer me !! I wonder ... if you really are there, dumb down

The revolution of doubt and extinguishes the flames of confusion that killed me and kills me every moment ... I answer, answer me ...

And save me from my torments ... As for the one who responds ... As for the sound that cuts off the tongue of this righteous mind

My eyes fell silent with tears, and I answered, saying: I learned from you

Oh life to cry in

A corner where no one sees me then wipe

My tears and smiling out to people but you are

You will remain my only consolation, O tears, for you are to my heart like water for a fish ... I have

I realized that it was not important for a person to die before finding the truth and achieving it

His noble idea ... the important thing is to find for himself a noble idea before he dies ... the elephants

When she feels her end is near, she goes to the cemetery and waits for the end at

Quiet, there is silence

Stylish, does not allow us to reveal what

The pain ...